ok well i have this typed out on the میز, جدول of contents as chapter 7 but it 6 so yeh enjoy



6. No-Where To Run
Renesmee’s point of view
I cant deal any مزید she’s driving me crazy they are all driving me crazy .I hope this will all end soon I don't want to be her any مزید I need something new to do. No مزید lying around moping.
Well I'm not really moping I'm just so bored and lifeless. Maybe I can go out of town. Well, so they don't get upset, I’ll take Claire. Just stay out for a couple of nights in the city. I love Seattle. Its so much fun maybe I can go on a little shopping spree get a new look cut my hair get new close may even learn how to put makeup on and for once start to wear it
“Your to pretty to where make-up Nessie ” Claire کہا as she walked into the studio.” And I don't think your dad would want us alone in Seattle ”
“Why not Alice hasn’t seen any thing new from Jess and its not like I will get hurt.” Yes, I'm still کڑوا, تلخ about that. He had no right to do that to me
“True but who knows he's just another parent. ” she کہا in response to both my thought and my words.
What the hell do آپ want “what did آپ need? ” oh crap she hear that
“Nothing I was just checking on you. I see that was a bad idea I wont do it again ” she storms out of the room
Fine then go I didn’t want to here any way
Grr, why is everyone watching me? I'm not going to kill my self. یا well I have no reason. Do I? No that’s ridiculous ugh. I'm a mess I need to get a life. I'm definitely going to Seattle. Step one go dawn stairs
I walked down of course, not thinking about how I will be doing this. The first one to talk was Alice thank god
“Hey there, are آپ hungry, thirst. Jasper and I were about to go hunting, do آپ want to come?”
“I'm not thirsty aunt Alice, umm I just wanted to say hi to everyone. ” I waved at everyone and the all smiled warily my face smile didn’t fool mom یا dad. “I'm going to the store. I want some chocolate” say it now.” And Friday can I go to Seattle for the week end alone well with Claire I mean I wont be completely alone ok I'll let آپ think about that last part love آپ bye.” I کہا fast and left the house I left I heard dad laughing. Maybe that was a yes.

Hmm where should I go to get some candy? I wasn’t a big پرستار of candy, but it was a good excuse for getting out. I want to get some Reese’s I'll go to Wal-Mart maybe buy something big. I love Wal-Mart.
As I pull in to a spot I see a group of young boys all dark complex natives Americans but they weren’t wolves, no defiantly not wolves, jackass oh yes. As I walked past them the began to whistle at me. I didn’t react just speed up
I wasn’t in there to long I walked around the book aisle though moms لائبریری was twice the size of it. I got a new I-pod and bought a new pair of earrings. Then finally I got Reese chocolate with a box of Reese cereal as well. Wow I'm a fast shopper I was only in there for 10 منٹ and managed to buy 500$ worth of worthless items. The cashier, and elderly woman, spoke to me when I asked her the time as if I was her own
“Well sweetheart its 12:45 are آپ late for something?” her name was Ginger
“No ma’am just wasting some of my free time, but its not working ” I told her swiping my card.
“Aww I see, when I want to waste time I go out to my garden یا read a good romance novel thought the selection here isn’t really all that good آپ know there are good کتابیں at Hake’s کتابیں just up the road. ” she began to ramble.
No one was in line so I decided to talk to her
“Yeh my mom told me to get a hobby so I write poetry مزید یا less lyrics to a song ” but that was to keep my mind off of Jake not to waste time.
“Oh when I was a young girl I would sing my دل out to the boys I liked. I remember I sung to one boyfriends, Carrie Underwood’s Last Night, that is a good song” she begun to sing it for me “last night I got served a little to much of that poison baby. And last night I did things I'm not proud of things got a little crazy I meet a guy on the dance floor and I let him call me baby” we both laughed
“I've herd that song before” I told her. This was nice a complete stranger making me laugh
“ Oh yeh I wasn’t all that good looking so I had to have a better way to get the guys staring. آپ know آپ are one pretty young girl I bet آپ have the guys singing to you” she raised an eyebrow. Her wrinkle face made me want to trust her though she didn’t have to know about Jacob.
“No I'll just what to find someone in college ” I giggled. I was 80 years old I don't having anymore waiting.
“That is a good idea ”she turned to the person who was اگلے
“ Are آپ working?” she was rude and a very familiar sent
I hissed to low for Ginger’s old dieing ears to hear but Samantha turned and growled at me then made a smug smile
Ginger started to hum Last Night
The boy that was whistling at me out side was on her side as was another unfamiliar werewolf he spoke to me
“Hey there just آپ luck were in the same line I think this is destiny ” he blows a kiss I nearly gagged
“Mathew that Jake’s ex ” the unfamiliar werewolf کہا to the boy
Ex-girlfriend what the fuck “Samantha, it’s so nice to see آپ say hi to ”—my jackass ex-boyfriend—“everyone for me, ” I کہا holding back tears
“Nicole, he imprinted on her they are still together ”Samantha told the girl then turned to me “oh I will. I had to get some مزید shoes, this job is harder then آپ think but he’ll be ہوم soon ” she had a very charming smile. I actual believed her
“Your total is 61.48 ”Ginger کہا “cash یا debt ”
“I'll pay for it ” I got my card out before Samantha had a chance to say no “shoes are so expensive and knowing how fast آپ all go thought them especial Jake. Tell him I say hi ”I shook her hand, she slightly flinched when I took her hand.
“ Thank آپ Renesmee bye ”
“Bye, nice meeting آپ Ginger ” I waved to the cashier
I bit my lip I could already feel the tears streaming down my face It was no help at all that Jake was outside, as usual with only pants on
“Nessie!” he yelled across the parking lot
I didn’t want to see him it only made the fact that he wasn’t here harder to bare so I acted like I didn’t hear him and walk to the car
“Hey I was calling آپ ” he was behind me I jumped when he spoke “nessie?” he کہا when I didn’t turn around
“Sorry Jake I'm in a hurry” I still didn’t turn around to see what he looked like I didn’t want a new picture in my head to stab my دل I popped the تنے, ٹرنک to put my 3 ماہ supply of Reese’s in it. I was almost there without seeing his face then he jumped in front of me
“Why are آپ crying?” he asked putting his arm around me I looked down and didn’t answer. This irritated him he huffed and he lifted my head making me look at him “nessie what's going on ”
I looked into his eyes. Completely black, absolutely tire yet so happy to see me as if I was the sun after a long cold snow night. When that look was in his eyes that look alone would never make me cry from that look in your eyes I've realized all that matter. He was all that mattered. He stood staring back into my eyes where they as warm and happy as his were I couldn’t tell what I looked like in the past 6 days. I silently began to cry in his warm bare chest
This was the happiest strangest moment I have had in the last 5 weeks completely silent yet so meaningful nothing could break the hold he had on me. Both hold his perfect charming selfishness and the fact that he was squeezing. I didn’t مزید like couldn’t stop he looked at me now confused and worried. I fell back into his chest he kiss and پگھلانا, سودھنا my hair.
I had to stop this he's not coming ہوم -stop- this will be the death of me. I started to pull away and decide that I was don't waiting and I will be with him at all times یا never. I have to tell him that
To bad my cell phone bet me to the case. He reached into my back pock and answered it
“Hello Nessie phone, ” he was being sarcastic, I hear my mom sigh in relief “hey Bells, no she’s with me. I don't know she’s not talking. I'll take her ہوم ” he look at me with a big smile “come on Bells, do I ever turn down food? Oh really well, we are leaving now. Ok see ya! ” He hung up
“Can I take آپ home?” he looked at me. That was when I realize that we were in the parking lot to Wal-Mart everyone was watching us including Samantha, Mathew, and Nicole. I shook my head yes .I still couldn’t talk.
“Ok great let me go tell Samantha ” he was turning around but instead of having me wait سے طرف کی the car he took my hand and walked over to Samantha’s Jeep.
“Samantha, I'm going over to the Cullen’s place for a while hold down the fort for me while I'm gone.” He کہا
An evil growl came from Nicole chest and she began to shake the whole car. Jake moved me slightly behind his body and hissed at her to stop.
That was when I found my voice “relax Nicole آپ don’t want to do that here ” Jacob looked at me. That was the exact thing dad would say to him when he was angry around Bella
“The only one I want to hurt around here is آپ ” Nicole snarled at me but slowly coming down.
“She’s half human that means we protect her to so آپ really need to stop” Samantha told her with out any emotion. Like it was the truth but not her truth. “ I will Jacob. Is there something آپ need us to do? ”
“No it’s a free دن go ہوم and relax ” he smiled “I will.” he walked away from the car I hear Mathew laugh, Nicole growled, Samantha just drove way.
“That is the best part about being in charge I can do whatever I wanted when ever I wanted, ” he کہا smiling and kissing my head again.
“Its so nice to have آپ hear Jake ” grandpa کہا while Jake and I ate. Mom and dad made almost every thing we had in the fridge.
“Yeh I miss all of the food no one in this new generation can cook its awful Samantha can cook but that’s its and she is in her بھیڑیا form مزید then I am”
“So what is the new pack like this year?” Uncle Jasper asked from the living room.
“Well there are 2 girl so that’s really strange I had a hard time with Leah last time I did this and there are a total of 7 then me.” Jacob said.
“Do آپ think there will be any more?” uncle asked
“Well I have a theory that there will be one for every vampire here but looking at the genetics of all of it there should be one more,”—he looked at me –“Mathew, آپ saw him today, he Samantha’s younger brother ”
“Oh really!” I grimaced what a loser
“He’s a lot like me in was he's always happy that’s probably the reason why he hasn’t changed so fast yet. But he wants to be come one, I think its strange I would never wish my first few years as a بھیڑیا on anyone. ”Jacob کہا then when mom laughed he looked confused
“Wow this pack isn’t any thing like yours, ” she کہا
I couldn’t stop staring at him all through lunch and when we all moved in to the living room to watch TV –what we always did before he left-I started humming a song that Claire was working on upstairs I pretty sure everyone here her. Jacob noticed that I was humming with her گٹار he asked me what that was all about
“ I didn’t know آپ sung یا played گٹار ” he sat up to talk to me. We really hadn’t spoke all that much
“Yeh only since you’ve been gone grandma and grandpa redid dads room into a studio ” because of you, always killing me from the inside out
“Really that’s cool. ” was that really all he had to say?
I guess it was, a few moments passed then I spoke again. “She’s just about done with this one I will help her with the course later tonight. ”I sighed he didn’t respond the way what I wanted
Without realizing it I had snuggle very close to him I felt his دل on my cheek. Mom and dad had already gone home. Rose Alice Emmett and Jasper had gone hunting. we were somewhat alone right now. I guess this would be the only time I got all of my answers.
I looked up into his eyes they were closed he had fallen asleep. He looked so different like no one had ever seen he was exhausted and that was hat I saw “I love آپ Jake” I کہا he didn’t اقدام but in his dream he must have heard me cause smile and mumbled “I love آپ too Nessie I better go thought I don’t want آپ to get hurt”
What did he just say so this was about my safety? He didn’t want to be there but he was he couldn’t help it. This made me very mad. I sat up is moved out of his arms and nearly yelled
“What do آپ mean سے طرف کی that, Jacob Black ”
“Nessie what’s wrong” he was confused as if he really sleep when he کہا that
Grr I'm not buying it “you know what I want آپ to go and آپ cant come back until I'm محفوظ forever . if آپ have to stay they for the اگلے I’ve years then that is your fault آپ did this to yourself ” I yelled getting off the سوفی, لٹانا
“Nessie I don’t understand why are آپ mad? I'm not leaving you, ever ” he was hurt his eyes began to water I never have yelled at him like this.
“Fine stay I'll leave” I ran up the stairs in to my studio where Claire was laying down “ get up we’re leaving” I turned round and Jacob was there
“What is going on Nessie tell me what got آپ so up set please don’t leave ” he was following me around begging me I was ignoring him “where are آپ going its late Ness please stay with me don’t go ”
“Oh but آپ can go at any time and your conserve a protector. Well آپ know what … ” I shuddered “I don’t want to hold آپ back آپ better go before she gets here” I whispered. I heard tires turning in to the houses driveway and Samantha’s heavy breathing. I turned and walked around him and meet Claire at the door.
“Come on” I muttered to her going thought the back door into the garage. “Get in and don’t say a word یا I swear to god I will leave آپ here.” I snarled she did so.
As I backed out of the garage, mom and dad where they’re with disappointed confused faces. I can’t leave with out hitting on of them and totaling my car, great
“Renesmee don’t just tell them what آپ were thinking this morning about your vacation ” Claire whispered to me with tears in her eyes she had never seen me upset. I had never see me up set I was scaring everyone. Aunt Alice appeared اگلے the last thing I need was Jasper so I rolled down my window and told mom
“I told آپ this morning where we were going I'll call آپ when I check in to the hotel” I was crying
“Ok I'll come up with آپ on Sunday we can get آپ a pedicure mmk.” she kissed my head and waved at Claire “I love آپ every one does ok be محفوظ I'll see آپ in two دن ok”
Dad blew I kiss in my direction and I saw Jacob and Samantha in there بھیڑیا form there close scatter around where they were looking like arguing I saw dad looking in their direction.
“Bye” I waved and drove away
We drove completely silent the whole way to Seattle and when I got into the hotel, at 3 in the morning. I called mom and told he we were there. Claire took s shower.
Tonight was the quiets night of my life.