i love writing! that's the reason i keep writing on this پرستار fiction which no one reads ... i feel hurt ): - can't آپ just say it's bad?xD.
"Natie?" She whispered. He didn't answer. She looked up, right on the spot where she had kissed him some hours ago. He wasn't there. She looked around as she got up. Why couldn't she see him? Did he leave her? Was it just a dream?
"Morning sunshine" Nate was coming in with breakfast. "Did آپ make that?" she didn't mean to be skeptical. "Why? Don't آپ think it taste good?" He laughed. He understood her humor. She had no idea what would had happened, if she کہا that to Blair. But she could it to Nate. Because she loved him.
She ate the food - and she ate it fast. "It was good! How did آپ learn that?" She was surprised. "Eleanor taught me. She wanted me to wake Blair up with breakfast. I though i would try on آپ first." He smiled. She didn't know if she was happy یا sad. She was happy because he wanted to try on her first, because he knew, she wouldn't lie to him about it, sad because he wanted to do the same for Blair.
"You should do it." She might loved Nate and what he just had done for her. But she loved Blair even مزید and only wanted the best for her.
"Nope. Let's this be our thing. Our secret." She looked at him. And knew that secret was the wrong word for that they did right know, it was a lie. She didn't want to lie.
"I kissed you." Nate, who had risen and was about to go what with the empty plates, turned around and lost the plates to they broke into splinters. "What?" He didn't sound sad, just confused.(NATEDFUSED!xD)
"I know it was wrong. I know should tell you. But i can't lie to آپ Nate." She wasn't sure how he was going to react. "What were آپ thinking Serena?" was it just her یا did he smile? She blushed. "You don't wanna know." She though he was going to leave her, just like that. And she couldn't blame him. She was pretty sure, she would have left a long time ago. He sat down beside her. He shock his head and laughed. "Serena آپ are crazy. But آپ are the most amazing person i have ever known!" They looked at each other. He kissed her. She kissed back. It was over fast. But it didn't make it less amazing.
They talked the rest of the day. They didn't talk about what happened. They talk about Chuck and Blair. She didn't know why. Maybe because Chuck and Blair was the persons - beside each other - that meant the most to them.
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"It's Serena." Blair started talking at the moment she had کہا it. "... And then he left. I called all night and he didn't take it. I called Chuck and he hasn't heard from him. Can آپ believe it? " Blair was mad. It kinda annoyed Serena that Blair was mad at Nate for helping a friend. On the other hand Blair didn't know he helped a friend.
"He was with me. He knew i was scared, so he came over. He was just a good friend." She decided not to tell that they kissed.
"Oh. I told آپ he was a good guy didn't i?" Serena laughed. Blair laughed too. They both understood.
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Serena knocked on Blair door. They were going shopping for the Sheppard wedding. She kept knocking, but no one opened. So she went in. "Blair?" she went into the living room where Blair sat and kissed with Nate. "I don't want to interrupt, but we are going shopping today right? Otherwise i'm going to a party with Georgie." Blair looked up. "Was that today? I'm done in two seconds." She ran upstairs and left Serena with Nate. She realized she hadn't been alone with him since that weekend.
"Hi Natie." She smiled. "Suneshine." She blushed. "Don't i get a hug?" He opened his arms and she hugged him. "I'm yours." he whispered in her ear and then he let her go. "You're crazy" she laughed as Blair came down. "Are آپ ready S?" Serena got up. "Born ready. See آپ later Nate." And then they left him there looking at them as they went out.
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Third part done ... i'm not sure if i like it یا not ... still prefer the first part. But the fourth part will be the last - The Sheppard Wedding! i hope i screw that night up xD.
"Natie?" She whispered. He didn't answer. She looked up, right on the spot where she had kissed him some hours ago. He wasn't there. She looked around as she got up. Why couldn't she see him? Did he leave her? Was it just a dream?
"Morning sunshine" Nate was coming in with breakfast. "Did آپ make that?" she didn't mean to be skeptical. "Why? Don't آپ think it taste good?" He laughed. He understood her humor. She had no idea what would had happened, if she کہا that to Blair. But she could it to Nate. Because she loved him.
She ate the food - and she ate it fast. "It was good! How did آپ learn that?" She was surprised. "Eleanor taught me. She wanted me to wake Blair up with breakfast. I though i would try on آپ first." He smiled. She didn't know if she was happy یا sad. She was happy because he wanted to try on her first, because he knew, she wouldn't lie to him about it, sad because he wanted to do the same for Blair.
"You should do it." She might loved Nate and what he just had done for her. But she loved Blair even مزید and only wanted the best for her.
"Nope. Let's this be our thing. Our secret." She looked at him. And knew that secret was the wrong word for that they did right know, it was a lie. She didn't want to lie.
"I kissed you." Nate, who had risen and was about to go what with the empty plates, turned around and lost the plates to they broke into splinters. "What?" He didn't sound sad, just confused.(NATEDFUSED!xD)
"I know it was wrong. I know should tell you. But i can't lie to آپ Nate." She wasn't sure how he was going to react. "What were آپ thinking Serena?" was it just her یا did he smile? She blushed. "You don't wanna know." She though he was going to leave her, just like that. And she couldn't blame him. She was pretty sure, she would have left a long time ago. He sat down beside her. He shock his head and laughed. "Serena آپ are crazy. But آپ are the most amazing person i have ever known!" They looked at each other. He kissed her. She kissed back. It was over fast. But it didn't make it less amazing.
They talked the rest of the day. They didn't talk about what happened. They talk about Chuck and Blair. She didn't know why. Maybe because Chuck and Blair was the persons - beside each other - that meant the most to them.
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"It's Serena." Blair started talking at the moment she had کہا it. "... And then he left. I called all night and he didn't take it. I called Chuck and he hasn't heard from him. Can آپ believe it? " Blair was mad. It kinda annoyed Serena that Blair was mad at Nate for helping a friend. On the other hand Blair didn't know he helped a friend.
"He was with me. He knew i was scared, so he came over. He was just a good friend." She decided not to tell that they kissed.
"Oh. I told آپ he was a good guy didn't i?" Serena laughed. Blair laughed too. They both understood.
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Serena knocked on Blair door. They were going shopping for the Sheppard wedding. She kept knocking, but no one opened. So she went in. "Blair?" she went into the living room where Blair sat and kissed with Nate. "I don't want to interrupt, but we are going shopping today right? Otherwise i'm going to a party with Georgie." Blair looked up. "Was that today? I'm done in two seconds." She ran upstairs and left Serena with Nate. She realized she hadn't been alone with him since that weekend.
"Hi Natie." She smiled. "Suneshine." She blushed. "Don't i get a hug?" He opened his arms and she hugged him. "I'm yours." he whispered in her ear and then he let her go. "You're crazy" she laughed as Blair came down. "Are آپ ready S?" Serena got up. "Born ready. See آپ later Nate." And then they left him there looking at them as they went out.
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Third part done ... i'm not sure if i like it یا not ... still prefer the first part. But the fourth part will be the last - The Sheppard Wedding! i hope i screw that night up xD.
