I'll never be the same again :( part 2

i never felt the pure joy of meeting him the first time). it was the feeling آپ had when آپ say "he finally came." I ran to him in excitement, and he smiled at me with sad eyes. I asked him what was wrong, for which he responded with only, "Nicole, it is time for آپ to grow up." I woke up that night in tears, and I was 15.

I have been trying to push it out of my mind for so long, but it has always been there looming, and ever since I hit 16, I really haven't FELT anything like I had before. I decided to listen to Peter, and realize that I may never go to Neverland again. This does not mean I don't believe , یا will stop acting like a child. This means that I stop believing he will come for me anymore. I think he means it's time to visit other children, and let them have their adventures. So if آپ guys don't mind, I will come in here every once and a while, but I don't think I'll truly feel the same again.

Thank آپ all for everything آپ do, and I hope to see آپ guys in the future <3