ارے girls/guys, here's the اگلے chapter. This is really hard to write, hope people enjoy :)
End of Chapter 9
I turned around and slammed the door in his face, the look in his eyes was دل breaking. I just hurt my brother when he was already hurting. I turned so that my back was against the door, my body shaking.
"Please don't leave me." I whispered through the door.
"I have to, we can not go together this time. Please understand, I will call when I'm ready and آپ will be the one to come get me ok?" Edward کہا directly to the door.
"Promise me آپ will call me, we've not been apart since Jasper and I joined this family. آپ and I have always had each other and now..." I کہا as I opened the door and threw my arms around him.
"Alice, please understand. I will call often, but I need to be alone to figure out who I am again." He کہا as he hugged me tightly.
"I know who آپ are, آپ are Edward Cullen. My brother, the other half of our 'freak' group. The only person other then Jasper who can talk sense into me, یا calm me down." I کہا in between sobs.
He kissed my forehead and pulled away from me. He looked back over his shoulder once before he walked into his room.
"I Love آپ Edward." I کہا softly.
I heard a sigh from his room and I went back to packing all of our belongings as fast as I could so that we could leave and get away from this town and it's memories.
Chapter 10
Jasper and I hurried to pack everything we could, we knew that the bigger things would have to wait for the movers, but we took all the smaller things we could with us.
Jasper was running all of our boxes down the stairs and into the trailer that was hooked onto Emmett's Jeep. I tried to help, but with everything going on I just wanted to curl up on the بستر and disappear.
"Alice, it's time." Jasper کہا as he crawled on the بستر and kissed the سب, سب سے اوپر of my head.
I looked up at him, he was my life. I would go anywhere and do anything for him, there would never be any doubt about that. As I started thinking of everything we had been through I found myself comparing Jasper and I to Edward and Bella.
I tried to think about how it would feel having to leave him. I knew that I would never be able to do that. I couldn't handle being away from him for a few days, let alone for ever. I felt myself sobbing again, wishing I could cry.
"Go ahead, I have to take care of one مزید thing. I'll be down in a few." I کہا as I crawled off the بستر and held the door open for him.
"Ok, don't be too long. Emmett and Rosalie want to get going." He کہا as he walked out the door pausing long enough to kiss me before heading down the stairs.
I looked around our room, it was so empty. The only thing left was our bed, the dressers, and our overstuffed chair. I shook my head before closing the door and walking down the hallway, pausing outside Edwards door.
"Come in Alice." I heard him say softly.
I walked in and found him laying on the سوفی, لٹانا in his room, things thrown around the room. There were pieces of broken glass against the far wall, and all of his cd's looked like went along throwing them all on the floor. One was laying سے طرف کی my feet, bent in half. I bent over and picked it up looking to see that it was his Debussy cd.
"Edward." I whispered as I walked over and knelt اگلے to his head, running my fingers through his hair.
"I know Alice, I know everything آپ are thinking!!" He yelled as his hands went to his head.
"Please just listen to me." I asked.
"WHAT!" He کہا as he rolled his head to the side glaring at me.
"Edward, آپ and I have been through a lot. I can not stand watching آپ self destruct yourself. This is killing me to watch, I understand why آپ think this is right but please. Just come with us, we can leave and not come back. Write her a letter یا tell her in person but please come with us." I pleaded.
"Alice I have explained everything to you, آپ know what آپ have seen. Look again, has anything changed?" He challenged.
I looked again and everything was as it was before, the note saying where to find her, him leaning on a درخت telling her lies, but now I saw him running. Running away from everything and everyone, he wasn't sure where he was going but he didn't care.
I sniffed quickly and looked him in the eyes. "No nothing has changed. Please remember that I..we all love آپ and we need you, please don't be gone long." I کہا as I laid my head on his chest.
He ran his fingers through my hair and kissed my forehead. "I will come back as soon as I can. آپ better get going, Rosalie is getting pissed and no one wants her angry since آپ have to sit in a car with her." He کہا as he sat up.
I looked him in the eyes one مزید time before hugging him as hard as I could. I smiled at him and ran out the door, down the stairs and out the door. I slammed the door behind me and saw Esme and Carlisle standing on the front steps.
"Oh Alice." Esme کہا as she hugged me.
"We will be leaving in a few hours. Just a few things to take care of around here first." Carlisle کہا as he looked at the house.
"Ok, see آپ up there." I whispered as I ran to the car and jumped in the back seat.
Emmett started the Jeep as he set off down the driveway. All of us looked back once یا twice before the house disappeared.
Jasper took my hand in his and smiled slightly. I couldn't manage to smile back, everything was gone and I couldn't even fake a smile at that point. I put my head on his lap and laid down in the back seat.
I don't know how much time passed, no one کہا anything. Jasper continued to hold me, occasionally running his hands through my hair. I kept looking into the future, hoping that Edward would change his mind, maybe Carlisle would talk to him. No matter how much I looked everything stayed the same.
I had stopped looking, the pain cutting me in half, I couldn't handle it anymore. I decided to sit up and try to figure out where we were, and much to my surprise we were almost to Tanya's house.
"Alice?" I heard Rosalie say.
"Yes Rose?" I answered.
"I know that آپ two are the closest, is he going to be ok?" She sounded honestly concerned.
"I don't think so, I'm not sure. I can't see his future, he keeps changing things." I whispered.
"We're almost there, look آپ can see the house." Emmett said, the excitement in his voice.
I looked out the front window and saw the huge log house. I looked at Jasper and smiled slightly, I knew that staying here was only a temporary arrangement.
I closed my eyes one مزید time and focused on Edward. About 7 hours had passed since we left, I wasn't sure if he had talked to Bella yet. There wasn't any clarity with her when I focused on her, but when I focused on Edward I saw him running. I thought that he was somewhere in the south, maybe Louisiana یا Texas.
I tried to make sense of this but I couldn't, why would he go south? Why go where there is مزید sun?
End of Chapter 9
I turned around and slammed the door in his face, the look in his eyes was دل breaking. I just hurt my brother when he was already hurting. I turned so that my back was against the door, my body shaking.
"Please don't leave me." I whispered through the door.
"I have to, we can not go together this time. Please understand, I will call when I'm ready and آپ will be the one to come get me ok?" Edward کہا directly to the door.
"Promise me آپ will call me, we've not been apart since Jasper and I joined this family. آپ and I have always had each other and now..." I کہا as I opened the door and threw my arms around him.
"Alice, please understand. I will call often, but I need to be alone to figure out who I am again." He کہا as he hugged me tightly.
"I know who آپ are, آپ are Edward Cullen. My brother, the other half of our 'freak' group. The only person other then Jasper who can talk sense into me, یا calm me down." I کہا in between sobs.
He kissed my forehead and pulled away from me. He looked back over his shoulder once before he walked into his room.
"I Love آپ Edward." I کہا softly.
I heard a sigh from his room and I went back to packing all of our belongings as fast as I could so that we could leave and get away from this town and it's memories.
Chapter 10
Jasper and I hurried to pack everything we could, we knew that the bigger things would have to wait for the movers, but we took all the smaller things we could with us.
Jasper was running all of our boxes down the stairs and into the trailer that was hooked onto Emmett's Jeep. I tried to help, but with everything going on I just wanted to curl up on the بستر and disappear.
"Alice, it's time." Jasper کہا as he crawled on the بستر and kissed the سب, سب سے اوپر of my head.
I looked up at him, he was my life. I would go anywhere and do anything for him, there would never be any doubt about that. As I started thinking of everything we had been through I found myself comparing Jasper and I to Edward and Bella.
I tried to think about how it would feel having to leave him. I knew that I would never be able to do that. I couldn't handle being away from him for a few days, let alone for ever. I felt myself sobbing again, wishing I could cry.
"Go ahead, I have to take care of one مزید thing. I'll be down in a few." I کہا as I crawled off the بستر and held the door open for him.
"Ok, don't be too long. Emmett and Rosalie want to get going." He کہا as he walked out the door pausing long enough to kiss me before heading down the stairs.
I looked around our room, it was so empty. The only thing left was our bed, the dressers, and our overstuffed chair. I shook my head before closing the door and walking down the hallway, pausing outside Edwards door.
"Come in Alice." I heard him say softly.
I walked in and found him laying on the سوفی, لٹانا in his room, things thrown around the room. There were pieces of broken glass against the far wall, and all of his cd's looked like went along throwing them all on the floor. One was laying سے طرف کی my feet, bent in half. I bent over and picked it up looking to see that it was his Debussy cd.
"Edward." I whispered as I walked over and knelt اگلے to his head, running my fingers through his hair.
"I know Alice, I know everything آپ are thinking!!" He yelled as his hands went to his head.
"Please just listen to me." I asked.
"WHAT!" He کہا as he rolled his head to the side glaring at me.
"Edward, آپ and I have been through a lot. I can not stand watching آپ self destruct yourself. This is killing me to watch, I understand why آپ think this is right but please. Just come with us, we can leave and not come back. Write her a letter یا tell her in person but please come with us." I pleaded.
"Alice I have explained everything to you, آپ know what آپ have seen. Look again, has anything changed?" He challenged.
I looked again and everything was as it was before, the note saying where to find her, him leaning on a درخت telling her lies, but now I saw him running. Running away from everything and everyone, he wasn't sure where he was going but he didn't care.
I sniffed quickly and looked him in the eyes. "No nothing has changed. Please remember that I..we all love آپ and we need you, please don't be gone long." I کہا as I laid my head on his chest.
He ran his fingers through my hair and kissed my forehead. "I will come back as soon as I can. آپ better get going, Rosalie is getting pissed and no one wants her angry since آپ have to sit in a car with her." He کہا as he sat up.
I looked him in the eyes one مزید time before hugging him as hard as I could. I smiled at him and ran out the door, down the stairs and out the door. I slammed the door behind me and saw Esme and Carlisle standing on the front steps.
"Oh Alice." Esme کہا as she hugged me.
"We will be leaving in a few hours. Just a few things to take care of around here first." Carlisle کہا as he looked at the house.
"Ok, see آپ up there." I whispered as I ran to the car and jumped in the back seat.
Emmett started the Jeep as he set off down the driveway. All of us looked back once یا twice before the house disappeared.
Jasper took my hand in his and smiled slightly. I couldn't manage to smile back, everything was gone and I couldn't even fake a smile at that point. I put my head on his lap and laid down in the back seat.
I don't know how much time passed, no one کہا anything. Jasper continued to hold me, occasionally running his hands through my hair. I kept looking into the future, hoping that Edward would change his mind, maybe Carlisle would talk to him. No matter how much I looked everything stayed the same.
I had stopped looking, the pain cutting me in half, I couldn't handle it anymore. I decided to sit up and try to figure out where we were, and much to my surprise we were almost to Tanya's house.
"Alice?" I heard Rosalie say.
"Yes Rose?" I answered.
"I know that آپ two are the closest, is he going to be ok?" She sounded honestly concerned.
"I don't think so, I'm not sure. I can't see his future, he keeps changing things." I whispered.
"We're almost there, look آپ can see the house." Emmett said, the excitement in his voice.
I looked out the front window and saw the huge log house. I looked at Jasper and smiled slightly, I knew that staying here was only a temporary arrangement.
I closed my eyes one مزید time and focused on Edward. About 7 hours had passed since we left, I wasn't sure if he had talked to Bella yet. There wasn't any clarity with her when I focused on her, but when I focused on Edward I saw him running. I thought that he was somewhere in the south, maybe Louisiana یا Texas.
I tried to make sense of this but I couldn't, why would he go south? Why go where there is مزید sun?
Edward Cullen (born Edward Anthony Masen) was born on June 20, 1901 in Chicago, Illinois, and is frozen in his 17-year-old body. While dying of the Spanish influenza, he was changed into a vampire سے طرف کی Dr. Carlisle Cullen after Edward's mother, Elizabeth, begged him to save Edward as her dying wish. Edward only drinks animal blood and has the special ability to read minds, with the exception of Bella Swan's. He falls in love with Bella soon after she arrives in Forks. Edward knows that he could kill Bella easily, a fact that torments him so much that, in the book New Moon, he decides to leave Forks with his family so they won't be able to hurt her. He returns, however, because he realizes he cannot live without her. Edward marries Bella in Breaking Dawn and they have a child, Renesmee.
OK EVERYONE IS LIKE TOTALLY HEAD OVER HEALS FOR EDWARD AND WHEN ALL COMES DOWN TO THE FACTS EDWARD JUST LEFT HER WITHOUTH THE APPROPRATE GOODBYE. JACOB WHOS WAS THERE FOR HER ALL THOSES MONTHS EDWARD WAS GONE. THE PROTECTED HER AND LET HER IN ON HIS WEREWOLF SECRET WHILE MAINTAINIGN A REALATIONSHIP WITH HER EVEN THOUGH HIS بھیڑیا PACHK کہا NO. THATS TELLS ALOT ABOUT WHAT KIND OF FRIEND JACOB IS AND THEN OUT OF NOWHERE EDWARD COMES BACK INTO HER LIFE.WAT A LOOSER. AND THEN BECAUSE OF THE TREATY ITS LIEK EDWARD EXPECTS BELLA TO JUST STOP BEING JACOBS FRIEND. EDWARD JUST NEEDS TO TRUST BELLA I MEAN WATS CHANGES NOW SHES KNOWN HIS SECRET SINCE BEFORE EDWARD CAME BACK AND THEN SOME.
"When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our جوابات were things like astronaut, president, یا in my case… princess.
When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, یا in my case, سونا medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?!
This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.
So make as many mistakes as آپ can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know."
When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, یا in my case, سونا medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?!
This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.
So make as many mistakes as آپ can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know."
