New Begining Chapter 82
I turned around and looked at Edward. If I wanted us to work out, I need to stop being so sensitive.
Scarlet I'm sorry. Edward said.
It's my fault! I should stop being so sensitive and emotional about everything. I want this to work and آپ are trying really hard and I feel like I'm not trying at all. I hate that we keep fighting and it's all my fault. I said.
Edward came over and hugged me.
It's not all your fault! It's mine too. We just need a way to work it out. Edward said.
I can't live with ya and I can't live withoutcha ya. I said.
Get off our land. Someone growled.
I turned around and it was Sam, Paul, Jared, Embry, Quil, and Jake.
Sorry that was my fault. I said.
I looked back and Edward was still سے طرف کی my side.
Get off our land. Sam demanded.
Edward didn't budge.
Edward get off our land! Jared growled.
He didn't budge.
I step back to where I thought the line started. I pulled Edward with me. He was stiff, I wondered what was going.
آپ two better get off out land یا else. Jake threaten.
I'm welcomed on any land. I said.
Scarlet I don't want آپ be alone with these guys. Edward said.
Okay. I said.
Guys I got my memory back! I کہا excited.
That's wonderful! Cooper said.
I know, I am myself again!! I said.
Jared and Paul just laughed.
آپ told them now let's go. Edward said.
I want to see Emily. I said.
We can take her there. Sam said.
No. Edward said.
I want to go alone. I said.
You're not going to see Emily alone. Sam said.
Why not? I asked.
Sam didn't say anything.
I thought آپ trusted me. آپ are my friend. I کہا with sadness.
He is back, آپ don't need us. Sam said.
But I do. Can't I have both? I asked.
No! Edward and Sam growled.
I looked at both of them.
Why? I asked.
Only one side. Sam said.
I want to see Emily and I have to tell her something. I said.
I can tell her. Sam said.
No it's a uh girl thing. I said.
I was clearly lieing but I wanted to see her so bad.
Talk to one of Cullens girls. Paul said.
No it has to be Emily. I yelled.
No one looked at me and no one کہا anything. I sat down in the middle of the road, where the treaty line was. This was ridiculous.
What are آپ doing? Cooper asked.
I am sitting in the middle until آپ let me see Emily alone. I said.
آپ can't, you'll get run over! Edward said.
They can go around. I said.
Your being ridiculous. Jared said.
I'm being ridiculous? آپ are the one being ridiculous! I کہا full of anger.
This was making me so mad! Why couldn't I see her alone?
Are آپ scared I'll hurt her? I asked.
Yes! Sam said.
I'm just a human, what could I do? I would never hurt her, she is one of my closest friends. I said.
I went from being mad and sad.
I don't know. You've changed. Sam said.
How? I asked.
آپ have a lip ring and آپ went back to him! He hurt آپ and now you're back together. Sam said.
I yanked the lip ring out and throw it to the ground.
How about now? Am I good enough to be your friend یا do آپ only accept people that are hurt and need somebody? Did آپ feel sorry for me? Is that why آپ کہا آپ would be my friend? I yelled.
No one answered. I was on the verge of crying. They were shocked.
Let me know when I'm good enough. I said.
I started walking towards home. I couldn't believe it. I thought they were my real friends. I heard Edward's car pur to life. He pulled up beside me.
No thinks, I need to think. I said.
He looked sad and I could tell he didn't want me to walk alone.
I'm sorry Edward. I کہا as I got in.
It's okay. He said.
He rubbed my hand.
Can آپ take me home? I asked.
Anything آپ want. Edward said.
We got to my house and I told Edward thanks.
I'll call آپ in a few hours. I said.
I love you. Edward said.
Love you. I said.
I unlocked the door and went up to my bedroom. It was the way I had left it. The بستر was untucked and everything. I laid down and cried.
I wanted to see Emily so bad and I didn't know how I could. I could use Alice's pouche to get there. I dried my tears and called Edward.
Edward I have to see Emily. I don't care what Sam says. I said.
Okay, I'll be there in a minute. Edward said.
I hung the phone up and ran out the door.
I needed another lip ring, I liked having one.
That was quick. Edward کہا as I got in.
Yeah sorry. I said.
It's okay, are آپ sure آپ want to do this? Edward asked.
Yes. I said.
Before I realized it we were at his house. I ran up the stairs to Alice's and Jasper's room.
Alice I need your key to your pouche. I said.
I don't know. Alice said.
Why not? I asked.
What happens if آپ get hurt? She asked.
I won't. I said.
Okay fine. Here آپ go. Alice said.
Thank آپ so much! I owe you! I said.
She handed me a جیکٹ and a tiny box with a lip ring in it.
I ran to the گیراج and got in the car. I put the lip ring on and sped off towards La Push.
I turned around and looked at Edward. If I wanted us to work out, I need to stop being so sensitive.
Scarlet I'm sorry. Edward said.
It's my fault! I should stop being so sensitive and emotional about everything. I want this to work and آپ are trying really hard and I feel like I'm not trying at all. I hate that we keep fighting and it's all my fault. I said.
Edward came over and hugged me.
It's not all your fault! It's mine too. We just need a way to work it out. Edward said.
I can't live with ya and I can't live withoutcha ya. I said.
Get off our land. Someone growled.
I turned around and it was Sam, Paul, Jared, Embry, Quil, and Jake.
Sorry that was my fault. I said.
I looked back and Edward was still سے طرف کی my side.
Get off our land. Sam demanded.
Edward didn't budge.
Edward get off our land! Jared growled.
He didn't budge.
I step back to where I thought the line started. I pulled Edward with me. He was stiff, I wondered what was going.
آپ two better get off out land یا else. Jake threaten.
I'm welcomed on any land. I said.
Scarlet I don't want آپ be alone with these guys. Edward said.
Okay. I said.
Guys I got my memory back! I کہا excited.
That's wonderful! Cooper said.
I know, I am myself again!! I said.
Jared and Paul just laughed.
آپ told them now let's go. Edward said.
I want to see Emily. I said.
We can take her there. Sam said.
No. Edward said.
I want to go alone. I said.
You're not going to see Emily alone. Sam said.
Why not? I asked.
Sam didn't say anything.
I thought آپ trusted me. آپ are my friend. I کہا with sadness.
He is back, آپ don't need us. Sam said.
But I do. Can't I have both? I asked.
No! Edward and Sam growled.
I looked at both of them.
Why? I asked.
Only one side. Sam said.
I want to see Emily and I have to tell her something. I said.
I can tell her. Sam said.
No it's a uh girl thing. I said.
I was clearly lieing but I wanted to see her so bad.
Talk to one of Cullens girls. Paul said.
No it has to be Emily. I yelled.
No one looked at me and no one کہا anything. I sat down in the middle of the road, where the treaty line was. This was ridiculous.
What are آپ doing? Cooper asked.
I am sitting in the middle until آپ let me see Emily alone. I said.
آپ can't, you'll get run over! Edward said.
They can go around. I said.
Your being ridiculous. Jared said.
I'm being ridiculous? آپ are the one being ridiculous! I کہا full of anger.
This was making me so mad! Why couldn't I see her alone?
Are آپ scared I'll hurt her? I asked.
Yes! Sam said.
I'm just a human, what could I do? I would never hurt her, she is one of my closest friends. I said.
I went from being mad and sad.
I don't know. You've changed. Sam said.
How? I asked.
آپ have a lip ring and آپ went back to him! He hurt آپ and now you're back together. Sam said.
I yanked the lip ring out and throw it to the ground.
How about now? Am I good enough to be your friend یا do آپ only accept people that are hurt and need somebody? Did آپ feel sorry for me? Is that why آپ کہا آپ would be my friend? I yelled.
No one answered. I was on the verge of crying. They were shocked.
Let me know when I'm good enough. I said.
I started walking towards home. I couldn't believe it. I thought they were my real friends. I heard Edward's car pur to life. He pulled up beside me.
No thinks, I need to think. I said.
He looked sad and I could tell he didn't want me to walk alone.
I'm sorry Edward. I کہا as I got in.
It's okay. He said.
He rubbed my hand.
Can آپ take me home? I asked.
Anything آپ want. Edward said.
We got to my house and I told Edward thanks.
I'll call آپ in a few hours. I said.
I love you. Edward said.
Love you. I said.
I unlocked the door and went up to my bedroom. It was the way I had left it. The بستر was untucked and everything. I laid down and cried.
I wanted to see Emily so bad and I didn't know how I could. I could use Alice's pouche to get there. I dried my tears and called Edward.
Edward I have to see Emily. I don't care what Sam says. I said.
Okay, I'll be there in a minute. Edward said.
I hung the phone up and ran out the door.
I needed another lip ring, I liked having one.
That was quick. Edward کہا as I got in.
Yeah sorry. I said.
It's okay, are آپ sure آپ want to do this? Edward asked.
Yes. I said.
Before I realized it we were at his house. I ran up the stairs to Alice's and Jasper's room.
Alice I need your key to your pouche. I said.
I don't know. Alice said.
Why not? I asked.
What happens if آپ get hurt? She asked.
I won't. I said.
Okay fine. Here آپ go. Alice said.
Thank آپ so much! I owe you! I said.
She handed me a جیکٹ and a tiny box with a lip ring in it.
I ran to the گیراج and got in the car. I put the lip ring on and sped off towards La Push.
