Selenium

If there is a god, then why must we suffer?
I thought we were supposed to be loved.
not ridiculed and pushed away.
It makes me WANT to die!
It's not fair!
Everyone gets to have their perfect little life, while I stand in the background, alone.
They all pretend life is a game that will work itself out in the end.
If that were true, i'd still have a father.
I'd still have a grandmother.
I wouldn't be alone.
I still have some family, but their never their.
So I keep searching, seeking.
Never reaching for the light at the end of the tunnel.
So close but yet so far.
I will always be alone.

A child says to its mother: "Mummy, I colored your بستر sheets with lipstick!" In a rage the mother hits her child until it's knocked out. Full of remorse, her eyes filled with tears, she begs the child to open its eyes, but it's too late. Its little دل has stopped beating. The words on the sheets in the bedroom: "I love you, Mummy!"
Repost this if آپ are against child abuse! I bet 95% of آپ won't…

True. So true.
No I don't get abused. Will I? I have no idea. I wish my mom would just slap me already. She looked like it all the time.
Why am I telling آپ my problems?! Idk. I hate my life. Well see آپ all around