seth's pov

i had never felt مزید happy and miserable at the same time
i had kiss emma and she kiss me back but when i told her that i love her she ran away from me
-my love the girl i imprint on ran away i was too shock .So does that meant she didn't love me? i mean she did kiss me back ,or did she???? it felt like it but there was no way to be sure i -i-i

i sigh frustrated

"man are آپ ok?" quil ask me
"i don't know" i answer
"i think آپ should go after her and talk to her,good luck" quil کہا and went to says hi to claire.

i ran to emma's house and jump through her window she had her sheets over her head
"hi em" i whisper
her body froze when she heard me and she اقدام under her cover like she was shy? she was never shy around me
"go away seth i don't want to talk to you" emma کہا
i could hear she was holding back tears

nothing could break مزید my دل she didn't love me back and worse i had ruin our friendship ,well i should try to at least save our friendship
i took a step toward her بستر and sat on the edge of her بستر when emma saw under the covers that i was sitting on the بستر she اقدام to the other edge quickly i chucled

"what's so funny seth cleawaters??" emms کہا sounding really annoy at me well at least she is talking to me now

i cough
"emma im sorry i-i-i thought that آپ love me back so i-i-i but don't worry i can go back and be just دوستوں i promise but please emma my life would be meaningless without you"
while i was saying this emma look at me i could see her beautiful green eyes
why she didn't love me back i mean imprinting is suppose to find our soulmates and how emma and i could be soulmates if she didn't love me??

emma sit on her بستر and really slowly touch my cheek
i felt electricity when she touch me why couldn't she feel the same.....life is so unfair

"seth i-i-i"emma started but she look down at her lap
i don't know why i was being so stupid she would surely slap my hand away but i couldn't stop my hand to touch her chin so i could see her eyes
to my surprize she didn't push my hand away her eyes were so confuse

"emms is ok , i just have i little crush on you" i shrug
well that is and understatement but i don't want her to hear what imprinting is
"but i swear آپ won't notice i will never kiss آپ again it will be like tonight never happen i swear please" i beg to her

she was still holding my cheek and i was still touching her chin out faces were inches away i felt her sweet breath on my face
well this was going to be مزید hard that i thought i was using all my control to not kiss her یا tell her that i love her

emma اقدام closer to me ...really close our noses were almost touching her sweet smell was so intoxicating that i had to stop breathing
she look at me and smile a little smile
"are آپ sure seth ?"
i smile well at least i was still دوستوں with my emma my love
"yes emms " i کہا emms i love آپ so much i wanted to tell her

emma اقدام closer
hell my love like to torture me why she was getting so close ??
do not kiss her seth dont mess things up again
do not kiss her seth dont mess things up again
do not kiss her seth dont mess things up again
do not kiss her seth dont mess things up again
"best دوستوں forever right" she smile hugely

no i don't want to be youre friend i want آپ to love me just a little

"sure emms best دوستوں forever"
she chucled "jezz seth why do آپ crush on me and not on one of آپ پرستار girls" she joke
"well i don't know but its just a small crush so don't let it go to your head ok?" i try to کہا casually
but my دل was breaking slowly how could she compare herself with any other girls she was my angel my love

my love kiss both my cheeks and hug me tightly i hug her

this was worst than pure torture ...
well seth آپ can always try to make her fall inlove with آپ ... that was my only hope

emma smile and make a space on her بستر
"wolfy boy come on" she کہا smiling
i smile
"sorry emms but i have to go to a pack meetting" this wasn't a complete lie maybe i would go and hang out with the pack it just feels wrong to sleep on the same بستر when i felt this way about her

her face fell but then smile lighlty and yawn
"well good night seth but could آپ stay a while till i fall asleep is that i been having this nightmare about my parents" she کہا and yawn
"do آپ want to talk about it"i ask
"nope thanks just stay a while please" she beg and patted her بستر
i couldn't say no to her so i went to her بستر she hug me and breath deeply and i hug her
"nights"

after a few منٹ emms fall asleep so i put her تکیا under her head .she was mumbuling quietly like she always did i always bother her and she bother me because she کہا i snore i didn't believe her until she tape me ....

i was going out when i heard something she mutter that stop my دل