What would آپ do if آپ were a lesbian? keep it a secret یا say hell with it and تاریخ a girl?

I would keep it a sercet becouse if i tell anyone i won't have any دوستوں and my 3 sisters and 3 brothers will hate me forever and my parents will too. Everyone in my family will hate me instead.
My best دوستوں wouldn't be my دوستوں who cares abount me and i care abount them. And my boyfriend will break up with me when he found out i was a lesbian and then know other boy would go out with me since the hottest guy brook up with me three years ogo.