Niall’s POV:
I had called Bella over 20 times for the last 2 hours. I had been walking in and out the rooms in worry. What happened to my Bella? Then being too worried, I immediatey went to her house. When I knocked the dor, Mr. Lockwood ran to open it for me. He said, panting:
“Oh God, luckily, آپ are here, Niall. Come on in”
I asked:
“I had phoned Bella for 20 منٹ but she didn’t answer. What’s up with her?
He کہا desperately:
“I wish I knew. When Bella came ہوم this afternoon, she immediately got into her room and didn’t go out from 3 o’clock till now. I used every way to tell her to have رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا but she even didn’t answer me.
“Don’t آپ have the key of her room?”- I asked Mr. Lockwood, standing in front of Bella’s room.
“Nope. She has the only key.”
“Shit”- I cursed and knocked the door continuously.-“Bella, it’s me, Niall. Please open the door for me.”
No one answered.
I begged:
“Bella, please let me in. Bella, please. What is happening with you?”
I didn’t have any answer too. I screamed out loud, almost burst into tears:
“Bella, آپ don’t love me ny longer? Why are آپ behaving like that? Why?”
But whatever I کہا was no use. She still didn’t say anything. Finally, having no other choice, I decided to break into her room through the window. I climbed to her room with a ladder while her father held its legs. When I reached the window, I was so shocked to see Bella studying without paying her attention to anything else in the world. I carefully opened the window and got into her room but she even didn’t look at me. Bella was doing Maths excercises. I knelt down beside her and hugged her waist, saying:
“Bella, do آپ still love me? Do آپ still care about? Why didn’t آپ answer me?”
She didn’t say anything یا give me a look. She just stopped writing and looked motionless at the notebook. Bella began to tear up a little and then burst into tears. Her book was all wet and her eyes became to turn reddish. Oh my God, what happened to my beloved Bella? I stood up to hug her, let her head lie on my chest.
She wrapped my waist with her arms, sobbing:
“Nialler, why am I always the stupid, the ugly and the loser? Why? I am not equal to you.”
I kissed her head:
“Bella, آپ are the most intelligent girl that I’ve ever known. I’m too lucky to have you. Why do آپ think آپ are a loser? آپ won my heart.”
Bella cried harder:
“No, no, no, Nialler. Don’t console me! Boohoo…boohoo…boohoo…”
I asked her in worry:
“Bella, when everything is considered, what happened to you, love?”
She wetted all my T-shirt with her tears:
“Today I received a bad mark.”
I asked:
“How many?”
“92/100.”
I shouted at her:
“Oh my fucking god, is that what makes آپ cry? آپ are crazy, Bella. The highest mark I’ve got in my whole life is 60.”
Bella was still crying her eyes out:
“But it’s not the highest mark. In my school life, I’ve always got the highest mark. But this time Mihrap got,…”
I cursed:
“Fuck, who is that bitch?”
She told me in tears:
“She is the newcomer. She is damn hot, sexy and intelligent while I have nothing. I look like a maid and study worse and worse.”
I lifted her chin and looked at her face:
“Bella, آپ are the most wonderful girl in my eyes and whatever happens I’ll always stand سے طرف کی you.”
She looked into my eyes:
“Niall, I know but do آپ know what is my biggest ambition. I’ve always dreamt that I will study in آکسفورڈ یونیورسٹی one day. But if I continue studying like that, I’ll fail.”
I felt a bit scared:
“What do آپ mean, Bella? Are آپ blaming for our love?”
She کہا sadly:
“No, no, no, Niall. I don’t mean that. I just want to concentrate on studying in a few weeks. From now till my coming semi-final exam, I can’t meet آپ regularly.”
I was so shocked:
“What the fuck are آپ talking about? I can’t live without آپ even in 1 hour. I can’t accept that.”
She begged:
“Please, Niall, just 2 weeks. I promise آپ after I finish the exams, I will do whatever آپ want.”
I had a con:
“Are آپ kidding me? آپ wanna kill me? Do آپ know that it hurt me so much when آپ کہا that?”
She insisted me:
“Niall, I know آپ love me. I love آپ too, with all my heart. But I don’t’ want to be کہا that because of you, I became to fall down. I have to prove with them that I am equal to you.”
I almost cried:
“Okey, Bella. Whatever آپ want, I will accept. But آپ have to promise me in just 2 weeks and آپ will come back.”
She looked at me thankfully:
“Niall…”
Bella held my head and kissed all my face:
“I will miss آپ a lot, my Nialler.”
We made out as if it was the last time we kissed. Oh my god, I would be dead in 2 weeks without her. Bella, why were آپ too crude to me? Why? I kissed her deeply with tears weeling up in my eyes.
