"Why are آپ leaving?" i asked him "I just have to go"he کہا back to me."You cant leave me"i cried back to him "Bella i dont want you".It was like he had slapped me in the face."You.Dont.Love.Me","No"was all he said.His voice sounded hard and cold."What was last night then?"he didnt say anything he just turned his head away from me so i couldnt see his face.Then i realized what happened,i was nothing i was a girl that was not scared of him.So he took his chance,i was used.That thought made me fall and i landed on my butt,he used me he was lying all this time and last night.Something twisted in my stomack i felt really sick he did this to me."I feel sick"he started walking towards me putting his hands out,he still wanted to touch me after this what he has done to me.Then he went to touched me"Dont touch me!"i screamed at him.He pulled away and steped back."I'm sorry",i did not know what to say so i cried back to him"I gave آپ everything".He turned away from me and said"I know آپ did".Then he turned away and started walking to the door when he said"Goodbye Bella" and he was gone.Then it all hit me like a truck,he was gone out of my life forever.No-one there for me at school,not there for me durning the night.I was alone my love my life is gone.
After a while i went up to my room because charlie came back and i didnt want him to see me like this.
A week passed and i was sad,depressed,lonley and deeply heartbroken.I did everything anyone had to do but i was not really there only my body was.I was in my room cirled up in a ball on my بستر when i heard someone come in my window.I looked up and it was Jacob but he was different he was tall,musules,short hair and had a tattoo."How did آپ get up here through my window?"i asked him."There are alot of things i need to tell آپ but first here"then he came on my بستر and gave me a really big hug."I am so sorry bella if that bloodsucker was still here i would rip his head off"i was in shock he knew how?."Bella i know this because we kill vampires but not the cullens and i can kill them because.....i am a werewolf".Now i thought i was dreamig this,is anything in this world normal,then i asked"How are آپ a vampire and how did آپ know....he left"
"Well bella this was in my blood and it past through my dad to me so i am a بھیڑیا and i know because they came and told us"."What did they say?"i really wanted to know."Well they all came they were standing in front of us and the leader said"We are leaving Forks forever so no need to worrie about anyone getting hurt over us".then jacob took a deep breath and carried on"I then asked edward what are آپ just leaving bella,she loves آپ she would probebly die for آپ and آپ are just leaving her آپ cold heartless monster آپ didnt even love her then i went to attack him but i got held back سے طرف کی the others".I was shocked jacob کہا that to him ,it hurt to hear but i feel a litle bit different now that someone کہا something to him."Edward کہا nothing he just looked down then he said"i did what was best for her"then i shouted back to him آپ think thats best for her now i know bella was wrong آپ have no soul no feeling آپ are just a living rock and all آپ did was use bella then break her دل when آپ got board آپ monster"then jacob looked at me and i said"why did آپ say that-"but before i could finish jacob said"i am not finished yet,so i started walking and was just about to pass edward when sam کہا what are آپ going to do now jacob,then i کہا this and i punched edward in the face as hard as i could,his jaw was broken for 2 سیکنڈ then i left"I looked at jacob in shock but then he continued"I was walking away when i heard emmett the big one say Edward آپ so deserved that آپ ***hole"."Thank آپ jacob for everything"."It okay bella i thought آپ might need a bit of surport right now".
Jacob stayed a while we talked about him being a werewolf and i told him about james then he said"How did آپ get this"he was tracing my scar of james teeth on my wrist","It is from james the vampire i told آپ about he bit me aswell"."Who are آپ still human?","After james bit me edward had to suck the venom out so i wouldnt become a vampire".Then jacob started shaking i realized what was happening jacob had told me what happenes to him when he gets angry."Calm down jacob look i am fine now its ok"He then started to stop then he said"thank آپ but i better go sam would want me سے طرف کی now cya","cya jacob"then he jumped out my window.I was amazed to find that i fell asleep after a while.
2 WEEKS LATER:
I have been hanging around jacob like all the time he has helped me alot مزید tha anyone else can.I am in port angeles looking for a new pair of shoes when my stomack twists i run to the bathroom and get sick alot.I think i am sick i will wait another while i might feel better.I am walking around and it has been 2 hours since i was sick then all of a sudden i feel sick again.I run to a bathroom and get sick again.Something is wrong,and for some reason i start counting once twise OMG i am 8 days late.This can be i have to make sure.I go ito the nearest chemist and buy a pregnancy test.I go ہوم and go straight into the bathroom.I did the test now i have to wait 2 minutes.2 منٹ later i pick up the test from the counter its BlUE i am pregnant.I burst out crying.He did this to me edward has done this ruind my life i hate him i still love him with all my life but i really really hate him.I dont know what to do so i go to jacobs homes.I got there and knocked on his door he opened it and said"Bella whats wrong آپ looked sick come in".I went i and said"Edward has ruined my life jacob he has ruined everything for me and left me to deal with it alone"."No bella he has not ruined your life dont worrie".Then i shout at him"I am pregnant jacob he got me pregnant!".All jacob did was stare then he said"Bella what are we going to do","you dont have to do any thing this is my problem not yours"."No Bella i am going through this with آپ no matter what آپ say یا do to me"."Thank آپ jacob but i am not able to get rid of it, it must be a vampire they cannot die i and stuck with this baby and he gets to live his life"."If i knew where he was i would kill him for what he has done to you","ya and i would light him on fire"."You want to kill edward?","Why not he used me,left me and got me pregnant i think i have the right to torture him"."Jacob what am i going to tell charlie and everyone else and this baby will want blood and what doctor am i going to see how am i going to do this?"."Dont worrie bella we will tell everyone edward got آپ pregnant but he does not know and i will hunt for animals to get the blood for the baby and i think this lookes like a normal pregnancy besides the baby".
We told charlie and he said"I am going to hunt that Cullen down and shot him for what he has done to you" .When i told renee she کہا the same but worse and a little of comfort at the end.Jacob keps telling me he is there for me so i کہا ok.
After a while i went up to my room because charlie came back and i didnt want him to see me like this.
A week passed and i was sad,depressed,lonley and deeply heartbroken.I did everything anyone had to do but i was not really there only my body was.I was in my room cirled up in a ball on my بستر when i heard someone come in my window.I looked up and it was Jacob but he was different he was tall,musules,short hair and had a tattoo."How did آپ get up here through my window?"i asked him."There are alot of things i need to tell آپ but first here"then he came on my بستر and gave me a really big hug."I am so sorry bella if that bloodsucker was still here i would rip his head off"i was in shock he knew how?."Bella i know this because we kill vampires but not the cullens and i can kill them because.....i am a werewolf".Now i thought i was dreamig this,is anything in this world normal,then i asked"How are آپ a vampire and how did آپ know....he left"
"Well bella this was in my blood and it past through my dad to me so i am a بھیڑیا and i know because they came and told us"."What did they say?"i really wanted to know."Well they all came they were standing in front of us and the leader said"We are leaving Forks forever so no need to worrie about anyone getting hurt over us".then jacob took a deep breath and carried on"I then asked edward what are آپ just leaving bella,she loves آپ she would probebly die for آپ and آپ are just leaving her آپ cold heartless monster آپ didnt even love her then i went to attack him but i got held back سے طرف کی the others".I was shocked jacob کہا that to him ,it hurt to hear but i feel a litle bit different now that someone کہا something to him."Edward کہا nothing he just looked down then he said"i did what was best for her"then i shouted back to him آپ think thats best for her now i know bella was wrong آپ have no soul no feeling آپ are just a living rock and all آپ did was use bella then break her دل when آپ got board آپ monster"then jacob looked at me and i said"why did آپ say that-"but before i could finish jacob said"i am not finished yet,so i started walking and was just about to pass edward when sam کہا what are آپ going to do now jacob,then i کہا this and i punched edward in the face as hard as i could,his jaw was broken for 2 سیکنڈ then i left"I looked at jacob in shock but then he continued"I was walking away when i heard emmett the big one say Edward آپ so deserved that آپ ***hole"."Thank آپ jacob for everything"."It okay bella i thought آپ might need a bit of surport right now".
Jacob stayed a while we talked about him being a werewolf and i told him about james then he said"How did آپ get this"he was tracing my scar of james teeth on my wrist","It is from james the vampire i told آپ about he bit me aswell"."Who are آپ still human?","After james bit me edward had to suck the venom out so i wouldnt become a vampire".Then jacob started shaking i realized what was happening jacob had told me what happenes to him when he gets angry."Calm down jacob look i am fine now its ok"He then started to stop then he said"thank آپ but i better go sam would want me سے طرف کی now cya","cya jacob"then he jumped out my window.I was amazed to find that i fell asleep after a while.
2 WEEKS LATER:
I have been hanging around jacob like all the time he has helped me alot مزید tha anyone else can.I am in port angeles looking for a new pair of shoes when my stomack twists i run to the bathroom and get sick alot.I think i am sick i will wait another while i might feel better.I am walking around and it has been 2 hours since i was sick then all of a sudden i feel sick again.I run to a bathroom and get sick again.Something is wrong,and for some reason i start counting once twise OMG i am 8 days late.This can be i have to make sure.I go ito the nearest chemist and buy a pregnancy test.I go ہوم and go straight into the bathroom.I did the test now i have to wait 2 minutes.2 منٹ later i pick up the test from the counter its BlUE i am pregnant.I burst out crying.He did this to me edward has done this ruind my life i hate him i still love him with all my life but i really really hate him.I dont know what to do so i go to jacobs homes.I got there and knocked on his door he opened it and said"Bella whats wrong آپ looked sick come in".I went i and said"Edward has ruined my life jacob he has ruined everything for me and left me to deal with it alone"."No bella he has not ruined your life dont worrie".Then i shout at him"I am pregnant jacob he got me pregnant!".All jacob did was stare then he said"Bella what are we going to do","you dont have to do any thing this is my problem not yours"."No Bella i am going through this with آپ no matter what آپ say یا do to me"."Thank آپ jacob but i am not able to get rid of it, it must be a vampire they cannot die i and stuck with this baby and he gets to live his life"."If i knew where he was i would kill him for what he has done to you","ya and i would light him on fire"."You want to kill edward?","Why not he used me,left me and got me pregnant i think i have the right to torture him"."Jacob what am i going to tell charlie and everyone else and this baby will want blood and what doctor am i going to see how am i going to do this?"."Dont worrie bella we will tell everyone edward got آپ pregnant but he does not know and i will hunt for animals to get the blood for the baby and i think this lookes like a normal pregnancy besides the baby".
We told charlie and he said"I am going to hunt that Cullen down and shot him for what he has done to you" .When i told renee she کہا the same but worse and a little of comfort at the end.Jacob keps telling me he is there for me so i کہا ok.
Snap out of it!!!!!
Stop looking at the abs n stare at the talent!!!!!!
As soon as آپ hear Twilight آپ think "OoOoohh Jacob the hot guy" and dont lie and کہا u never thought of that
He didnt get in the movie becuase hes HOOOT!!! He got there becuase he was the best resemblance to the T.S Jacob, He also got there becuase he worked in many good فلمیں like Sharkboy&Lavagirl & Cheaper سے طرف کی the Dozen,He also is a ver good actor for the age of 16
So اگلے time آپ hear "Jacob" Dont think of the abs just stare right into the god-given talent
With the most respect & love for twilight fans=^_^=
LOVE,PEACE,HAPPINESS
SARITASWIMS AKA SARA
Stop looking at the abs n stare at the talent!!!!!!
As soon as آپ hear Twilight آپ think "OoOoohh Jacob the hot guy" and dont lie and کہا u never thought of that
He didnt get in the movie becuase hes HOOOT!!! He got there becuase he was the best resemblance to the T.S Jacob, He also got there becuase he worked in many good فلمیں like Sharkboy&Lavagirl & Cheaper سے طرف کی the Dozen,He also is a ver good actor for the age of 16
So اگلے time آپ hear "Jacob" Dont think of the abs just stare right into the god-given talent
With the most respect & love for twilight fans=^_^=
LOVE,PEACE,HAPPINESS
SARITASWIMS AKA SARA
{#2 TRACK ON TWILIGHT ORIGINAL MOTION PICTURE SOUNDTRACK)
when the thorn بش turns white that's when I'll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don't know where I'll go
And I don't know what I'll see
But I'll try not to bring it back ہوم with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As آپ watch me wander, curse the powers that be
Cause all I want is here and now but its already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far far away, no voices sounding, no one around me and
you're still there
Far far away, no choices passing, no time confounds me and you're still there
In the full moons light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear آپ calling me
But I don't know where I am and I don't trust who I've been
And If I come ہوم how will I ever leave
when the thorn بش turns white that's when I'll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don't know where I'll go
And I don't know what I'll see
But I'll try not to bring it back ہوم with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As آپ watch me wander, curse the powers that be
Cause all I want is here and now but its already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far far away, no voices sounding, no one around me and
you're still there
Far far away, no choices passing, no time confounds me and you're still there
In the full moons light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear آپ calling me
But I don't know where I am and I don't trust who I've been
And If I come ہوم how will I ever leave