Anna's POV:
2 months had past living my life with Zayn,I was excited and it seemed my belly grew some.Telling the others made me nervous,I had everyone over for رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا but Drew he went back to Iraq.When he left I was confident he would come back.I hugged him and let him go on the plane.When I told my dad,He hugged me and cried.He told me it would be like seeing mom again,Thats how happy he would be.I was at the doctor to check up on the baby.Zayn stood اگلے to me.The doctor was doing an ultrasound.The doctor looked at me funny,He took a deep breath in.He looked at his chart.
"You say you've been experiencing cramps,and heavy bleeding?"
"Yes..."I worried.
"Mam,It maybe because your having a miscarriage."
I wanted to kill myself,I guess that the world just doesn't want me to have a happy ending.All I ever wanted was a little girl,To hear the pit pat of little feet hitting the floor,To hear the cry of a new born,To see a smile on a child's face that looks similar to me,but it seemed like I'd never get that.I ran out the doctors office in tears,I ran and sat out side against the car.Zayn chased after me.He hugged me and held me.He got angry punched the ground.I held him.Our world was ending.Having him made me feel better but I wasn't enough.I was دل broken.
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I lost track of time,
Zayn wanted to try again,but I didn't want to feel the دل break again.I didn't want to get hurt,so we stopped having sex.If I guessed it had been months,of wasting away.I was silent most of the time,I quit eating so they had to take me to the hospital.The doctor کہا it was clinical depression.I wanted to kill that doctor.While my love was frozen others love grew.Loiue proposed to Amber on her birthday.She moved out of her foster ہوم and now lives with us.Niall started dating Courtney.No one talks when I walk in the room.Zayn tried to be faithful and stayed with me,Til one دن he couldn't take it any longer.I didn't cry I felt no emotion as he yelled at me.He quit wearing his ring.It was like I was dead but barely alive.I completed my 1st سال of collage,Thats all I ever did.Now I just laid in bed,staring at an old تصویر of me and Zayn.Back when I felt the love.I got up and took a walk around the house.No one was around.I looked inside Nialls room.I found the teddy برداشت, ریچھ Zayn gave me when I pasted out.It was stuffed under his bed.I grabbed it and hugged it,I started to cry.
Niall stepped out of the شاور he was shirtless with a towel wrapped around him.
"Um...that's.."
I gazed at him.He wiped my tears.
"I know it hurts to remember a Love."he told me.
I kissed him,I don't know why but I did.He kissed me back and laid me on the bed.He's towel fell off.He took my pant off and touched me.That moment...I remembered,I felt the love,I felt emotion,But it wasn't for Niall.It was to late.He already did it.I grabbed my clothes and ran away from him.
"Anna!"he yelled.
"Zayn!"I yelled.
Harry grabbed me,He hugged me,
"I know,Its okay."he held me.
"I made a stupid desicion,Im a stupid bitch."I sobbed.
"Anna!"Niall walked out his room.He still had his شرٹ, قمیض off he put on his pants.
He tried to grab me,Harry punched him.He fell back.
"Back up!"he yelled.
Zayn stood in the hall way he watched the whole thing go down.
"Anna,I fucking hate you!Go kill yourself,You stupid whore."Zayn yelled at me.He ran out the door.
I ran downstairs to the kitchen.Liam was in there.I tried to take the چھری he had.
"Give me it!!"I yelled.
Amber ran in the kitchen.
"STOP IT!!"she yelled.
She pulled me away.I punched her and ran out the door.
2 months had past living my life with Zayn,I was excited and it seemed my belly grew some.Telling the others made me nervous,I had everyone over for رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا but Drew he went back to Iraq.When he left I was confident he would come back.I hugged him and let him go on the plane.When I told my dad,He hugged me and cried.He told me it would be like seeing mom again,Thats how happy he would be.I was at the doctor to check up on the baby.Zayn stood اگلے to me.The doctor was doing an ultrasound.The doctor looked at me funny,He took a deep breath in.He looked at his chart.
"You say you've been experiencing cramps,and heavy bleeding?"
"Yes..."I worried.
"Mam,It maybe because your having a miscarriage."
I wanted to kill myself,I guess that the world just doesn't want me to have a happy ending.All I ever wanted was a little girl,To hear the pit pat of little feet hitting the floor,To hear the cry of a new born,To see a smile on a child's face that looks similar to me,but it seemed like I'd never get that.I ran out the doctors office in tears,I ran and sat out side against the car.Zayn chased after me.He hugged me and held me.He got angry punched the ground.I held him.Our world was ending.Having him made me feel better but I wasn't enough.I was دل broken.
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I lost track of time,
Zayn wanted to try again,but I didn't want to feel the دل break again.I didn't want to get hurt,so we stopped having sex.If I guessed it had been months,of wasting away.I was silent most of the time,I quit eating so they had to take me to the hospital.The doctor کہا it was clinical depression.I wanted to kill that doctor.While my love was frozen others love grew.Loiue proposed to Amber on her birthday.She moved out of her foster ہوم and now lives with us.Niall started dating Courtney.No one talks when I walk in the room.Zayn tried to be faithful and stayed with me,Til one دن he couldn't take it any longer.I didn't cry I felt no emotion as he yelled at me.He quit wearing his ring.It was like I was dead but barely alive.I completed my 1st سال of collage,Thats all I ever did.Now I just laid in bed,staring at an old تصویر of me and Zayn.Back when I felt the love.I got up and took a walk around the house.No one was around.I looked inside Nialls room.I found the teddy برداشت, ریچھ Zayn gave me when I pasted out.It was stuffed under his bed.I grabbed it and hugged it,I started to cry.
Niall stepped out of the شاور he was shirtless with a towel wrapped around him.
"Um...that's.."
I gazed at him.He wiped my tears.
"I know it hurts to remember a Love."he told me.
I kissed him,I don't know why but I did.He kissed me back and laid me on the bed.He's towel fell off.He took my pant off and touched me.That moment...I remembered,I felt the love,I felt emotion,But it wasn't for Niall.It was to late.He already did it.I grabbed my clothes and ran away from him.
"Anna!"he yelled.
"Zayn!"I yelled.
Harry grabbed me,He hugged me,
"I know,Its okay."he held me.
"I made a stupid desicion,Im a stupid bitch."I sobbed.
"Anna!"Niall walked out his room.He still had his شرٹ, قمیض off he put on his pants.
He tried to grab me,Harry punched him.He fell back.
"Back up!"he yelled.
Zayn stood in the hall way he watched the whole thing go down.
"Anna,I fucking hate you!Go kill yourself,You stupid whore."Zayn yelled at me.He ran out the door.
I ran downstairs to the kitchen.Liam was in there.I tried to take the چھری he had.
"Give me it!!"I yelled.
Amber ran in the kitchen.
"STOP IT!!"she yelled.
She pulled me away.I punched her and ran out the door.
Many people are saying that Harry is leaving One Direction. No it's not true. I don't think Harry would ever leave the band. The band wouldn't be the same without Harry if he left and his شائقین would be broken hearted. And Harry cares WAY to much to ever hurt یا disapoint them in any way shape یا form. He is to thoughful to that. So when آپ hear that he is leaving the 10 times out of 10 it's not tue.
Please no hate تبصرے because they will be ignored سے طرف کی me. So please don't waste your time writing them. Keep your thoughts to yourself
Please no hate تبصرے because they will be ignored سے طرف کی me. So please don't waste your time writing them. Keep your thoughts to yourself
Now 2 big starts right now is JB and 1D. Now I'm a پرستار of both but I love 1D!! Zayn and Harry are amazing! But I love the others also! (: (: I got tickets to their کنسرٹ and I'm excited! I love 1D! Niall he is al adorable and I love his imperfect teeth! (: It's just so cool that met eachother and also they all joined the x factor. My faviorte song from them is I want and Up all night! I love listening to the songs all the time! Now Justin bieber I love his new song Boyfriend! And Justin bieber is super cute! So who do آپ prefer? JB OR. 1D?? For some people its a very hard decision for others they know who they will pick. I think I would pick 1D! Now don't get me wrong I also like JB but 1D is amazing! 1D is 5 cute guys who likes spo ons/cats/food/mirrors Lol!!!