Its 3:00am I am still awake thinking about them. They چرا لیا, چوری کی my دل and it was obvious I چرا لیا, چوری کی theirs too. I cant help it but I think about them all the time. Its manly the words Harry spoke to me at the airport that have me swoon. Its hard to forget them I mean they live اگلے door. Its not even that its their personality's their completely amazayn. And there's nothing to do about it but let my self fall in love. At 4:49pm I heard a shot آگ کے, آگ all I could think about was them, who fired the shot, and who got shot. I rushed out side never thinking about what I was doing. I knocked loudly on the door.Harry answered sleepily eyes barley open. "Is everyone okay I heard a gun shot and was worried." I کہا to him admiring his shiftless chest with his tattoos and 4 nipples. Niall came up behind him wide awake."What are آپ doing up so early love."Niall کہا "I was just checking on آپ guys I heard a gun shot and thought it came from this direction and..." BOOM!! There it was again the shots were getting closer and closer."Get in here Alex.Before they get you. Go get in بستر with Louis but no fun just sleeping."Harry said. "Thank آپ guys so much but I better get going." I کہا trying to slip back outside to go home. Harry grabbed my wrist and pulled me into a long passionate kiss." Would آپ fill better in my room."he کہا quietly into my ear "Ya I really would" I کہا with a small wink ;) He led me to his room witch smelled like axe body spray and sweat he gave me one of his shirts and some sweat pants and showed me the bath room. I loved him that was final.I liked Niall though and I had to think about this some مزید alone this time and I had to make my final desision and I knew there was no way to break Niall's fragial دل but then again what about Harry's دل I know their both torn but then again so am I. Harry was stroking my face and singing "What are آپ doing I thought آپ were asleep."I کہا "You woke me up screaming and I decided to calm آپ down."he کہا "I'm so so sorry Harry I had a bad dream and I'm just so sorry."I کہا babbling thinking about the dream."You want to talk about it "he said. "Sure I was a slut Harry and I was married to آپ and lied to آپ every دن saying that I worked at a insurance company and snuck out to have sex with Niall every night and I couldn't take it any مزید so I decided to tell آپ the truth one دن and آپ کہا آپ weren't mad but then آپ started to abuse me and..."he pulled me in to a long passionate kiss.I had almost urged my self to tell Harry to stop I had to get home. My aunt was probebly worried sick. My mom died 3 months I was born and my dad is in jail for killing her so I am alone with my aunt. She never married یا even dated.