My name is Edward Cullen i am a vampire and i am 109 years old.There are 6 others that i live with they are like my family.Carlisle and Esme are my parents,Alice and Rosalie are my sisters and Jasper and Emmett are my brothers.Alice and Jasper are together and Rosalie and Emmett are together but i have no-one.This is because i dont want anyone,my life is already complete.Today will be just another دن in school,people staring and wispering about how beautiful about us but the worst of it is i can hear what they are thinking.I have a gift and so does alice she can see the future and jasper can control your emotions.I am sitting in my room waiting for the others to be ready to go to school and alice has just walked in my room."Edward we are ready to go school now come on go get your car"."Ok alice oh ya no need to knock ".As i go down the stairs i see everyone together in their couples.I know i should'nt but today i feel jelous of them.I'm in my car driving up to the front of the house when Alice has a vision.It is of a girl with long brown hair with brown eyes kissing me!!.I get out of the car and run into the house when alice has another vision it is the same girl but she is dying.Once i see the vision i feel like i have been kicked in the stomack.I see alice and she looks shocked and sad.I run to her for an explanation for her vision,"Alice what was that".As i کہا that everyone is around alice waiting to hear what she saw."I had a vision of Edward kissing a girl with lon brown hair and brown eyes"."Then i had another one of the girl dying and it looked like because she was dying it felt to Edward that he was dying".Everyone just looked at me."I dont know what to do ut that will not happen"."Well eddie looks like your finally going to get a girl!!"Emmett said."What ever Emmett can we go to school now"."Yes آپ all better get to school"Carlisle said.
When we got to school it was raining.We started to walk to class in the hall ways got really busy and i noticed alot of people where thinking of the girl in alice's vision.It turns out that her name is Iabella سوان, ہنس and she has just moved here from Arizona and her dad is chief swan.I turned to alice and کہا "Alice i know the girl's name it is Isavella سوان, ہنس her dad is chief Swan".As i was looking and talking to alice i felt something hit into me.I turned around to see what i hit into and it was that girl Isabella سوان, ہنس holding her head,she must have hit into me and hit her head i was about to say are آپ ok but then i breathed in and i could taste her.She had the most lovely smell to her blood it was like flowers it made my mouth water i have never wanted another persons blood in all my life.Why would someone do this to me try to destroy me and expose my family.I felt like i was being tortured i was sad and hurt because i wanted to hurt this beautiful girl.Then she said"Ouch,oh my gosh are آپ ok".She must be hurt but she thought i was hurt then i reathed in again it was too much i was going to bite but i put my hand over my mouth."Are آپ ok i was'nt looking where i was going i'm so sorry"she کہا then i realized she had a beautiful voice but i could'nt answer so i just nooded then she said"i'm so sorry if i hurt you"then she walked away.My family was all staring at methen alice کہا "Edward maybe آپ should take the دن off i saw the way آپ looked at her i dont want آپ to hurt her".I took my hand off my mouth and said"Alice i will be fine i will stay away from her and i will never hurt anyone".Then i walked off because i had to go to biology.I kept thinking of Isabella how could one girl taste like this but she only seemed to have this affect on me no-one else was trying not to kill her.I walked into biology i immedatley looked around the room then i saw her sitting there i was so shocked what will i do can i handle this,it is going to be torture.Then mister warner کہا "Go sit in any empty seat".So i looked around the room again to see a نشست then i realized the only empty نشست in the class was the one اگلے to Isabella.I walked down to the نشست and sat down اگلے to her.She looked at me then quickly looked away when see saw i was looking at her the smell of her was all around me so i decided not to breath and not to speak because i would have to open my mouth.She seemed to be akward sitting اگلے to me so she never looked at me but it also looked like she was'nt pay attention to the teacher and she was thinking about something.Then i noticed i could'nt hear thoughts i tried to hear them but i got nothing like she was not think of anything but آپ could see she clearly was سے طرف کی the expression on her face.Then she turned around to me and said"Is there something wrong".I colud'nt say anything so i just shook my head and she turned back around.Then the گھنٹی, بیل rang and i nearly ran out of the classroom into the cafateria where my family was sitting i went and sat with them and said"That girl Isabella is in my biology class and i had to sit اگلے to her".They all looked at me in shock and then jasper کہا "What did آپ do"."I did nothing i didnt breath یا speak and i noticed i cant read her mind".Then emmett کہا "shame she is'nt a vampire shen could actully beat you".then jasper کہا "you better go get a tray of food آپ know so آپ look normal".When he کہا that i got up and went in line to get food to pretent to eat.While i was in the line there was a girl behind me lineing up to i did'nt realize who it was until the door opened and blew wind in the cafateria and straight into the girl behind me then her scent hit me it was the girl Isabella.I immateatly closed my mouth when i got my food i went back to my میز, جدول and everyone in my family was staring at me."Are آپ ok that girl was right behind آپ when the wind came in"jasper said."Yes i am fine now but i dont know how long i can be in control when she is around me"."Maybe آپ should go ہوم and talk to carlisle about her"Alice said."Ok tell the teacher's i got sick"then i left.
I got to the hospital ad went into carlisle's office.Then carlisle came in"Hello Edward whats wrong"."Carlisle there is this girl at school Isabella سوان, ہنس and here blood is so strong i almost killed her today three times and she is in my biology class and i have to sit beside her what do i do i dont want to kill her".i کہا to him and the only look on his face was sadness."Well Edward it seemes Isabella is your singer,a singer is a persons blood is when a certen persons blood is so nice it is the only blood آپ really want but i urg آپ to not harm the girl and stay away from her"he کہا to me."Well that explanes her blood and i dont want to hurt her and i do try to stay away from her but she goes to the same school it is very hard to do carlisle"."Well Edward the only thing to do is try your hardest to controll yourself because we dont want to اقدام and esme really does'nt"."Ok thanks carlisle im going to go ہوم and stay off school for the دن to sort things out bye".
THAT NIGHT :
I lay on my sofa in my room thinking about Isabella about how her blood sing's to me so much it is like the smell of flowers its so mouth watering.It's like she has been sent to me from hell to destroy my life and family.This one girl could destoy me but that wount happen because i will controll myself i can do this i will do this.
When we got to school it was raining.We started to walk to class in the hall ways got really busy and i noticed alot of people where thinking of the girl in alice's vision.It turns out that her name is Iabella سوان, ہنس and she has just moved here from Arizona and her dad is chief swan.I turned to alice and کہا "Alice i know the girl's name it is Isavella سوان, ہنس her dad is chief Swan".As i was looking and talking to alice i felt something hit into me.I turned around to see what i hit into and it was that girl Isabella سوان, ہنس holding her head,she must have hit into me and hit her head i was about to say are آپ ok but then i breathed in and i could taste her.She had the most lovely smell to her blood it was like flowers it made my mouth water i have never wanted another persons blood in all my life.Why would someone do this to me try to destroy me and expose my family.I felt like i was being tortured i was sad and hurt because i wanted to hurt this beautiful girl.Then she said"Ouch,oh my gosh are آپ ok".She must be hurt but she thought i was hurt then i reathed in again it was too much i was going to bite but i put my hand over my mouth."Are آپ ok i was'nt looking where i was going i'm so sorry"she کہا then i realized she had a beautiful voice but i could'nt answer so i just nooded then she said"i'm so sorry if i hurt you"then she walked away.My family was all staring at methen alice کہا "Edward maybe آپ should take the دن off i saw the way آپ looked at her i dont want آپ to hurt her".I took my hand off my mouth and said"Alice i will be fine i will stay away from her and i will never hurt anyone".Then i walked off because i had to go to biology.I kept thinking of Isabella how could one girl taste like this but she only seemed to have this affect on me no-one else was trying not to kill her.I walked into biology i immedatley looked around the room then i saw her sitting there i was so shocked what will i do can i handle this,it is going to be torture.Then mister warner کہا "Go sit in any empty seat".So i looked around the room again to see a نشست then i realized the only empty نشست in the class was the one اگلے to Isabella.I walked down to the نشست and sat down اگلے to her.She looked at me then quickly looked away when see saw i was looking at her the smell of her was all around me so i decided not to breath and not to speak because i would have to open my mouth.She seemed to be akward sitting اگلے to me so she never looked at me but it also looked like she was'nt pay attention to the teacher and she was thinking about something.Then i noticed i could'nt hear thoughts i tried to hear them but i got nothing like she was not think of anything but آپ could see she clearly was سے طرف کی the expression on her face.Then she turned around to me and said"Is there something wrong".I colud'nt say anything so i just shook my head and she turned back around.Then the گھنٹی, بیل rang and i nearly ran out of the classroom into the cafateria where my family was sitting i went and sat with them and said"That girl Isabella is in my biology class and i had to sit اگلے to her".They all looked at me in shock and then jasper کہا "What did آپ do"."I did nothing i didnt breath یا speak and i noticed i cant read her mind".Then emmett کہا "shame she is'nt a vampire shen could actully beat you".then jasper کہا "you better go get a tray of food آپ know so آپ look normal".When he کہا that i got up and went in line to get food to pretent to eat.While i was in the line there was a girl behind me lineing up to i did'nt realize who it was until the door opened and blew wind in the cafateria and straight into the girl behind me then her scent hit me it was the girl Isabella.I immateatly closed my mouth when i got my food i went back to my میز, جدول and everyone in my family was staring at me."Are آپ ok that girl was right behind آپ when the wind came in"jasper said."Yes i am fine now but i dont know how long i can be in control when she is around me"."Maybe آپ should go ہوم and talk to carlisle about her"Alice said."Ok tell the teacher's i got sick"then i left.
I got to the hospital ad went into carlisle's office.Then carlisle came in"Hello Edward whats wrong"."Carlisle there is this girl at school Isabella سوان, ہنس and here blood is so strong i almost killed her today three times and she is in my biology class and i have to sit beside her what do i do i dont want to kill her".i کہا to him and the only look on his face was sadness."Well Edward it seemes Isabella is your singer,a singer is a persons blood is when a certen persons blood is so nice it is the only blood آپ really want but i urg آپ to not harm the girl and stay away from her"he کہا to me."Well that explanes her blood and i dont want to hurt her and i do try to stay away from her but she goes to the same school it is very hard to do carlisle"."Well Edward the only thing to do is try your hardest to controll yourself because we dont want to اقدام and esme really does'nt"."Ok thanks carlisle im going to go ہوم and stay off school for the دن to sort things out bye".
THAT NIGHT :
I lay on my sofa in my room thinking about Isabella about how her blood sing's to me so much it is like the smell of flowers its so mouth watering.It's like she has been sent to me from hell to destroy my life and family.This one girl could destoy me but that wount happen because i will controll myself i can do this i will do this.
ارے twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release تاریخ for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction تاریخ not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is کہا that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the دل which will stop beating soon, the دل which was the reason for me to live, the دل which she had دیا to me to keep محفوظ just like how I had دیا her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the دل which will stop beating soon, the دل which was the reason for me to live, the دل which she had دیا to me to keep محفوظ just like how I had دیا her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what آپ think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what آپ think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when آپ say one of the تبصرے -and you've probably کہا one of the تبصرے مزید then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure آپ can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so مقبول if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my دوستوں just don't understand lol). How many do آپ think آپ can fill, تبصرہ below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what آپ think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure آپ can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so مقبول if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my دوستوں just don't understand lol). How many do آپ think آپ can fill, تبصرہ below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what آپ think please.
So these are, سے طرف کی far, my پسندیدہ quotes from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD