I am Renesmee Charley Black well i used to be cullen but i married then love of my life Jacob Black 1 سال پہلے i am now 22 years old.I live in a big beautiful house that my grandmother made for me and jacob.
It is 11 o'clock at night and i am sitting in my front room watching Romeo and Juliet on my tv.I love this film it is the best film ever and my mum likes it too.Romeo was just about to kill himself when jacob comes in the door.
"Nessie your still awake?"jacob asked,everyone calls me nessie and i call jacob jake.
"Yes i was watching this and its not that late is it?i answered back to him sounding happy because i get to be with him.
"No not at all,and i am happy your not asleep i want to tell آپ something"he sounded happy so it must good news.
"What do آپ want to tell me"i asked as he came and sat down beside me.
"Sam and Emily are having a baby?"he کہا back to me he sounded excited.
"That is so good i will go over tomorrow and congratulate them"
I really was happy for them they deserve a baby.I wounder when will jake and i are going to have kids and---before i could finish thinking jake started kissing me.When he pulled away i said
"Do آپ have to go back to the pack tonight?"
I wish he doesnt because i want him tonight.
"Nope only tomorrow"he کہا back then he smiled.
Then we started kissing,then it got مزید passionate.Then jake picked me up and put my legs around his waist and brang me up to our bedroom.On th way he ripped my شرٹ, قمیض off and i ripped his off too.We got in thr bedroom and we feel backwards on the bed,jake was on سب, سب سے اوپر of me.It was a great night .
I woke up and saw that jake had already gone out to the pack,i was ہوم alone.I looked out the window,it was cloudy and cold a normal دن in La Push.I got up and changed into a long light blue سب, سب سے اوپر and white skinny jeans and a pair of blue converse.I went down stairs and into the kitchen,for some reason i wanted eggs.I cooked 2 eggs and some toast,i ate all of it i must be really hungry.When i was finished i went outside into the گیراج and into my red convertable.I drove up to sam and emilys house to congratulate them,i got there in 5 minutes.I knocked at the door and emily answered it,me and emily were good دوستوں since i moved down to la push and married jake.
"Renesmee come in, come in!"she کہا to me as i walked inside.
"I heard the news congratulations i am so happy for you"i کہا and hugged her.
"Thank آپ so how are you?"as she کہا that she tilted her head to the side a little.
"Nothing much it has been boring, but my mum is going away so i am going to see her off so i better get going but i will come over later"i کہا to her.
"Ok then i will see آپ later then"she کہا then i huged her and i left.
I started driving to the airport mum and dad told me to meet them there insted of the house.I got there and went into the DEPARTURES section.I saw everyone standing around with mum.Mum was going to the Voltori because they want to know how i am doing,Dad کہا he would go but mum کہا no.They had a fight about that but like always mum won.I got to where they were standing, mum was saying bye to everyone.I looked at dad,he looked really sad,depressed,heartbroken and concerend.I have never seen mum and dad be apart from each other longer than 1 دن but now they would be apart for 2 weeks.Then mum got to dad it was time for them to say goodbye.
"I am going to miss آپ so much"my mum کہا she sounded exaxtly the same way dad looked.
"You are going to be taking a part of me with you"my dad کہا back to her.When i was younger when they کہا these things i would nearly be sick.But now they were so romantic.
Then my mum and dad started kissing,it was a very passionate kiss it was like the one i gave jacob when he perposed.Then they stoped and my mum said:
"Goodbye i will see آپ in 2 weeks"she still sounded very sad.
Then she went onto the plane,i looked at my dad and it really did look like mum had taken something from him.I walked over to him and gave hima hug and said:
"Its okay dad she will be back before آپ know it"i sounded like i was comforting him and that i exactly what i was trying to do.
"I know it just reminds me of when i left her"he کہا back to me.I was confused dad never told me he left mum once.
We all drove back to the house,everyone went to do something.Emmett and Rosalie went to fix a car,Alice and Jasper went shopping and Carlisle and Esme both went up to the hospital.It was just me and dad sitting in the front room on the sofa.
"Sam and Emily are going to have a baby"i کہا to him to break the silence.
"Really thats good i am happy for them"he کہا he didnt sound and better.
"Dad did آپ ever leave mum before she was a vampire?"i didnt know what he was going to say,but a couple of سیکنڈ dad said:
"Why do آپ ask?"he sounded interested.
"Well when we were at the airport آپ کہا that when mum is gone that it remindes آپ of when آپ left her"i looked at him he seemed to be deliberating something.
"Well yes i did,it was a couple of days after your mothers 18th birthday"He started saying.
"Lets just say her party didnt go so well,and after the party i decided i had to leave to protect her.I told her that people were starting to notice that were werent ageing but was lieing."then he looked at me but i didnt دکھائیں any emotion.
"I told her i didnt love her and i left,it was the hardest thing i have ever done but i did it for her.We all left but i didnt live with the family i went on my own because they would all think about your mum.A couple of months later and i got a phone call from rosalie say bella had killed herself she had jumped off a cliff in La Push.I called her house and j- someone answered and کہا that charlie was at a funaral.Then i really thought she was dead.I didnt want to live if bella wasnt alive so i went to italy to ask to die"then he stoped and looked at me,my mouth was hanging wide open he laughed a little then carried on.
"Alice told Bella what i was going to do beacause i thought she was dead,she came to Italy and saved me and she got through the voltori only is she was turned into a vampire.And آپ know the rest and that is the only time i left your mother".My mouth was still hanging open.
"It is alot to take in i forgot we didnt tell آپ but everything is okay now dont worrie"he کہا and stoked my hair.
Then i leaned over to him and huged him and said:
"I am sorry آپ have to feel like this but i am sure when mum calls آپ will feel much better".I کہا and i got up.
"Dont worrie i will be fine but آپ better get going its getting late"he کہا and kissed me on the forehead.
"Cya dad"i کہا as i left he waved and i got in my car and left.
When i got ہوم jake was already there cooking dinner.I went into the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ and went over to him and he said:
"Oh hi babe how are you?"i looked at him and said:
"Dad told me the story about when he left mum"i sounded a little sad.
Jake stoped cooking and turned around to me and said
"I forgot bella is going today edward must be sad i know its a hard time for him when Bella leaves"then he huged me.
"Ya but mum is going to call so he will feel a little better but anyway what are آپ cooking?"i looked over to what he was cooking,it was pasta.
"Very nice when is it ready i am starving"he picked up the pan and کہا
"Now i hope آپ enjoy"then he surved the dinner.
It was nice and after we went into the front room and started watching tv.Then jake turned to me and said
"I love you"he sounded so loving.
"I love آپ too"then we kissed but the kissing didnt stop and we went upstairs and had a repeat of last night.I am so lucky i have a loving husband and loving parents and family can i get any luckier?.