Gwen is mostly سے طرف کی her self. یا rather around people, sitting in a corner سے طرف کی her self. Anyways, she has time to think to herself and lately... She has noticed her boyfriend Duncan, never really does boyfriendy stuff to her. Just the simple things, like hold her hands in public, she'll take. But...Whatever.
Gwen was having trouble sleeping in her better-then-camp crappy bed. She tried telling herself that was the problem for her lack of a peaceful slumber, but she knew otherwise. Deciding to just give up on the thing she longed for (or in this case sleep) she figured a walk and sit سے طرف کی the ocean would help her. She got up and started towards the door, out into the magical world of outsideness, (Note that its like 3 am and Im editing this) towards her secret pathway, until she met up with the ساحل of the ocean. She sat down and wrapped her arms around herself. It's quite chilly, and she seemed to have forgotten a sweater. But that's not the biggest issue. It's not really even an issue at all, it's مزید like herself being confused and insecure. She remembers when her and Duncan declared them dating, but afterwards at camp loser, Duncan seems totally oblivious to the fact that she's there. Unless they're alone, which is a rare opportunity. She knows he has a hard time expressing him self, unless it's hate, but she figured, well hoped he would do the things a boyfriend would do. Like hold hands when partner was upset or, لپیٹ, لفاف کریں their arms around each other (because thats totes adorbs. note again this is lissa/xrnx talking not gwen) But all she got was hugs, and not the good comforting ones, the half hug, the one armed hug. But آپ know, a hug IS a hug. And sometimes us goths like some... ahem.. loveness. Breaking her out of her thoughts was faint foot steps behind her. She looked up, squeezed her arms around her and looked out onto the ocean.
"Gwen?" She hears, from a more-than familiar voice.
"Duncan" she whispers, مزید to herself. Duncan came and sat اگلے to her.
"What are آپ doing out here?" he asked sounding strangely concerned
"I could ask the same to you" Gwen states.
"Well, I was hoping to go into my private area I found for some peace and quiet until I found a petite pasty girl sitting along the midst of it."
"You want peace and quiet? I can leave.." She کہا standing up. Duncan stood up after her, noticing a sad expression written all over her face.
"What's wrong?"
"It's nothing, really."
"Gwen..." he rubs her arm "It's something" Gwen sighed, feeling goosebumps form on her arms. Either from his touch, یا the chilly wind.
"It's stupid" she informs him.
"Please." Gwen knows Duncan, and he rarely, if ever (which is never) says please.
"I'm... I just.. Sometimes.." Gwen said, not knowing how to start.
"Pasty?"Duncan says, quietly.
"It's just that, sometimes, I feel lonely. Like آپ don't even notice me and I know.. آپ hate expressing your feelings with anyone, but.." Duncan reached down and grabbed her hand. He hates that he didn't realize that this has been going on in her mind, for who knows how long.
"Gwen listen to me. I may not دکھائیں how I feel, but I DO really like you, okay?" He looks at her as if waiting for her to reply.
"You showed a lot مزید emotion out in public when آپ where with Courtney, Duncan. I don't know what's different and I never, ever wanted to compare us.. but its the truth." She says, regretting it.
"Gwen. I'm... I'm sorry.." He says, but Gwen cuts him off.
"It's these private moments like these where I know آپ like me still. But we're mostly always surrounded سے طرف کی other people and آپ always ignore me. Whether it's those secret glances I get, یا even when آپ sit سے طرف کی me when we eat, آپ still don't talk to me. آپ used to before we dated and then bam, once we start dating آپ are completely oblivious to me. "
"I don't know why I'm doing that. Maybe it's because I showed so much emotion to Courtney, that I was thinking if I didn't دکھائیں as much, I wouldn't lose you. And at the end, I seemed to be so caught up in it.. I started ignoring you.. I'm sorry."
"You don't have to. What do آپ mean by, آپ where afraid of losing me?"
"It's just, I made out with her in public, and one thing led to another, I started to get feelings for you, and strong ones I might add. Then I cheated on her, with you. Which Is something I wish I would of broken up with her before. And with you, it's different. (That reminds me of Bemmett and Im lovin it)I am absolutely terrified to lose you." Duncan takes his hand and presses it against his face. Gwen then started to tear up, she pulled Duncan in for a hug, whilst(not to ruin the mood but fun fact: whilst is like my پسندیدہ word I try to use in every story) he wrapped his arms around her tightly. Duncan was close to tears. I mean he just poured his دل out to his best friend. Scratch that, girlfriend. But آپ must know one thing. Duncan's... Do... NOT...cry."You won't lose me Duncan. Not now, and not ever" Gwen says, reassuring him.
"I'm so sorry" He says, sounding honest.
"You don't have to be."
"No, I'm sorry for making آپ feel this way. I promise i'll try to not make آپ seem like I ignore you. I will be مزید boyfriend like in public, okay?" Gwen then nodded, looking down. Duncan touched the bottom of her chin, making them almost eye level. He leaned in and kissed her, trying to دکھائیں her all the love he has for her. He then finally pulled away and grabbed her hand and pulled them near a tree. He sat down سے طرف کی it and tugged at her hand. Gwen sat down اگلے to him. He took off his sweater and and handed it to her. She hesitated before putting it on. Duncan lied in the sand and put his arm behind his head and used his other one to reach towards Gwen.
"What are آپ doing?" Gwen asked.
"Just because I کہا I'll be مزید boyfriend like in public doesn't mean I still can't be مزید boyfriend like in private" He کہا ending with a smirk." Now just come here."
Gwen obliged and lied her head on his chest and he snaked his arm around the petite girl. Its the moments like this where she knows he won't leave her and that he still likes her. And know she knows he will start to دکھائیں it. It's just the moments like this.
The ending is really crappy, but I'm posting this anyways! Duncan, is really OOC, but I hope آپ don't mind. If آپ want to, come follow me on twitter @animeluversR5,if آپ don't mind seeing me fangirl to R5,& if آپ know who they are, آپ are Amazing -Lissa. Edited 6/13/13
Gwen was having trouble sleeping in her better-then-camp crappy bed. She tried telling herself that was the problem for her lack of a peaceful slumber, but she knew otherwise. Deciding to just give up on the thing she longed for (or in this case sleep) she figured a walk and sit سے طرف کی the ocean would help her. She got up and started towards the door, out into the magical world of outsideness, (Note that its like 3 am and Im editing this) towards her secret pathway, until she met up with the ساحل of the ocean. She sat down and wrapped her arms around herself. It's quite chilly, and she seemed to have forgotten a sweater. But that's not the biggest issue. It's not really even an issue at all, it's مزید like herself being confused and insecure. She remembers when her and Duncan declared them dating, but afterwards at camp loser, Duncan seems totally oblivious to the fact that she's there. Unless they're alone, which is a rare opportunity. She knows he has a hard time expressing him self, unless it's hate, but she figured, well hoped he would do the things a boyfriend would do. Like hold hands when partner was upset or, لپیٹ, لفاف کریں their arms around each other (because thats totes adorbs. note again this is lissa/xrnx talking not gwen) But all she got was hugs, and not the good comforting ones, the half hug, the one armed hug. But آپ know, a hug IS a hug. And sometimes us goths like some... ahem.. loveness. Breaking her out of her thoughts was faint foot steps behind her. She looked up, squeezed her arms around her and looked out onto the ocean.
"Gwen?" She hears, from a more-than familiar voice.
"Duncan" she whispers, مزید to herself. Duncan came and sat اگلے to her.
"What are آپ doing out here?" he asked sounding strangely concerned
"I could ask the same to you" Gwen states.
"Well, I was hoping to go into my private area I found for some peace and quiet until I found a petite pasty girl sitting along the midst of it."
"You want peace and quiet? I can leave.." She کہا standing up. Duncan stood up after her, noticing a sad expression written all over her face.
"What's wrong?"
"It's nothing, really."
"Gwen..." he rubs her arm "It's something" Gwen sighed, feeling goosebumps form on her arms. Either from his touch, یا the chilly wind.
"It's stupid" she informs him.
"Please." Gwen knows Duncan, and he rarely, if ever (which is never) says please.
"I'm... I just.. Sometimes.." Gwen said, not knowing how to start.
"Pasty?"Duncan says, quietly.
"It's just that, sometimes, I feel lonely. Like آپ don't even notice me and I know.. آپ hate expressing your feelings with anyone, but.." Duncan reached down and grabbed her hand. He hates that he didn't realize that this has been going on in her mind, for who knows how long.
"Gwen listen to me. I may not دکھائیں how I feel, but I DO really like you, okay?" He looks at her as if waiting for her to reply.
"You showed a lot مزید emotion out in public when آپ where with Courtney, Duncan. I don't know what's different and I never, ever wanted to compare us.. but its the truth." She says, regretting it.
"Gwen. I'm... I'm sorry.." He says, but Gwen cuts him off.
"It's these private moments like these where I know آپ like me still. But we're mostly always surrounded سے طرف کی other people and آپ always ignore me. Whether it's those secret glances I get, یا even when آپ sit سے طرف کی me when we eat, آپ still don't talk to me. آپ used to before we dated and then bam, once we start dating آپ are completely oblivious to me. "
"I don't know why I'm doing that. Maybe it's because I showed so much emotion to Courtney, that I was thinking if I didn't دکھائیں as much, I wouldn't lose you. And at the end, I seemed to be so caught up in it.. I started ignoring you.. I'm sorry."
"You don't have to. What do آپ mean by, آپ where afraid of losing me?"
"It's just, I made out with her in public, and one thing led to another, I started to get feelings for you, and strong ones I might add. Then I cheated on her, with you. Which Is something I wish I would of broken up with her before. And with you, it's different. (That reminds me of Bemmett and Im lovin it)I am absolutely terrified to lose you." Duncan takes his hand and presses it against his face. Gwen then started to tear up, she pulled Duncan in for a hug, whilst(not to ruin the mood but fun fact: whilst is like my پسندیدہ word I try to use in every story) he wrapped his arms around her tightly. Duncan was close to tears. I mean he just poured his دل out to his best friend. Scratch that, girlfriend. But آپ must know one thing. Duncan's... Do... NOT...cry."You won't lose me Duncan. Not now, and not ever" Gwen says, reassuring him.
"I'm so sorry" He says, sounding honest.
"You don't have to be."
"No, I'm sorry for making آپ feel this way. I promise i'll try to not make آپ seem like I ignore you. I will be مزید boyfriend like in public, okay?" Gwen then nodded, looking down. Duncan touched the bottom of her chin, making them almost eye level. He leaned in and kissed her, trying to دکھائیں her all the love he has for her. He then finally pulled away and grabbed her hand and pulled them near a tree. He sat down سے طرف کی it and tugged at her hand. Gwen sat down اگلے to him. He took off his sweater and and handed it to her. She hesitated before putting it on. Duncan lied in the sand and put his arm behind his head and used his other one to reach towards Gwen.
"What are آپ doing?" Gwen asked.
"Just because I کہا I'll be مزید boyfriend like in public doesn't mean I still can't be مزید boyfriend like in private" He کہا ending with a smirk." Now just come here."
Gwen obliged and lied her head on his chest and he snaked his arm around the petite girl. Its the moments like this where she knows he won't leave her and that he still likes her. And know she knows he will start to دکھائیں it. It's just the moments like this.
The ending is really crappy, but I'm posting this anyways! Duncan, is really OOC, but I hope آپ don't mind. If آپ want to, come follow me on twitter @animeluversR5,if آپ don't mind seeing me fangirl to R5,& if آپ know who they are, آپ are Amazing -Lissa. Edited 6/13/13
ok so i found out that the punk's name is ducan and he's been in juvie 4 times already!"ok gwen sit اگلے to duncan please' کہا miss thompson.oh Crap! i thought. art was my fave lesson but now my worst nightmare i cant really talk to him can i?"hey pasty wts ur name?" he asked "gwen" i کہا i cant exactly not talk to him. "cool im duncan and sorry bout courtney she can be a کتیا, کتيا at times" he replied "when isnt she?" i mumbled and he laughed"ur absolutley right pasty"
duncans pov
gwen finnaly spoke to me. She was so right bout courtney and she seemed to forget bout trent though i wonder why she came to this school now? anyway at free period i walked with gwen i glanced over at courtney she was ... KISSING TRENT! what a bitch! oh well why should i care i like gwen more.
sorry its short
with Duncan and his dad
Duncan:*packing his stuff to go to millitary school*
Duncan's dad: Duncan آپ almost ready
Duncan: why becuase you're waitig to never see me again so آپ can celabreat!
Duncan's dad: DON'T TALK TO ME THAT WAY now awnser my question!
Duncan: yes i am happy!
Duncan's dad:Duncan i know آپ are upset but it is for the best
Duncan: upset, UPSET I'M FURIOUS آپ WONT LET ME SEE MY KID BUT INSTEAD آپ ARE SENDING ME AWAY!
Duncan's dad: Dunan کلیم down
Duncan: how can i when i can't help my girlfriend wth our kid
Duncan's dad: آپ need to learn to be مزید responseable
Duncan: and how the heck is millitary school going to help that!?!?!?!?!
Duncan's dad: just get your stuff packed we leave at 6:50 tomorrow morning
Duncan: that early
Duncan's dad: yes *walks ut of the room*
Duncan: can my life get any worse
[b] i know it is short again so what should happen when Duncan goes to millitary school and sorry if some words where spelled wrong [b/]
Duncan:*packing his stuff to go to millitary school*
Duncan's dad: Duncan آپ almost ready
Duncan: why becuase you're waitig to never see me again so آپ can celabreat!
Duncan's dad: DON'T TALK TO ME THAT WAY now awnser my question!
Duncan: yes i am happy!
Duncan's dad:Duncan i know آپ are upset but it is for the best
Duncan: upset, UPSET I'M FURIOUS آپ WONT LET ME SEE MY KID BUT INSTEAD آپ ARE SENDING ME AWAY!
Duncan's dad: Dunan کلیم down
Duncan: how can i when i can't help my girlfriend wth our kid
Duncan's dad: آپ need to learn to be مزید responseable
Duncan: and how the heck is millitary school going to help that!?!?!?!?!
Duncan's dad: just get your stuff packed we leave at 6:50 tomorrow morning
Duncan: that early
Duncan's dad: yes *walks ut of the room*
Duncan: can my life get any worse
[b] i know it is short again so what should happen when Duncan goes to millitary school and sorry if some words where spelled wrong [b/]