A Way to Spend My Birthday
"Where are آپ going mommy?" asked a six سال old Bella.
"Out." she کہا sadly. She has been really sad lately since daddy took a visit to her friend. "Okay. When are آپ going to be back?"
"Not for a while. آپ will come visit me one day. Jennette with take care of آپ for a while."
That was the last memory I had of my mother. I never really understood what she meant سے طرف کی out. Not until now.
As I read this letter tears were pouring restlessly down my cheeks.
"Dear Bella,
If آپ are reading this letter this means you've turned 18. I loved آپ very much but when your daddy passed away it was too much. I can't live life without him. I love him. So I am very sorry for leaving آپ like that when آپ were 6. آپ probably didn't know what was happening back then but he was murdered during the night. When I saw him in the morning I was broken. I hate seeing him like that. I committed suicide just to be with him. I've left آپ with Jennette because she is a great friend and she would never let anything harm you. I'm sorry and I love آپ very much.
Your Mother,
Renee
Today was my 18th birthday. Jennette just dropped me off in Forks an گھنٹہ ago. She told me to live here in a beatup old house. "Now that your an adult آپ won't need me." She کہا and left.
Jennette was my babysitter back then and she was my legal guardian. And I hate her very much. She was a prositute ever since I was 6. The moment my mother went out she invited a couple of guys over. She forced me to go upstairs and play with my barbies. I would always ask her why but all that earned me was a slap on the face.
I never asked again. Once I used her computer to do my project and I saw a video of her dancing with a pole. I was horrified.
So now I am here all alone in this house with one suitcase full of my dirty, ripped, old clothes. Jennette was nice when she left me surprisingly. $600.00 for me. That's enough to buy me a used bike and some food. I need to get a job.
I put my bags down and started to go to the bike shop. It wasn't too far about a mile but I could walk. I always walked to school everyday back in Phoniex.
When I got in there was a guy with blue eyes and blonde hair. He looked disgusted سے طرف کی the clothes I wore.
"Hi." I said. "How may I help you?"
"Can I buy a used bike?" "Sure..." He said.
"Any specific colour?" He asked as he went to the back of the store. "Any is okay." I said. I really had to buy some food before it got dark.
"Do آپ know any grocery stores?" I asked.
"There's one about a mile away. Just keep going left." He کہا and came out of the back with a purple bike covered in dirt with green strips. "That would be $101.59." He said. We went to the front counter when a sign caught my eye. Help Wanted.
"You're hiring?" I asked. "Nope. Got someone." He کہا a little too quickly. Suddenly a blonde woman with designer clothes came out of the washroom. "Mike.... Why did آپ lie?" she asked the boy. "Hello. Mrs. Newton, owner of the Newton's Bike Shop. Of course we're hiring little lady. Your hired!" she said.
"You don't need my to fill out an application?" I asked. "Nope. No one wants the job so you're hired. Just start Tuesday after school." she کہا and left to go help a customer. Mike rolled his eyes and I was smiling. He gave me my change and I left.
I got on the bike and started riding to the grocery store.
I picked up some soup, some vegetables, and some bottle of waters. "That would be 18.97." The lady کہا bagging my stuff. I took them back to my bike and rode the 2 miles it took to get back to my house.
سے طرف کی the time I reached ہوم it was 9:00. Great way to spend my birthday. I made some سوپ and ate in silence. Well I had to. No one else to talk to.
I thought about tomorrow. Would people like me? Maybe if I did my hair... Oh who was I kidding. Everyone was going to hate me. Like Mike Newton.
I decided to go to sleep in my very dusty بستر after I finished my soup. I dreamed of my life good. Where I had دوستوں and everyone didn't hate me. Where my parents were still alive and I wasn't forced to live alone.
O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O
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"Where are آپ going mommy?" asked a six سال old Bella.
"Out." she کہا sadly. She has been really sad lately since daddy took a visit to her friend. "Okay. When are آپ going to be back?"
"Not for a while. آپ will come visit me one day. Jennette with take care of آپ for a while."
That was the last memory I had of my mother. I never really understood what she meant سے طرف کی out. Not until now.
As I read this letter tears were pouring restlessly down my cheeks.
"Dear Bella,
If آپ are reading this letter this means you've turned 18. I loved آپ very much but when your daddy passed away it was too much. I can't live life without him. I love him. So I am very sorry for leaving آپ like that when آپ were 6. آپ probably didn't know what was happening back then but he was murdered during the night. When I saw him in the morning I was broken. I hate seeing him like that. I committed suicide just to be with him. I've left آپ with Jennette because she is a great friend and she would never let anything harm you. I'm sorry and I love آپ very much.
Your Mother,
Renee
Today was my 18th birthday. Jennette just dropped me off in Forks an گھنٹہ ago. She told me to live here in a beatup old house. "Now that your an adult آپ won't need me." She کہا and left.
Jennette was my babysitter back then and she was my legal guardian. And I hate her very much. She was a prositute ever since I was 6. The moment my mother went out she invited a couple of guys over. She forced me to go upstairs and play with my barbies. I would always ask her why but all that earned me was a slap on the face.
I never asked again. Once I used her computer to do my project and I saw a video of her dancing with a pole. I was horrified.
So now I am here all alone in this house with one suitcase full of my dirty, ripped, old clothes. Jennette was nice when she left me surprisingly. $600.00 for me. That's enough to buy me a used bike and some food. I need to get a job.
I put my bags down and started to go to the bike shop. It wasn't too far about a mile but I could walk. I always walked to school everyday back in Phoniex.
When I got in there was a guy with blue eyes and blonde hair. He looked disgusted سے طرف کی the clothes I wore.
"Hi." I said. "How may I help you?"
"Can I buy a used bike?" "Sure..." He said.
"Any specific colour?" He asked as he went to the back of the store. "Any is okay." I said. I really had to buy some food before it got dark.
"Do آپ know any grocery stores?" I asked.
"There's one about a mile away. Just keep going left." He کہا and came out of the back with a purple bike covered in dirt with green strips. "That would be $101.59." He said. We went to the front counter when a sign caught my eye. Help Wanted.
"You're hiring?" I asked. "Nope. Got someone." He کہا a little too quickly. Suddenly a blonde woman with designer clothes came out of the washroom. "Mike.... Why did آپ lie?" she asked the boy. "Hello. Mrs. Newton, owner of the Newton's Bike Shop. Of course we're hiring little lady. Your hired!" she said.
"You don't need my to fill out an application?" I asked. "Nope. No one wants the job so you're hired. Just start Tuesday after school." she کہا and left to go help a customer. Mike rolled his eyes and I was smiling. He gave me my change and I left.
I got on the bike and started riding to the grocery store.
I picked up some soup, some vegetables, and some bottle of waters. "That would be 18.97." The lady کہا bagging my stuff. I took them back to my bike and rode the 2 miles it took to get back to my house.
سے طرف کی the time I reached ہوم it was 9:00. Great way to spend my birthday. I made some سوپ and ate in silence. Well I had to. No one else to talk to.
I thought about tomorrow. Would people like me? Maybe if I did my hair... Oh who was I kidding. Everyone was going to hate me. Like Mike Newton.
I decided to go to sleep in my very dusty بستر after I finished my soup. I dreamed of my life good. Where I had دوستوں and everyone didn't hate me. Where my parents were still alive and I wasn't forced to live alone.
O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O
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it's about bella's and edward's wedding night
My dream دن was here
i was glad and excited
i felt like my life's meaning was clear
to walk down the isle with my sweet prince
i thank god for this gift
edward love of mine,
tonight i'm yours for the first time
just to think about it
sends shivers down my spine
put your cold hand in mine
so i can دکھائیں آپ the way to a place you've never been
right there on my body
felling a way a woman should feel
when آپ touch me
when آپ kiss me
when you're deep inside me
the cold, the pain nothing matters
this night will not be in vain
My dream دن was here
i was glad and excited
i felt like my life's meaning was clear
to walk down the isle with my sweet prince
i thank god for this gift
edward love of mine,
tonight i'm yours for the first time
just to think about it
sends shivers down my spine
put your cold hand in mine
so i can دکھائیں آپ the way to a place you've never been
right there on my body
felling a way a woman should feel
when آپ touch me
when آپ kiss me
when you're deep inside me
the cold, the pain nothing matters
this night will not be in vain
The on-screen couple recently lit up the red carpet at the Twilight premiere on Monday night with the rest of the cast.
An insider reveals the secrets behind the set about the couple to the magazine: “Kristen and Rob bonded from the moment they met. They got along so well that people were convinced they were secretly in love. She [Kristen] and Rob had a lot in common, and it didn’t take long for them to develop a very close relationship.”
The insider also had to share: “They were very touchy-feely around each other and they seemed to share a lot of inside jokes.”
Maybe there’s مزید than just movie magic going on, but we highly doubt it. Kristen, 18, has been dating actor Michael Angarano for, as she puts it, “forever.”
in the mood to be random again. *sighs*
I wrote a مضمون Last week on how Twilight found me, saying that the Cover did in fact haunt me.
but since i finally cave in and read. i realize that the Haunting is not over.
I'm Obsessed it's true, but this is turning scaryyyyy
I'm a disney پرستار okay, majorly and well..i was watching "101 Dalma.." آپ know, anyways, i was watching it to get my mind off of Twilight for once...
and something just jumped up in my face i thought i would share.
one of the Charaters is named Jasper.
the "Call" that the dogs do at night to send a message, is called
TWILIGHT Bark.
yeah...am i going insane? i think so..only i put in "21" with Jim surgess okay..and at the end of the movie he did something completely crazy he کہا a line from the Book.
"so, do i Dazzle you?"
I decided to turn off the TV and go to bed..sad thing is, the only thing i dream about is Edward.
should i be scared? O_______o
I wrote a مضمون Last week on how Twilight found me, saying that the Cover did in fact haunt me.
but since i finally cave in and read. i realize that the Haunting is not over.
I'm Obsessed it's true, but this is turning scaryyyyy
I'm a disney پرستار okay, majorly and well..i was watching "101 Dalma.." آپ know, anyways, i was watching it to get my mind off of Twilight for once...
and something just jumped up in my face i thought i would share.
one of the Charaters is named Jasper.
the "Call" that the dogs do at night to send a message, is called
TWILIGHT Bark.
yeah...am i going insane? i think so..only i put in "21" with Jim surgess okay..and at the end of the movie he did something completely crazy he کہا a line from the Book.
"so, do i Dazzle you?"
I decided to turn off the TV and go to bed..sad thing is, the only thing i dream about is Edward.
should i be scared? O_______o
Okay so I was watching an interview that Twilight Lexicon did with Taylor Lautner when they were filming the scenes in La Push.
(you can watch it here link)
Taylor talks about the general things, what they're filming etc. We also find out that he's giving the truck to Bella.
And then it gets interesting.
Near the end he mentions the werewolf transformations, and how he wants to know what he's going to look like. He also says that hair and make-up and wardrobe are having meetings with the director.
Hmmm..do آپ think that we'll see the werewolves in this movie, یا will there be a New Moon movie? Fingers-crossed!
Tell me what آپ think please.
(you can watch it here link)
Taylor talks about the general things, what they're filming etc. We also find out that he's giving the truck to Bella.
And then it gets interesting.
Near the end he mentions the werewolf transformations, and how he wants to know what he's going to look like. He also says that hair and make-up and wardrobe are having meetings with the director.
Hmmm..do آپ think that we'll see the werewolves in this movie, یا will there be a New Moon movie? Fingers-crossed!
Tell me what آپ think please.
I have recently visited Stephenie's Official site. I have become indefinitaly horrified.
Midnight Sun has been postponed indefinitaley.
Because stupid wh*r*es have گیا کیا پوسٹ up the beloved work of Midnight Sun that Stephenie had دیا them with trust.
I am completely speechless with anger and sadness.
But, thankfully, and unfortunately, Stephenie has گیا کیا پوسٹ up the whole rough draft that was incomplete onto her Official site. I can't believe who would be so cruel as to not even care about the author's right and post up Midnight Sun with no authorization.
I deeply regret what has happened. I can't even imagine how hurt Mrs. Meyer is, but I hope she can come back from this awful experience.
Midnight Sun has been postponed indefinitaley.
Because stupid wh*r*es have گیا کیا پوسٹ up the beloved work of Midnight Sun that Stephenie had دیا them with trust.
I am completely speechless with anger and sadness.
But, thankfully, and unfortunately, Stephenie has گیا کیا پوسٹ up the whole rough draft that was incomplete onto her Official site. I can't believe who would be so cruel as to not even care about the author's right and post up Midnight Sun with no authorization.
I deeply regret what has happened. I can't even imagine how hurt Mrs. Meyer is, but I hope she can come back from this awful experience.