Even though I heard the news yesterday, I was only able to finish this مضمون now.
Well, I just found out about Zayn leaving One Direction because my England friend Katie texted me at 3:40 saying "Did آپ hear about 1D?" I replied saying "No, what is it?" Katie's response: "We well, آپ probably won't like this news at all....but...erm...." Me: "What. Is. It??" Katie: "Zayn out of 1D...quit....:(" My reaction: "NOOO!!!!Y?!?" I couldn't believe it. I immediately went to the One Direction پرستار Club on here and sure enough, all the ڈیٹس اپ were about Zayn leaving 1D. I was in shock. Then, I legit started crying. And this happened when I was in play rehearsal for our Drama Club spring play of The Comedy Of Romeo And Juliet Kinda Sorta.
My دوستوں were looking at me wondering "What's wrong with her?" I just simply showed them the مضمون about Zayn on my Chromebook and started to sob harder. My breath was making that sound when آپ get choked up after crying for a long time. My دوستوں then surrounded me, trying to calm me down, and that got the attention of one of the Drama Club advisors, Grace, who's a Junior at my high school(I'm a Freshmen, a 9th grader. Grace was in 11th grade). She came over and asked why I was crying. My friend Kathryn told her what I had کہا and she کہا "Carolyn, there's still 4 other hot guys in the band. آپ should still be able to enjoy the کنسرٹ in the summer." My eyes went wide after she کہا that. I hadn't even thought of the concert. That made me shake and cry harder. I couldn't even speak with how much I was crying.
I had to leave the room to go out into the hall during the end scene we were practicing(I'm in Chorus), so my friend had to cover for me while I tried to cool down. I had gone to the bathroom, blowing my nose, while I had tears running down my face. I looked at myself in the mirror. My face was red and my eyes puffy. I was sniffing so much that my nose was running. I have to be completely honest: I felt like crap. I had left the bathroom and got a drink from the bubbler, and went to the دیوار where the door was where everyone was. I pressed my back against the lockers and slid down to the floor and put my head in my legs and cried harder.
When I went back into the room, my دوستوں looked at me, the same expression in their eyes: are آپ ok? I still wasn't ok. Some of my دوستوں came over and hugged me. I went back to where my backpack, Chromebook, and iPhone were and I started texting my friend Nicki about the news. I sent her a pic of what I looked like, and she کہا "OMG, u really r crying! Carolyn it's ok!!" But I wasn't ok. My night still wasn't any better after that.
(March 26, 2015)
Now, I just got to school today. I was done being at my locker and I had gone to get a drink. I was walking past a big group of boys that always hang at the edge of the Freshmen hallway and an annoying boy, Jared, who also likes One Direction, he came up to me while I was listening to my Frozen music, since I was still sad. He motioned with a finger for me to take my earbud out. He asked if I had heard about 1D. I started crying AGAIN. He was trying to tell me that One Direction was still there, but he was interrupted سے طرف کی my friend Alyssa, who used to be in my 1st گھنٹہ class, Modern World History. She کہا "Don't talk about One Direction right now!! There's still people that are upset." She looked at me and کہا "Like Carolyn. Can't آپ be quiet right now Jared?" I کہا to her "I only found out about it yesterday from my England friend texting me the news." Alyssa started crying as well and we went up to each other and hugged each other while still crying. Jared still was trying to talk to me, but I wouldn't listen.
I'm still not over it. I can't even look at my 1D posters, books, listen to their songs on my phone, یا wearing any 1D shirts without looking at Zayn and start sobbing. I've taken this news badly. I don't know when I'll recover from this. Even the group of boys were looking at me when I was crying when Jared was اگلے to me. And I know those boys, which made it worse!! I couldn't look any of them in the eye. And I know that 3 of those boys are gonna be on me about in in 4th hour, Exploring Science. I can't take this anymore, my life...over. If only Zayn left the band until AFTER the On The Road Again Tour 2015, then I wouldn't be so heartbroken. </3 :'(
Well, I just found out about Zayn leaving One Direction because my England friend Katie texted me at 3:40 saying "Did آپ hear about 1D?" I replied saying "No, what is it?" Katie's response: "We well, آپ probably won't like this news at all....but...erm...." Me: "What. Is. It??" Katie: "Zayn out of 1D...quit....:(" My reaction: "NOOO!!!!Y?!?" I couldn't believe it. I immediately went to the One Direction پرستار Club on here and sure enough, all the ڈیٹس اپ were about Zayn leaving 1D. I was in shock. Then, I legit started crying. And this happened when I was in play rehearsal for our Drama Club spring play of The Comedy Of Romeo And Juliet Kinda Sorta.
My دوستوں were looking at me wondering "What's wrong with her?" I just simply showed them the مضمون about Zayn on my Chromebook and started to sob harder. My breath was making that sound when آپ get choked up after crying for a long time. My دوستوں then surrounded me, trying to calm me down, and that got the attention of one of the Drama Club advisors, Grace, who's a Junior at my high school(I'm a Freshmen, a 9th grader. Grace was in 11th grade). She came over and asked why I was crying. My friend Kathryn told her what I had کہا and she کہا "Carolyn, there's still 4 other hot guys in the band. آپ should still be able to enjoy the کنسرٹ in the summer." My eyes went wide after she کہا that. I hadn't even thought of the concert. That made me shake and cry harder. I couldn't even speak with how much I was crying.
I had to leave the room to go out into the hall during the end scene we were practicing(I'm in Chorus), so my friend had to cover for me while I tried to cool down. I had gone to the bathroom, blowing my nose, while I had tears running down my face. I looked at myself in the mirror. My face was red and my eyes puffy. I was sniffing so much that my nose was running. I have to be completely honest: I felt like crap. I had left the bathroom and got a drink from the bubbler, and went to the دیوار where the door was where everyone was. I pressed my back against the lockers and slid down to the floor and put my head in my legs and cried harder.
When I went back into the room, my دوستوں looked at me, the same expression in their eyes: are آپ ok? I still wasn't ok. Some of my دوستوں came over and hugged me. I went back to where my backpack, Chromebook, and iPhone were and I started texting my friend Nicki about the news. I sent her a pic of what I looked like, and she کہا "OMG, u really r crying! Carolyn it's ok!!" But I wasn't ok. My night still wasn't any better after that.
(March 26, 2015)
Now, I just got to school today. I was done being at my locker and I had gone to get a drink. I was walking past a big group of boys that always hang at the edge of the Freshmen hallway and an annoying boy, Jared, who also likes One Direction, he came up to me while I was listening to my Frozen music, since I was still sad. He motioned with a finger for me to take my earbud out. He asked if I had heard about 1D. I started crying AGAIN. He was trying to tell me that One Direction was still there, but he was interrupted سے طرف کی my friend Alyssa, who used to be in my 1st گھنٹہ class, Modern World History. She کہا "Don't talk about One Direction right now!! There's still people that are upset." She looked at me and کہا "Like Carolyn. Can't آپ be quiet right now Jared?" I کہا to her "I only found out about it yesterday from my England friend texting me the news." Alyssa started crying as well and we went up to each other and hugged each other while still crying. Jared still was trying to talk to me, but I wouldn't listen.
I'm still not over it. I can't even look at my 1D posters, books, listen to their songs on my phone, یا wearing any 1D shirts without looking at Zayn and start sobbing. I've taken this news badly. I don't know when I'll recover from this. Even the group of boys were looking at me when I was crying when Jared was اگلے to me. And I know those boys, which made it worse!! I couldn't look any of them in the eye. And I know that 3 of those boys are gonna be on me about in in 4th hour, Exploring Science. I can't take this anymore, my life...over. If only Zayn left the band until AFTER the On The Road Again Tour 2015, then I wouldn't be so heartbroken. </3 :'(
Funny
1.when Zayn and Louis pranked the rest of the boys on Nickelodeon !LoL!
Cutest
2.When Zayn rubs the boy's chin's
Memorable
3.Harry and his dimples
4.Louis and him screaming suuuupeeerrr maaaan
5.Zayn saying '' Vas Happenin''
6.Niall Irish Dancing
7.Liam speaking different languages and being such a daddy direction
Cutest
8.When the boy's sleep
Funny
9.When louis got pulled over سے طرف کی plice because he was driving to slow
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1.when Zayn and Louis pranked the rest of the boys on Nickelodeon !LoL!
Cutest
2.When Zayn rubs the boy's chin's
Memorable
3.Harry and his dimples
4.Louis and him screaming suuuupeeerrr maaaan
5.Zayn saying '' Vas Happenin''
6.Niall Irish Dancing
7.Liam speaking different languages and being such a daddy direction
Cutest
8.When the boy's sleep
Funny
9.When louis got pulled over سے طرف کی plice because he was driving to slow
Tomlinson
mAlik
styLes
paynE
horaN
Talent
what i wore Friday:
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Friday went سے طرف کی pretty quickly considering i wasnt even paying attention to what the teachers were saying. i was just thinking of what to tell Saxon.
Lunch came and i sat with Jazzy and Saxon as usual. Jazzy kept glaring at me obviously wanting me to tell him but i coulndt. maybe at the dance?
Saxon's POV**
She looked nervous like she wanted to tell me something. something was definitely wrong.
"Saxon" she said, "are آپ going to the dance?"
"Probably not. dont have anyone to go with. how about you?"
"Ya im going with Jazzy. آپ should شامل میں our group."
"I'll think about it. I dont have anything to where tough."
"Me and Jazzy are going shopping tomorrow. آپ should come!"
سے طرف کی this time Jazzy looked like she was about to blow up considered i hadnt asked her her opinion on anything.
"I think i will" i reply. and with that the lunch گھنٹی, بیل rang.
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Friday went سے طرف کی pretty quickly considering i wasnt even paying attention to what the teachers were saying. i was just thinking of what to tell Saxon.
Lunch came and i sat with Jazzy and Saxon as usual. Jazzy kept glaring at me obviously wanting me to tell him but i coulndt. maybe at the dance?
Saxon's POV**
She looked nervous like she wanted to tell me something. something was definitely wrong.
"Saxon" she said, "are آپ going to the dance?"
"Probably not. dont have anyone to go with. how about you?"
"Ya im going with Jazzy. آپ should شامل میں our group."
"I'll think about it. I dont have anything to where tough."
"Me and Jazzy are going shopping tomorrow. آپ should come!"
سے طرف کی this time Jazzy looked like she was about to blow up considered i hadnt asked her her opinion on anything.
"I think i will" i reply. and with that the lunch گھنٹی, بیل rang.
Chapter.3.
When we got ہوم I wrote in my diary I love Liam in one direction that didn't close my book and went to play soccer with my older sister Emilie but I didn't know that Sophie went into my room, looked in my diary and wrote WELL I HATE ALL OF THEM!!!When I came in to get my fave hat I saw what she writen and ripted it out and stuke it in her SHOE!!!
The اگلے دن i woke up and there writting in my diary was SOPHIE I sneaked over to her and gave her a big smake in the bottem,i went and put my 1d c.d in the c.d player and turned it up really loud!!
When we got ہوم I wrote in my diary I love Liam in one direction that didn't close my book and went to play soccer with my older sister Emilie but I didn't know that Sophie went into my room, looked in my diary and wrote WELL I HATE ALL OF THEM!!!When I came in to get my fave hat I saw what she writen and ripted it out and stuke it in her SHOE!!!
The اگلے دن i woke up and there writting in my diary was SOPHIE I sneaked over to her and gave her a big smake in the bottem,i went and put my 1d c.d in the c.d player and turned it up really loud!!