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chapter five: Heavenly's POV
"What happened?" asked Jake after he got in the car and we started driving.
"uhh, no one got hurt. i'm happy, i geuss. we just talked and i don't think we'll be talking to the Cullens for a while, but i got you." he کہا smiling the whole time.
i was confused. that was weird for what i had seen earlier.
"you know that really scared me Jacob." i کہا almost mad that he had put me through that.
"i'm sorry babe. but um... آپ start school on the reserve tomorrow."
"oh yeah, i'm excited i geuss."
"i think your lieing" he said
"i am." i کہا back.
"well i'll pick آپ up tomorrow morning and دکھائیں آپ around."
"ok!" i answered to fast.
we were at my house too soon.
"well i'll see آپ tomorrow and you'll explain to me what actually happened tonight." i کہا almost motherly.
"sure, sure. Heavenly,... i love you." he کہا to me as if we'd been saying that normally, and it felt like we did.
"I love آپ too Jake." i کہا and then ran inside, it was raining again.
i walked in and my mom had fallen asleep on the سوفی, لٹانا with her boyfriend
(since yesterday she had fallen in love with this bum.)
the first thing i did was change into my flannels and sit on my بستر watching t.v. but all i was thinking about was Jake. all of a sudden there was a tapping on my window. i went to check it out, and of course it was Jake. i opened the window.
" what are آپ doing here?!" i excaimed in a whisper.
" i uhh... couldn't sleep, can i come in." he asked while he was holding him self up سے طرف کی the ledge on the other side of the window.
" sure" i کہا and got out of the way for him.
he climbed in unphased, ofcourse. he sat on my bed.
" so,.... آپ have a.... big room. i can't fit in my room." he کہا changing all subject.
" i'm surprised آپ can fit in this room." i said, climbing on the بستر اگلے to him.
" aren't آپ tired? یا on patrol یا something?" i asked
" no embry is covering my shifts,.... i've been babysitting his sister."
we both lied there in my bed, just talking and talking.
" Are آپ tell me about this 'exclusive' highschool that i'm going to tomorrow?" i asked, curious.
" not much to tell, oh umm.... we're wrestling in PE." he smiled
" oh wow. that will be a problem."
" it's ok. i'll help you." he کہا with a bigger smile. i couldn't help but blush.
this entire time, i didn't notice 'till now that he was shirtless.
" Jake, how come آپ never wear a shirt?" i asked.
" Why? does my being half naked bother you?" he asked. i blushed even harder.
" Jacob, i swear آپ just...."
" What....?" i was sooo flustered.
suddenly he was leaning over me. his warm body against mine.
" I love آپ Heavenly." he کہا and then kissed me. violently almost. in about six سیکنڈ my hands were in his hair and my legs around his waist while he was over me in push up position. i never wanted it to stop. his warm breath in my mouth, i was getting light headed.
he stopped then,
" آپ need sleep, i should go."
" NO!" i practically yelled. he laughed
" i'll be back tomorrow morning." he کہا and then was gone.
i closed the window, and lie on my bed. i wasn't like i could actually get to sleep, i was up all night thinking about this.
' why does Jake like me of all people?'
' am i dreaming'
' is there anything to worry about at school tomorrow? all the girls there must have loved jake.'