Niall Horan Fanfic Chapter 22: Wherever I Go
We were driving only for a few minutes. When we got to wherever it was we were going Niall put his hands over my eyes. We stepped outside and I immediately knew it was the beach. He uncovered my eyes and I took in the scenery.
“Ally loved the beach.” I کہا مزید to myself then Niall.
“I know, that’s why I brought آپ here. Since آپ missed the wake and the funeral, I thought this would be the best way to say goodbye. Going to her grave would be to emotional, but doing something آپ both loved to do together, you’ll be able to let go.” He کہا wrapping his arms around my waist.
“Thank you, for not giving up on me.” I said.
“I told you, I’m never going to leave you. Ever.” He said.
We linked hands and walked out onto the beach. We had left our shoes in the limo. I couldn’t help but feel Ally with us.
“Do آپ think it’s possible that Ally’s spirit is here?” I asked Niall.
“Yeah.” He said, after considering it for a little while.
“Do آپ think it’s crazy that I think her spirit is here?” I کہا again.
“No, آپ could be right.” He said.
We stopped walking and just stood in the water, letting it come in and hit our feet and then recede. I loved being here with Niall. This was perfect. I finally felt at peace with Ally’s death. She was gone and there was nothing I could do but live on for her.
“Thank آپ for bringing me here.” I said.
“You’re welcome.” Niall کہا smiling down at me.
“I’m not just saying this, but I think it really did help me.” I said.
“Well, that was the goal.” Niall کہا chuckling a little.
I smiled at him. He really was beautiful.
“Hazel?” he said.
“Yeah?” I answered.
“Harry took آپ for ice cream, and آپ guys have been hanging out a lot lately, should I be worried?” he asked.
Part of me couldn’t believe he would think Harry would make a اقدام on me, and I would let him. Another part of me couldn’t believe that he would ask me this while I was grieving the death of my best friend, but then the last part of me saw how he looked. I couldn’t be mad at him when he looked at me like that.
“No, there is nothing to worry about.” I کہا finally.
“Are آپ sure?” he said, hesitant because of how long it took me to respond.
“Yeah, Harry and I are just good friends. He was trying to cheer me up.” I said.
“I saw the way he kissed آپ on the cheek before and how tight he hugged آپ that night on the bus. It looked a little مزید than friendly.” He said.
I couldn’t believe he was accusing me of cheating on him with Harry, his best friend.
“Niall, I told آپ nothing is going on. Why don’t آپ trust me?” I کہا getting angry.
“It’s not that I don’t trust آپ Hazel, I just, it hurts to see other guys around you. I just want آپ to be my one and only.” He said.
“I am Niall, I only love you. آپ know that right?” I said.
“Yeah, but…” he trailed off.
“But what? I thought we were done with this?” I said.
“We are. Just forget it.” He said.
“No, tell me.” I said.
“I always feel like, like آپ could do better than me. Like I’m not good enough, and that you’ll leave me for some guy who’s bigger and has big muscles and a perfect smile, and who can be around آپ all the time, without ever having to leave.” He کہا letting a tear roll down his cheek.
“Niall, I very well could do that, but that’s not what I want. I want you. I love your scrawny arms, and your braces. I don’t want a big tough guy, who’s مزید interested in working out than being with me.” I said.
Niall just nodded. He let a few مزید tears slide down his cheeks.
“No one is better than آپ Niall. I love you.” I said.
“I love آپ too Hazel.” He said.
“Can I have a hug?” I said.
Niall quickly wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck. We were still standing in the water. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and nestled my head into his neck.
“Hazel, I love you, I’m sorry for accusing آپ of cheating on me. I just get really jealous when I see آپ with other guys.” He said.
“It’s okay babe. Just promise me something.” I said.
“Anything.” He replied.
“That you’ll never doubt my love for آپ again.” I said.
“I promise.” He said.
He placed me down back in the sand and grabbed my hand. We continued walking down the beach. Every few منٹ we would stop and kiss and/or hug. I was finally not thinking about Ally when my phone rang. It was Ally’s mom. I didn’t know if I could talk to her yet. Niall saw it was her and pressed the talk button. I looked at him shocked but he gave me the ‘It’s for your own good’ look.
“Hello?” Ally’s mom said.
“Hi Mrs. Varen how are you.” I said.
“As well as I can be. How are آپ holding up honey?” she said.
“I’ve been better.” I said.
“Well I heard آپ were back home. I wanted to have آپ over for dinner.” She said.
“Can I bring my boyfriend?” I asked.
“Sure.” She کہا hesitantly.
“Thank you.” I answered.
“Well that’s all for now. I’ll see آپ tomorrow night then.” She کہا hanging up.
“What did she want?” Niall asked grabbing my hand.
“She wanted me over for dinner. I asked if آپ could go and she کہا yes. Will آپ come?” I said.
“Yeah of course.” He said.
“It’s tomorrow night, she probably talked to my mom so I’ll find out مزید from her later.” I said.
“Are آپ okay?” he asked me.
“Yeah. Yeah I am okay.” I answered. Honestly, I was okay.
After that we continued walking down the beach. When we got to the end we made our way back and got in the limo to go home. The whole way ہوم I had my head rested on Niall as he hummed various songs in my ear. When we got back to my house he walked me to my door.
“See آپ tomorrow?” he said.
“See آپ then.” I said.
He gave me and small kiss and then went back into the limo. I watched it pull away before I went inside. Today was one of the best days ever. It was late at night when I got ہوم so I went straight to my room and collapsed onto my bed. My phone rang.
“Hello?” I کہا sleepily.
“Hey babe.” Niall said.
“What’s going on?” I asked him.
“Nothing just getting into my hotel room.” He said.
“Cool.” I answered.
“Yeah, آپ sound tired. Did I wake you?” he said.
“Nope I was just about to put my pajamas on.” I said.
“Cool, well goodnight princess.” He کہا making a kissy noise into the phone.
“Goodnight.” I giggled.
“I love you, sweet dreams.” He said.
“I love آپ too.” I said.
When we hung up I put on my pajamas and slid into bed. Tomorrow was going to be rough. I didn’t know if I was ready to talk about Ally. I didn’t want to break down. That’s the last thing her parents need is me freaking out. I’m glad Niall was coming. He always knew what to say and do to make me feel better.
We were driving only for a few minutes. When we got to wherever it was we were going Niall put his hands over my eyes. We stepped outside and I immediately knew it was the beach. He uncovered my eyes and I took in the scenery.
“Ally loved the beach.” I کہا مزید to myself then Niall.
“I know, that’s why I brought آپ here. Since آپ missed the wake and the funeral, I thought this would be the best way to say goodbye. Going to her grave would be to emotional, but doing something آپ both loved to do together, you’ll be able to let go.” He کہا wrapping his arms around my waist.
“Thank you, for not giving up on me.” I said.
“I told you, I’m never going to leave you. Ever.” He said.
We linked hands and walked out onto the beach. We had left our shoes in the limo. I couldn’t help but feel Ally with us.
“Do آپ think it’s possible that Ally’s spirit is here?” I asked Niall.
“Yeah.” He said, after considering it for a little while.
“Do آپ think it’s crazy that I think her spirit is here?” I کہا again.
“No, آپ could be right.” He said.
We stopped walking and just stood in the water, letting it come in and hit our feet and then recede. I loved being here with Niall. This was perfect. I finally felt at peace with Ally’s death. She was gone and there was nothing I could do but live on for her.
“Thank آپ for bringing me here.” I said.
“You’re welcome.” Niall کہا smiling down at me.
“I’m not just saying this, but I think it really did help me.” I said.
“Well, that was the goal.” Niall کہا chuckling a little.
I smiled at him. He really was beautiful.
“Hazel?” he said.
“Yeah?” I answered.
“Harry took آپ for ice cream, and آپ guys have been hanging out a lot lately, should I be worried?” he asked.
Part of me couldn’t believe he would think Harry would make a اقدام on me, and I would let him. Another part of me couldn’t believe that he would ask me this while I was grieving the death of my best friend, but then the last part of me saw how he looked. I couldn’t be mad at him when he looked at me like that.
“No, there is nothing to worry about.” I کہا finally.
“Are آپ sure?” he said, hesitant because of how long it took me to respond.
“Yeah, Harry and I are just good friends. He was trying to cheer me up.” I said.
“I saw the way he kissed آپ on the cheek before and how tight he hugged آپ that night on the bus. It looked a little مزید than friendly.” He said.
I couldn’t believe he was accusing me of cheating on him with Harry, his best friend.
“Niall, I told آپ nothing is going on. Why don’t آپ trust me?” I کہا getting angry.
“It’s not that I don’t trust آپ Hazel, I just, it hurts to see other guys around you. I just want آپ to be my one and only.” He said.
“I am Niall, I only love you. آپ know that right?” I said.
“Yeah, but…” he trailed off.
“But what? I thought we were done with this?” I said.
“We are. Just forget it.” He said.
“No, tell me.” I said.
“I always feel like, like آپ could do better than me. Like I’m not good enough, and that you’ll leave me for some guy who’s bigger and has big muscles and a perfect smile, and who can be around آپ all the time, without ever having to leave.” He کہا letting a tear roll down his cheek.
“Niall, I very well could do that, but that’s not what I want. I want you. I love your scrawny arms, and your braces. I don’t want a big tough guy, who’s مزید interested in working out than being with me.” I said.
Niall just nodded. He let a few مزید tears slide down his cheeks.
“No one is better than آپ Niall. I love you.” I said.
“I love آپ too Hazel.” He said.
“Can I have a hug?” I said.
Niall quickly wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck. We were still standing in the water. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and nestled my head into his neck.
“Hazel, I love you, I’m sorry for accusing آپ of cheating on me. I just get really jealous when I see آپ with other guys.” He said.
“It’s okay babe. Just promise me something.” I said.
“Anything.” He replied.
“That you’ll never doubt my love for آپ again.” I said.
“I promise.” He said.
He placed me down back in the sand and grabbed my hand. We continued walking down the beach. Every few منٹ we would stop and kiss and/or hug. I was finally not thinking about Ally when my phone rang. It was Ally’s mom. I didn’t know if I could talk to her yet. Niall saw it was her and pressed the talk button. I looked at him shocked but he gave me the ‘It’s for your own good’ look.
“Hello?” Ally’s mom said.
“Hi Mrs. Varen how are you.” I said.
“As well as I can be. How are آپ holding up honey?” she said.
“I’ve been better.” I said.
“Well I heard آپ were back home. I wanted to have آپ over for dinner.” She said.
“Can I bring my boyfriend?” I asked.
“Sure.” She کہا hesitantly.
“Thank you.” I answered.
“Well that’s all for now. I’ll see آپ tomorrow night then.” She کہا hanging up.
“What did she want?” Niall asked grabbing my hand.
“She wanted me over for dinner. I asked if آپ could go and she کہا yes. Will آپ come?” I said.
“Yeah of course.” He said.
“It’s tomorrow night, she probably talked to my mom so I’ll find out مزید from her later.” I said.
“Are آپ okay?” he asked me.
“Yeah. Yeah I am okay.” I answered. Honestly, I was okay.
After that we continued walking down the beach. When we got to the end we made our way back and got in the limo to go home. The whole way ہوم I had my head rested on Niall as he hummed various songs in my ear. When we got back to my house he walked me to my door.
“See آپ tomorrow?” he said.
“See آپ then.” I said.
He gave me and small kiss and then went back into the limo. I watched it pull away before I went inside. Today was one of the best days ever. It was late at night when I got ہوم so I went straight to my room and collapsed onto my bed. My phone rang.
“Hello?” I کہا sleepily.
“Hey babe.” Niall said.
“What’s going on?” I asked him.
“Nothing just getting into my hotel room.” He said.
“Cool.” I answered.
“Yeah, آپ sound tired. Did I wake you?” he said.
“Nope I was just about to put my pajamas on.” I said.
“Cool, well goodnight princess.” He کہا making a kissy noise into the phone.
“Goodnight.” I giggled.
“I love you, sweet dreams.” He said.
“I love آپ too.” I said.
When we hung up I put on my pajamas and slid into bed. Tomorrow was going to be rough. I didn’t know if I was ready to talk about Ally. I didn’t want to break down. That’s the last thing her parents need is me freaking out. I’m glad Niall was coming. He always knew what to say and do to make me feel better.
All آپ have to do is follow on Twitter and retweet a message. Easy enough for the boys :-)
There is a calendar, signed photos, and a diary on offer and the closing تاریخ is on the 12th November.
There have been quite a few entries so far from what I can see. I've been following the #1DGoodies rage on Twitter but it seems to have slowed down this evening, so maybe now is the time to enter.
I just wanted the calendar for the Niall pictures. I might not ever change to any other months
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There is a calendar, signed photos, and a diary on offer and the closing تاریخ is on the 12th November.
There have been quite a few entries so far from what I can see. I've been following the #1DGoodies rage on Twitter but it seems to have slowed down this evening, so maybe now is the time to enter.
I just wanted the calendar for the Niall pictures. I might not ever change to any other months
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Sites to visit to know مزید about Niall:
1. [www.onedirectionmusic.com]
2. [twitter.com/NiallOfficial]
3. [www.mirror.co.uk/all-about/niall%20horan]
FACTS ABOUT NIALL:
*He is CUTE;))!
*He is an irish guy.
*Sometimes, he says swear words...quite a lot...!
*he wants to marry Katy perry (actually, it was just a joke, so don't get so serious :o! )
So Niall horan is a pretty nice guy and one of my دوستوں loves him (wink, wink)! I also like his singing, but actuallyy my most پسندیدہ one is (drumroll please!) HARRY STYLES!!!!! (Look at my شبیہ pic to catch a glimpse of the cutie:)!
1. [www.onedirectionmusic.com]
2. [twitter.com/NiallOfficial]
3. [www.mirror.co.uk/all-about/niall%20horan]
FACTS ABOUT NIALL:
*He is CUTE;))!
*He is an irish guy.
*Sometimes, he says swear words...quite a lot...!
*he wants to marry Katy perry (actually, it was just a joke, so don't get so serious :o! )
So Niall horan is a pretty nice guy and one of my دوستوں loves him (wink, wink)! I also like his singing, but actuallyy my most پسندیدہ one is (drumroll please!) HARRY STYLES!!!!! (Look at my شبیہ pic to catch a glimpse of the cutie:)!
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this is the new leaked one direction song. it's really good! i love it it's so perfect! they are so perfect omg!! one direction are the definition of perfection. and yeah, blah blah, one direction. blah blah blah 1d blah harry is hot.blah blah all of them are hot and talented their accents are sexayyy!!
some of the lyrics:
front pages of your pictures, they make آپ look so small. how could someone not miss آپ at all? I never would mistreat im not a criminal! i speak a different language but i still hear your call. DIANA! LET ME BE THE ONE TO LIGHT A آگ کے, آگ INSIDE YOUR EYES. YOU'VE BEEN LONELY آپ DON'T EVEN KNOW ME, BUT I CAN FELL آپ CRYING! DIANA LET ME BE THE ONE TO LIFT YOUR دل AND SAVE YOUR LIFE. I DON'T THINK آپ EVEN REALISE, BABY YOU'VE BEEN SAVING MINE!
this is the new leaked one direction song. it's really good! i love it it's so perfect! they are so perfect omg!! one direction are the definition of perfection. and yeah, blah blah, one direction. blah blah blah 1d blah harry is hot.blah blah all of them are hot and talented their accents are sexayyy!!
some of the lyrics:
front pages of your pictures, they make آپ look so small. how could someone not miss آپ at all? I never would mistreat im not a criminal! i speak a different language but i still hear your call. DIANA! LET ME BE THE ONE TO LIGHT A آگ کے, آگ INSIDE YOUR EYES. YOU'VE BEEN LONELY آپ DON'T EVEN KNOW ME, BUT I CAN FELL آپ CRYING! DIANA LET ME BE THE ONE TO LIFT YOUR دل AND SAVE YOUR LIFE. I DON'T THINK آپ EVEN REALISE, BABY YOU'VE BEEN SAVING MINE!
Ok so althought one direction will not last forever we should continue to support them because we now 1D would be nothing with out us the directioners and we can delay the ineverteble but 1D will one دن will be gone but then u will when u are older hear that Harry styles has died and u will have all the memory's come back to u and u will go get all your one direction merchandise and CDs that u did not throw away because the directioner part of u was still there and with the news it will break out again there will all ways be a directioner part of u for when u شامل میں the family u never leave u will remember the دوستوں u made in the family the person who made u a directioner and u will think best time of my life
Here’s what Louis had to say after reading the story:
I am appalled سے طرف کی what The Mirror has done to my family. It’s disgusting and immoral. As long as I am in One Direction we won’t be working with the mirror.
Yikes! We’ll keep آپ posted.
P.S. Louis just signed a deal to become a soccer star!
One Direction is an amazing boy band! I don't like some of their songs though. I think that Harry, and Liam are the adorable one's. loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove them as long as آپ can. I don't like that they do drink. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
آپ don't know uh oh آپ don't know you're beautiful. Go One Direction!
Small Things!
Those are some of their songs! Not only that but those are only some of them that i know!
آپ don't know uh oh آپ don't know you're beautiful. Go One Direction!
Small Things!
Those are some of their songs! Not only that but those are only some of them that i know!
آپ hear a loud banging on your door. "(Y/N), OPEN UP!" Harry yells. آپ walk over to the door and open it to see Harry holding a puppy. 'Babe, I got آپ someone to keep آپ company for when i leave on tour. I'd rather have this than another guy." آپ roll your eyes at him for the last تبصرہ and follow it with a kiss."He is so adorable!" آپ say."Almost as adorable as آپ Harry." Harry smiles and blushes at the comment. He walks over with آپ to the سوفی, لٹانا and sirs اگلے to آپ placing the کتے on his lap. He brings the puppy's face close to his and kisses the کتے on the nose."I can see the resemblance!" آپ joke and Harry Scowls. آپ شامل میں him on the سوفی, لٹانا and play with the puppy. آپ look at the کالر and see he has a little name tag. آپ look on it and it says." I love آپ (Y/N)." آپ look up at Harry and Kiss him on the lips letting him know how thankful آپ are. ♥