Have آپ ever wake up one دن and wonder
why bother to wake up and start my دن ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been دوستوں یا had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never ہوم because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he کہا one دن that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i love my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was دل broken but i learn that if آپ don't let anyone in yoour دل آپ will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person یا at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank سب, سب سے اوپر this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working یا drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i love to run i fell free and i love to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school دن pass really quick i wasn't miss مقبول but i like it that way i had 2 years پہلے a best friend Samantha Weller but she اقدام to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive ہوم and went to sleep my mom wasn't ہوم yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another دن pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for آپ mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to شامل میں the club" i کہا smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon کہا quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give آپ the news i thought آپ would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she کہا
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and آپ can stay with me" monica کہا
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster ہوم type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but آپ twist it pretty badly آپ can't run" i voice کہا i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker آپ are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate کہا i had 1 مزید سال
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster ہوم in just 1 سال
"you are luck آپ are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man کہا mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
why bother to wake up and start my دن ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been دوستوں یا had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never ہوم because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he کہا one دن that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i love my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was دل broken but i learn that if آپ don't let anyone in yoour دل آپ will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person یا at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank سب, سب سے اوپر this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working یا drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i love to run i fell free and i love to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school دن pass really quick i wasn't miss مقبول but i like it that way i had 2 years پہلے a best friend Samantha Weller but she اقدام to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive ہوم and went to sleep my mom wasn't ہوم yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another دن pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for آپ mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to شامل میں the club" i کہا smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon کہا quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give آپ the news i thought آپ would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she کہا
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and آپ can stay with me" monica کہا
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster ہوم type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but آپ twist it pretty badly آپ can't run" i voice کہا i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker آپ are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate کہا i had 1 مزید سال
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster ہوم in just 1 سال
"you are luck آپ are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man کہا mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
ارے guys!!
So I kinda let the idea sit around for a couple days and now have a total of 7 people who would be interested in writing a piece for the contest.
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twilightGGlost
Edward_Bella234
_madz_
patrisha727
jamie_kataeff
Twilight597
dinosteph
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I am going to give this فہرست another 24 hours and then tomorrow night I will post word limits, themes, and how judging is going to work. I'll let آپ know right now that we're going to keep it short, probably around 1500 words.
So I kinda let the idea sit around for a couple days and now have a total of 7 people who would be interested in writing a piece for the contest.
*****************
twilightGGlost
Edward_Bella234
_madz_
patrisha727
jamie_kataeff
Twilight597
dinosteph
*****************
I am going to give this فہرست another 24 hours and then tomorrow night I will post word limits, themes, and how judging is going to work. I'll let آپ know right now that we're going to keep it short, probably around 1500 words.
