Jake and I haven't been really speaking today. He thinks I messed up big time yesterday سے طرف کی telling the truth. I think he messed up big time سے طرف کی being rude. Sometimes girls just get moody, and he should know that سے طرف کی now.
The problem with being upset is that it brings all the negative things in your life to attention. Jake and I are not doing so well money wise. His repair دکان is okay but not making enough money to support us. I haven't been to work since the wedding. I thought that once I was married, I wouldn't have to worry about working. Wrong idea.
I kinda feel like I am just useless, and not helping at all. I almost want to go back to work, seeing that we are broke and all. And I am not interested in money from my family. I don't want a hand out.
I walk over to my laptop and go to Hulu. There is nothing for me to do but watch old Saturday Night Live clips. Too bad for me.
I glance down at my phone and think about working again. Yeah I should be on maternity leave, but I could still work anyways.
After thinking about it for a few سیکنڈ I realize that, that is a stupid idea in of it's self.
"Jake."I feel like we need to talk about everything, not just sit around.
He walks into the living room with a سینڈوچ in his hand. His face looks surprised to even hear my voice.
"What?" He asks as he takes a huge bite.
I feel my self squint at how much he eats, not that he isn't a big guy یا what ever but it is still gross.
"How much business is the دکان getting?" I try to start our conversation off with questions. Just to make sure that he doesn't get mad at my speculation.
"Not too many, why?"
"Can آپ put down the سینڈوچ for like five minutes? Because I can't take آپ seriously when your eating like that." I request.
"Sorry." He mutters as he places the سینڈوچ on the table
"Jake let me just get to the point. We are loosing money and if we keep it up we won't be able to provide for little Micah." He sits down as I speak and places his arms around me.
"I know we are, but I am trying to bring business back up." He tries to reassure me, but I don't feel reassured.
"If we have to we can get a loan." He continues, but I hate the idea.
"But we are not taking anything from my family." I feel the need to clarify with him.
He doesn't say anything for a long time, and just holds me.
I don't know what's coming, یا what to expect, but i do know that we will always be together.
The problem with being upset is that it brings all the negative things in your life to attention. Jake and I are not doing so well money wise. His repair دکان is okay but not making enough money to support us. I haven't been to work since the wedding. I thought that once I was married, I wouldn't have to worry about working. Wrong idea.
I kinda feel like I am just useless, and not helping at all. I almost want to go back to work, seeing that we are broke and all. And I am not interested in money from my family. I don't want a hand out.
I walk over to my laptop and go to Hulu. There is nothing for me to do but watch old Saturday Night Live clips. Too bad for me.
I glance down at my phone and think about working again. Yeah I should be on maternity leave, but I could still work anyways.
After thinking about it for a few سیکنڈ I realize that, that is a stupid idea in of it's self.
"Jake."I feel like we need to talk about everything, not just sit around.
He walks into the living room with a سینڈوچ in his hand. His face looks surprised to even hear my voice.
"What?" He asks as he takes a huge bite.
I feel my self squint at how much he eats, not that he isn't a big guy یا what ever but it is still gross.
"How much business is the دکان getting?" I try to start our conversation off with questions. Just to make sure that he doesn't get mad at my speculation.
"Not too many, why?"
"Can آپ put down the سینڈوچ for like five minutes? Because I can't take آپ seriously when your eating like that." I request.
"Sorry." He mutters as he places the سینڈوچ on the table
"Jake let me just get to the point. We are loosing money and if we keep it up we won't be able to provide for little Micah." He sits down as I speak and places his arms around me.
"I know we are, but I am trying to bring business back up." He tries to reassure me, but I don't feel reassured.
"If we have to we can get a loan." He continues, but I hate the idea.
"But we are not taking anything from my family." I feel the need to clarify with him.
He doesn't say anything for a long time, and just holds me.
I don't know what's coming, یا what to expect, but i do know that we will always be together.
two weeks befor he visit
All I could think about was visiting my dad. His name is Charlie. I hadn't visted him in over three years. I would visit him for the whole summer scince I was little. Until I was old enough to make my own decisions, I was about fourteen and a half whe I stoped visiting. Im seventeen now. I live with my mom and her fiance. Her fiance's name is Phil.
I planned on visiting Charlie in two weeks. He was so happy when I phoned him, he کہا he bought me a present for when I come over. To be honest I was a little worried about what it was. But I kept my head held high, maybe he got me a neclace with earings and a bracelet too. I couldn't wait to see what the 'presnt' is.
All I could think about was visiting my dad. His name is Charlie. I hadn't visted him in over three years. I would visit him for the whole summer scince I was little. Until I was old enough to make my own decisions, I was about fourteen and a half whe I stoped visiting. Im seventeen now. I live with my mom and her fiance. Her fiance's name is Phil.
I planned on visiting Charlie in two weeks. He was so happy when I phoned him, he کہا he bought me a present for when I come over. To be honest I was a little worried about what it was. But I kept my head held high, maybe he got me a neclace with earings and a bracelet too. I couldn't wait to see what the 'presnt' is.
آپ KNOW YOUR OBSESSED WITH TWILIGHT WHEN:
1.You see a silver Volvo flying down the سٹریٹ, گلی and yell, "Edward come back!"
2.You ask your boyfriend to rub ice on your lips before he kisses you.
3.You walk around thinking,'I know what آپ
are' encase Edward is nearby.
4.You approach a بھیڑیا without taking precaution.
5.You put the name on your Myspace as, Mrs.Cullen.
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST:
6.When آپ are reading this article!
lol! I hope آپ all enjoyed! Please تبصرہ and rate. TEAM EDWARD!!!
1.You see a silver Volvo flying down the سٹریٹ, گلی and yell, "Edward come back!"
2.You ask your boyfriend to rub ice on your lips before he kisses you.
3.You walk around thinking,'I know what آپ
are' encase Edward is nearby.
4.You approach a بھیڑیا without taking precaution.
5.You put the name on your Myspace as, Mrs.Cullen.
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST:
6.When آپ are reading this article!
lol! I hope آپ all enjoyed! Please تبصرہ and rate. TEAM EDWARD!!!
آپ promised me that
every time we touch
آپ will never release your hold
your hold on to me
your hold on to reality
آپ promised me that
no matter what happens
آپ will comfort my aura
my aura of my stress
my aura of my mind
آپ promised me that
my feelings for آپ
would never change
never change from love
never change from us
آپ promised me that
nothing would ever
be serious in life
that life was a game
but that I was the dice
آپ promised me that
though we come from seperate worlds
no one could hold us back
hold us back from fate
hold us back from destiny
And as I look around the room
I realise
that all of us
in our own two intertwined minds
are Inseperable.
every time we touch
آپ will never release your hold
your hold on to me
your hold on to reality
آپ promised me that
no matter what happens
آپ will comfort my aura
my aura of my stress
my aura of my mind
آپ promised me that
my feelings for آپ
would never change
never change from love
never change from us
آپ promised me that
nothing would ever
be serious in life
that life was a game
but that I was the dice
آپ promised me that
though we come from seperate worlds
no one could hold us back
hold us back from fate
hold us back from destiny
And as I look around the room
I realise
that all of us
in our own two intertwined minds
are Inseperable.
On Italy: "Italy was a dream. Very surreal. I think everyone there, no matter who it was, Rob Pattinson, Kristen Stewart, [director] Chris Weitz یا anyone else would say that it was an experience that they may never go through again. The hospitality of the whole thing, the way they treated us, the whole setting was so magnificent."
On Rob: "Rob, I feel sorry for him a little bit. I feel for him, because he’s like a paparazzi fugitive right now. He can’t leave his house. He’s the most photographed person in the world."
Transformation
When the transformation begins,
the heat flows through your body.
The wind around you,
turns to mist.
Suddenly your on all fours,
racing through the forest.
Your russet brown fur,
swirls in the wind.
Your like a blur,
like a brown line has been sketched into the forest.
Then آپ hear the voices of your pack,
calling آپ to hunt.
Listen while the wind screams past you,
and your packs mind turns into one.
آپ stalk your prey together,
till they see آپ and آپ act as one,
and they have no chance of escape.
آپ feast on your meal,
cleaning your bloody claws.
Then the call of the human world,
reminds آپ to go home.
While the change ends,
but same as the beginning.
The werewolf آپ were,
is now inside of you
When the transformation begins,
the heat flows through your body.
The wind around you,
turns to mist.
Suddenly your on all fours,
racing through the forest.
Your russet brown fur,
swirls in the wind.
Your like a blur,
like a brown line has been sketched into the forest.
Then آپ hear the voices of your pack,
calling آپ to hunt.
Listen while the wind screams past you,
and your packs mind turns into one.
آپ stalk your prey together,
till they see آپ and آپ act as one,
and they have no chance of escape.
آپ feast on your meal,
cleaning your bloody claws.
Then the call of the human world,
reminds آپ to go home.
While the change ends,
but same as the beginning.
The werewolf آپ were,
is now inside of you