As Elliot walked in to Antons he dreaded what was going to be discussed during the awkward breakfast.
"Hi El,over here." Olivia کہا waving him over to sit with her.
"Hi Olivia." Elliot says sitting down. "Hows your side?"
"Ok Kathy didnt really hurt me" Olivia کہا trying to sound fine.
"You couldnt get up" Elliot کہا abruptly.
They just sat, silent, Olivia ocasionally looking up into Elliots green eyes. Elliot took her hand.
"Olivia talk to me, i need آپ to tell me that I did the right thing leaving her-"
"Was there a right thing? آپ left your wife for ME! آپ left your family for ME."
"What did آپ expect? آپ کہا آپ loved me! Thats all i needed to hear to leave Kathy. آپ feel the same way I feel . Can we be happy together?" Elliot whispered.
"I ruined your life, آپ dont get to see your kids Elliot. Your kids! آپ wont last.."
"I will get to see them. She cant keep them from me and Kathy knows it. Please...Liv I need you"
Olivia didnt know if Elliot ment that last phrase but a wide smile spread across her face regardless.
"Your sure El thi...this isnt just going to be meaningless to you-? Olivia whispered too embarassed to meet his gaze.
"Oh Liv please dont tell me thats how آپ think I think, I know آپ have been hurt in the past and im sorry i cant take som of that hurt away from آپ but I swear as long as I live I will not- no I COULD NOT hurt you, آپ are my life Olivia Benson and ill spend the rest of it trying to prove that to you.....if آپ will let me?"
What did he just suggest to her? Olivia sits there stunned for several minuites.
Elliots huskily whispers to her not wanting to startle her "Olivia? Are آپ still there sweetheart?"
Olivia smiles to herself, she feels like a schoolgirl with a crush on her teacher, then it hits her 'SWEETHEART'. Olivia feels herself beginning to blush.
"Yes El, Im fine I just need a minuite" Olivia says clearing her troath.
"Take as long as آپ need sweetie" Elliot says with a smile.
Olivia cant help but get lost in his eyes, his perfect green eyes. She inhales strongly and then shows her weakness she shows her vulnerabilities.
"I need آپ Elliot مزید than anything آپ mean so much to me آپ are the love of my life and im sorry i couldnt tell آپ that in a مزید romantic way."Olivia says staring at her feet.
"Baby please listen to me, I dont care how آپ told me Im just over joyed that آپ told me" Elliot says with compassion as he takes her hand.
"Ok El, I want to be your girlfriend..." Olivia says with slight hesitation.
"I think we can safley say آپ are مزید than my girlfriend Olivia, and سے طرف کی the way the term girlfriend sounds juvinile"
Olivia smiles to herself " Elliot how about we are partners?"
"We were partners before Olivia.." Elliot says quite dissapointed.
Olivia looks at him with a mischivious grin on her face "How about partners with benafits?"
Elliot mirrors her smile and kisses her forehead. He was finally happy after 12 nearly 13 years.
"Hi El,over here." Olivia کہا waving him over to sit with her.
"Hi Olivia." Elliot says sitting down. "Hows your side?"
"Ok Kathy didnt really hurt me" Olivia کہا trying to sound fine.
"You couldnt get up" Elliot کہا abruptly.
They just sat, silent, Olivia ocasionally looking up into Elliots green eyes. Elliot took her hand.
"Olivia talk to me, i need آپ to tell me that I did the right thing leaving her-"
"Was there a right thing? آپ left your wife for ME! آپ left your family for ME."
"What did آپ expect? آپ کہا آپ loved me! Thats all i needed to hear to leave Kathy. آپ feel the same way I feel . Can we be happy together?" Elliot whispered.
"I ruined your life, آپ dont get to see your kids Elliot. Your kids! آپ wont last.."
"I will get to see them. She cant keep them from me and Kathy knows it. Please...Liv I need you"
Olivia didnt know if Elliot ment that last phrase but a wide smile spread across her face regardless.
"Your sure El thi...this isnt just going to be meaningless to you-? Olivia whispered too embarassed to meet his gaze.
"Oh Liv please dont tell me thats how آپ think I think, I know آپ have been hurt in the past and im sorry i cant take som of that hurt away from آپ but I swear as long as I live I will not- no I COULD NOT hurt you, آپ are my life Olivia Benson and ill spend the rest of it trying to prove that to you.....if آپ will let me?"
What did he just suggest to her? Olivia sits there stunned for several minuites.
Elliots huskily whispers to her not wanting to startle her "Olivia? Are آپ still there sweetheart?"
Olivia smiles to herself, she feels like a schoolgirl with a crush on her teacher, then it hits her 'SWEETHEART'. Olivia feels herself beginning to blush.
"Yes El, Im fine I just need a minuite" Olivia says clearing her troath.
"Take as long as آپ need sweetie" Elliot says with a smile.
Olivia cant help but get lost in his eyes, his perfect green eyes. She inhales strongly and then shows her weakness she shows her vulnerabilities.
"I need آپ Elliot مزید than anything آپ mean so much to me آپ are the love of my life and im sorry i couldnt tell آپ that in a مزید romantic way."Olivia says staring at her feet.
"Baby please listen to me, I dont care how آپ told me Im just over joyed that آپ told me" Elliot says with compassion as he takes her hand.
"Ok El, I want to be your girlfriend..." Olivia says with slight hesitation.
"I think we can safley say آپ are مزید than my girlfriend Olivia, and سے طرف کی the way the term girlfriend sounds juvinile"
Olivia smiles to herself " Elliot how about we are partners?"
"We were partners before Olivia.." Elliot says quite dissapointed.
Olivia looks at him with a mischivious grin on her face "How about partners with benafits?"
Elliot mirrors her smile and kisses her forehead. He was finally happy after 12 nearly 13 years.
As Elliot sat in the hospital he couldnt help but think that it was his fault olivia was here
"Liv i dont know if u can hear me but please wake up, i miss seening آپ full of life.."
As Elliot کہا this he slowly took her hand and kissed her cheak.
"Elliot? Is that you?" olivia whispers as she slowly regains her vision
"Olivia!! Your awake.. :) i read آپ note-"
"Please dont mess with me El if آپ dont like me-"
*Elliot cradles her head and kisses her lips*
"i couldnt mess with you, آپ are my life.. Your allowed go ہوم today i explained to the doctor and he کہا آپ can leave"
"Elliot thats wonderful!"
"Ill get the car" :)
*Standing outside Livs Apartment*
"can i come in?" Elliot says as he grabs her hand
"of course آپ can"....
"Liv i dont know if u can hear me but please wake up, i miss seening آپ full of life.."
As Elliot کہا this he slowly took her hand and kissed her cheak.
"Elliot? Is that you?" olivia whispers as she slowly regains her vision
"Olivia!! Your awake.. :) i read آپ note-"
"Please dont mess with me El if آپ dont like me-"
*Elliot cradles her head and kisses her lips*
"i couldnt mess with you, آپ are my life.. Your allowed go ہوم today i explained to the doctor and he کہا آپ can leave"
"Elliot thats wonderful!"
"Ill get the car" :)
*Standing outside Livs Apartment*
"can i come in?" Elliot says as he grabs her hand
"of course آپ can"....
OLIVIA! Elliot screams as he wraps up her wrists but he cant help but glance at the note
"Dear Elliot
I cant take it any more,seeing آپ with Kathy every day, knowing آپ go ہوم to her kills me inside. i just wanted آپ to feel the same..I know آپ probbaly didnt but i couldnt take it any مزید i had to do it. im sorry for leaving آپ like this i really am. Thank آپ for all the fantastic memories..i love آپ elliot..
Liv xx"
Elliot felt tears comming to his eyes as he gripped her wrists. "Liv i dont know if آپ can hear me but im so sorry i should hav told آپ sooner i feel the same way.." the sound of ایمبولینس sirens rang out. the paramedics hurried up stairs and got olivia, wrapped her up and rushed her downstairs..
"is she going to be ok?" Elliot asked
"it doesnt look good.."
"Dear Elliot
I cant take it any more,seeing آپ with Kathy every day, knowing آپ go ہوم to her kills me inside. i just wanted آپ to feel the same..I know آپ probbaly didnt but i couldnt take it any مزید i had to do it. im sorry for leaving آپ like this i really am. Thank آپ for all the fantastic memories..i love آپ elliot..
Liv xx"
Elliot felt tears comming to his eyes as he gripped her wrists. "Liv i dont know if آپ can hear me but im so sorry i should hav told آپ sooner i feel the same way.." the sound of ایمبولینس sirens rang out. the paramedics hurried up stairs and got olivia, wrapped her up and rushed her downstairs..
"is she going to be ok?" Elliot asked
"it doesnt look good.."
As Oliva sat looking out the window, she felt her دل ache with every breath she took. Re-running the moment in her head seeing Elliot with Kathy broke her heart. Just one kiss and she would be happy. "hey آپ ready to go" Elliot says as he taps her shoulder. "wha- How the hell did آپ get in here?" Oliva کہا sounding partly scared. "I have been your partner for 12 years i know where آپ keep your key" He کہا with a strong smile, "So are آپ ready?". "yeah just let me grab something.." Olivia کہا looking into his eyes. Suddenly Elliot hears a yelp. "Liv, آپ ok?". As he walks into the bedroom he sees her lying on the بستر with her wrists slit. "Oliva! please wake up!" he screams. he notices a note on the bed. he pickes it up and notices its written to him..
Dear Elliot...
Dear Elliot...