Edward's pov
I was thinking about that little place in the forest, the place that was covered with all sorts of flowers and when the sun shines, آپ can only see the sunbeams thru the trees. She would like it, I think. I parked in an abandon parking lot near the forest.
Suddenly I heard her voice
“Okay, maybe I shouldn’t have come” she whispered
I couldn’t resist laughing. She still had troubles trusing me.
“Don’t worry about it, I’m not going to harm you. My favourite place is in the forest and this is the only place to park my car. We still need to walk for a while endless آپ wanna go back” I asked her. I wasn’t planning to force her to come with me.
She was quiet, she didn’t answer me but then suddenly she started smiling
“yes I still wanna go” she کہا and I had to smile too, her smile was so beautiful, she would stop my دل beating if it was stil beating of course.
I jumped out of the car in a hurry and i opened her door and reached my hand towards her, I never thought about my cold hands because I never felt cold not when she was with me.
She just looked at me, I couldn’t really believe that I reached my hand towards her.
“What” I asked her. I was kind of curious why she didn’t grabbed it.
“Sorry I’m not used too...” she started saying but then I knew she wasn’t used too that hole ‘I’m being nice to you’
“Oh don’t worry about it” I کہا and pulled my hand away.
“Thanks for opening my door” She کہا calm and I gave her a smile, well it was better then nothing. I saw her grabbing her bag when I suddenly stopped her.
“You can leave your bag in the car otherwise آپ have to carried it. We were walking for a while” I کہا friendly to her. She wouldn’t be wearing the bag, I would do that for her, I just wish I could carry her to that place so we could have مزید time together to get to know each other more.
She left the bag and walked further away from the car so I could close it and then I grabbed her hand totally forgotten how cold they were. She pulled her hand away and then I remembered but I couldn’t tell her so I had to give an excuse.
“Sorry I forget that I always have cold hands, I can’t keep them warm” I کہا calm and gentle while walking away towards the forest. This was a pretty good excuse.
She followed me into the forest. It took allot longer than I expected because I had to help her allot because she tripped all the time. She was so clumsy that she even tripped over her own feet and I couldn’t stop laughing, the funny thing was that she started laughing too.
We walked for a long time then then I saw it cleary in front of my eyes and then looked back at her.
“Were here” I کہا smiling and I grabbed her hand tight and dragged her true the few مزید trees and then she saw it. She didn’t say anything but the look on her face in her eyes spoke for her. She loved it just like I do.
I took place in the گھاس between the flowers and she took place اگلے to me. It was so hard for me to ignore her, I wanted to stay with her for as long as she lived but yet I wasn’t aloud to involve her in the secrets of my kind of my family.
“I can’t stay away from آپ anymore, Bella” I کہا in a loveable voice.
She looked at me with sweet eyes that were telling me that she felt the same.
“then don’t” She کہا back while i looked at her.
“I have too, I would bring آپ and my family in danger if I keep seeing you” I کہا sad and afraid. If I keep her in my life I would steal everything from her, her family and everything else that’s important to her.
She didn’t say anything but she laid her hand on my cheek while she started to lean towards me but I couldn’t, I just couldn’t. I jumped up before she kissed me.
“Don’t please, Bella” I begged her with a کہا voice, I couldn’t look at her, I wanted this too so badly but the risk that were all attached to this, it would be to dangerous.
She got up and walked towards me pulling my face towards her.
“I wanna stay with you, I don’t care what secret آپ have. They way آپ make me feel, nobody ever made me feel like that.” She said.
I could hear her دل beating of excitement, so fast and yet so regular. I loved her, I knew now, I really love her and I can’t let her go anymore.
“You are my life now, Bella” I کہا while I started to touch her cheek with my cold fingers but then she started shiffering.
“Sorry” I کہا pulled them away in a second.
“No, don’t” She کہا and she grabbed my hand and laid it back on her soft cheek.
“I wanna try something” I کہا slowly while my hand was still on her cheek, I wanted to kiss her without hurting her. I don’t know but I could restrain myself with her and was glad for it, I would never forgive myself if I ever hurt her.
I leaned gently towards her while she leaned back to me.
My lips touched hers gently but then she started to kiss me harder and I had to restrain myself a little harder then I needed to but I couldn’t stop but then suddenly she pu!lled away from me.
“I’m sorry” she کہا upset “I wanna go home”
“I’m sorry Bella, I didn’t wanted to upset you” I sounded upset now too, I didn’t know what I did wrong, did I hurt her, what.
“No it’s not that, I just can’t right now” she کہا sad and upset. “Please take me home”
I nodded gently and then we walked back towards my car, it was allot easier now, I practically dragged her all the way so she wouldn’t trip to much.
Now she was the one asking me the questions.
* What colour i liked
* what I did in my free time
* how many sisters and brothers I have
And مزید سوالات that she could think off and that all before we got to the car.
I opened the door for her again and she stepped in and I closed the door tight after and then walked in a hurry to my نشست and started the car.
This was the best دن I ever had. She was the girl I’ve been waiting for my entire vampire life.
I was thinking about that little place in the forest, the place that was covered with all sorts of flowers and when the sun shines, آپ can only see the sunbeams thru the trees. She would like it, I think. I parked in an abandon parking lot near the forest.
Suddenly I heard her voice
“Okay, maybe I shouldn’t have come” she whispered
I couldn’t resist laughing. She still had troubles trusing me.
“Don’t worry about it, I’m not going to harm you. My favourite place is in the forest and this is the only place to park my car. We still need to walk for a while endless آپ wanna go back” I asked her. I wasn’t planning to force her to come with me.
She was quiet, she didn’t answer me but then suddenly she started smiling
“yes I still wanna go” she کہا and I had to smile too, her smile was so beautiful, she would stop my دل beating if it was stil beating of course.
I jumped out of the car in a hurry and i opened her door and reached my hand towards her, I never thought about my cold hands because I never felt cold not when she was with me.
She just looked at me, I couldn’t really believe that I reached my hand towards her.
“What” I asked her. I was kind of curious why she didn’t grabbed it.
“Sorry I’m not used too...” she started saying but then I knew she wasn’t used too that hole ‘I’m being nice to you’
“Oh don’t worry about it” I کہا and pulled my hand away.
“Thanks for opening my door” She کہا calm and I gave her a smile, well it was better then nothing. I saw her grabbing her bag when I suddenly stopped her.
“You can leave your bag in the car otherwise آپ have to carried it. We were walking for a while” I کہا friendly to her. She wouldn’t be wearing the bag, I would do that for her, I just wish I could carry her to that place so we could have مزید time together to get to know each other more.
She left the bag and walked further away from the car so I could close it and then I grabbed her hand totally forgotten how cold they were. She pulled her hand away and then I remembered but I couldn’t tell her so I had to give an excuse.
“Sorry I forget that I always have cold hands, I can’t keep them warm” I کہا calm and gentle while walking away towards the forest. This was a pretty good excuse.
She followed me into the forest. It took allot longer than I expected because I had to help her allot because she tripped all the time. She was so clumsy that she even tripped over her own feet and I couldn’t stop laughing, the funny thing was that she started laughing too.
We walked for a long time then then I saw it cleary in front of my eyes and then looked back at her.
“Were here” I کہا smiling and I grabbed her hand tight and dragged her true the few مزید trees and then she saw it. She didn’t say anything but the look on her face in her eyes spoke for her. She loved it just like I do.
I took place in the گھاس between the flowers and she took place اگلے to me. It was so hard for me to ignore her, I wanted to stay with her for as long as she lived but yet I wasn’t aloud to involve her in the secrets of my kind of my family.
“I can’t stay away from آپ anymore, Bella” I کہا in a loveable voice.
She looked at me with sweet eyes that were telling me that she felt the same.
“then don’t” She کہا back while i looked at her.
“I have too, I would bring آپ and my family in danger if I keep seeing you” I کہا sad and afraid. If I keep her in my life I would steal everything from her, her family and everything else that’s important to her.
She didn’t say anything but she laid her hand on my cheek while she started to lean towards me but I couldn’t, I just couldn’t. I jumped up before she kissed me.
“Don’t please, Bella” I begged her with a کہا voice, I couldn’t look at her, I wanted this too so badly but the risk that were all attached to this, it would be to dangerous.
She got up and walked towards me pulling my face towards her.
“I wanna stay with you, I don’t care what secret آپ have. They way آپ make me feel, nobody ever made me feel like that.” She said.
I could hear her دل beating of excitement, so fast and yet so regular. I loved her, I knew now, I really love her and I can’t let her go anymore.
“You are my life now, Bella” I کہا while I started to touch her cheek with my cold fingers but then she started shiffering.
“Sorry” I کہا pulled them away in a second.
“No, don’t” She کہا and she grabbed my hand and laid it back on her soft cheek.
“I wanna try something” I کہا slowly while my hand was still on her cheek, I wanted to kiss her without hurting her. I don’t know but I could restrain myself with her and was glad for it, I would never forgive myself if I ever hurt her.
I leaned gently towards her while she leaned back to me.
My lips touched hers gently but then she started to kiss me harder and I had to restrain myself a little harder then I needed to but I couldn’t stop but then suddenly she pu!lled away from me.
“I’m sorry” she کہا upset “I wanna go home”
“I’m sorry Bella, I didn’t wanted to upset you” I sounded upset now too, I didn’t know what I did wrong, did I hurt her, what.
“No it’s not that, I just can’t right now” she کہا sad and upset. “Please take me home”
I nodded gently and then we walked back towards my car, it was allot easier now, I practically dragged her all the way so she wouldn’t trip to much.
Now she was the one asking me the questions.
* What colour i liked
* what I did in my free time
* how many sisters and brothers I have
And مزید سوالات that she could think off and that all before we got to the car.
I opened the door for her again and she stepped in and I closed the door tight after and then walked in a hurry to my نشست and started the car.
This was the best دن I ever had. She was the girl I’ve been waiting for my entire vampire life.