Two weeks پہلے it was my 18th birthday Edwards family threw a surprise party for me,but it went horrible wrong.I cut my fingure and Jasper tried to kill me,edward flung me back but i cut myself on glass.Carlisle fixed me but i knew edward was very upset.He hated himself he کہا it was his fault but its not,he کہا a normal boyfriend could stay with me if i was bleading.I didint say anything to him i just let him get his anger out he needed to.That night Charlie got called out and had to go then edward changed he started kissing me and didnt stop.We made love that night the best night of my life.I woke that morning feeling fine but then charlie کہا Isabella Marie سوان, ہنس get down here,i knew i was in trouble he never کہا my full name unless i was in trouble.It turned out he was just angry for me not going to work thank goodness i thought he knew what me and edward did.Ever since then edward has been with me constantly but he always seemed a bit sad,we didnt make love again i didnt object because i didnt mind as long as i was with him.
Today is Friday edward will be going hunting tomorrow so i wont see him so i will spend all my time with him today,he wanted to spent his time with me so why not.We were walking to class when i felt a bit sick must be from lunch so i kept walking to biology.We sat down in our seats the teacher will be here in a few منٹ so i will talk to edward.I turned to him,he looked beautiful like a greek god,bronze messy hair golden eyes perfect features he was beautiful head to toe.He turned to me and took my hand.
"You look beautiful today"he کہا with a dazzling smile دکھانا his pearly white teeth.
"Thanks"i کہا blushing he touched my cheek and laughed a bit.I looked at him and he looked at me,there was and emotion in his eyes that was trying to be hidden it was sadness deep sadness and agony and regret.It made me sad to see him sad.
"Whats wrong?"i asked sounding sad.His eyes widened a bit.
"Nothing is wrong why?"he asked controling his voice.
"Because your eyes are giving آپ away and i can tell آپ are controling your voice i'm not that stupid edward"i کہا a bit anoyed that he lied to me.His mouth was hanging open a bit he was shocked that i noticed that.
"Its just that....jasper hates himself even though it was my fault"he کہا sadly.
"It was not your fault,it just happened i told آپ both it wasnt your fault but آپ still dont believe,your just as stubborn as me"i کہا sighing.He smiled.
"Feel better?"i asked him.
"Yes a little bit"he کہا looking down.
Then the teacher came in,the lesson was fine nothing great but i was glad it was over because i was the end of the day.Edward drove me ہوم then came inside,we layed on the sofa he put his arms around me and i put my head on his chest.
"I Love آپ never forget that"he کہا to me after a while.
"I Love آپ too always"i کہا to him then he huged me tighter.
"You are the best thing that ever happened to me, آپ changed me forever آپ will always have my heart"he کہا to me then kissed my forhead.
"You are the most beautifuliest,kindest,loveliest none selfish person i have ever met i would never hurt آپ unless it was to save you"he said, i felt like crying,it sounded like something آپ would here in those old love stories.
"You are the same"i کہا to him.
"No i am not"he کہا sadly.
"Yes آپ are,you just dont see yourself that way thats another thing ,you are always thinking of others and not yourself"i کہا to him and looked up at him.He smiled down at me then kissed me,Every time he kisses me my دل nearly explodes.Then he stoped he started stroking my cheek.
"When are آپ going hunting?"i asked.his face fell a bit.
"Actually i hae to leave in a minute"he کہا a bit sad.
"Why i thought آپ were going tomorrow"i کہا now upset he stroked my cheek again.
"I'm sorry i will see آپ tomorrow"he کہا to me chokeing a bit at the end.Then we stood up and started walking to the door.
"See آپ tomorrow then"i کہا sadly i dont want him to go.He then kissed me,i thought it would be a peck but it was a passionate kiss.
"Goodbye"he کہا to me then left.
I sat back down on the sofa and started watching tv,after a few منٹ i felt a bit sick again.Then it got worse,i ran to the sink and was sick but it was blood.What the hell?i thought to myself i have to go to the hospital.Edward will be gone سے طرف کی now,i drove to the hospital and went inside.
"Bella whats wrong?"carlisle asked,i guessed he would be here he must not be going hunting with edward.
"Um i dont know i was feeling sick earlier then it happened again a while پہلے then i vomited blood"i کہا to him in a worried voice.He looked at me shocked and worried.
"Alright come in here and i will examin you"he کہا walking into another room.I layed on the hospital بستر and he started feeling my stomack it hurt when he pushed a little harder.
"Have آپ been sexually active"he asked still examining my stomack.
"Yes"then he looked up he must think with someone else.
"Edward"i کہا to him his eyes widened a bit he was shocked.
"When?"he asked.
"Um...2 weeks ago"i کہا to him i wonder where thhis is leading to.He started shaking his head.
"I am going to do and ultra sound"he کہا in a low voice.Then it clicked,my period is 7 days late i might be pregnant.
"It cant be he is a vampire"i کہا to him.
"It has only been known for female vamires are not able to pregnant,no-onw کہا male vampires cant impregnate humans it is very....uncommon physical relationships between vampires and humans"he کہا to me then turned on the machine.He started moving the wand on my stomack then said:
"I cant find your uterurs it seems it is being protected سے طرف کی something i cant get an ultra sound on it"he کہا shocked.
"So am i pregnant?"i asked not confued.
"You have the signs of pregnancy but i will have to do other tests to be sure"he کہا he did the other test after he got the results he came back to me.
"Bella,you are pregnant and it is edwards"he کہا to me.
"What are we going to do?"i asked now i am scared.
"I dont know آپ will not have a totally normal pregnany,you will be pregnant for 8 months instead of 9 and the baby might want blood because it is half vampire"he کہا to me,now i was in shock.
"I am going to have to drink blood when the baby gets bigger arent i"i کہا to him but it was a whisper.
"Yes but it might want human food too as it is half human"he sais to me.i nodded.
"What are we going to tell edward?"i کہا now thinking about how he will react.
"Well i think we should tell him straight away"he کہا to me.
"We will tell him but he has to hunt first.it might be better"i کہا to him still kinda whispering.
"Okay then i will drop آپ ہوم come"he said.We went and ot in his car.
"I am so sorry for this bella"he کہا sadly.
"Dont worrie carlisle its not your fault"i کہا to him.
"How do آپ think edward will react"i asked him.
"I dont know he is very protective of آپ so it will be very difficult to know how he will react"he کہا to me sounding unsure.
"Did alice go hunting?"i asked him.
"No just Edward,Emmett and Jasper i will ask alice to come up to you"he کہا as i got out of the car.
"Thank آپ carlisle for everything"i کہا to him then went inside.I looked at the clock.6 o'clock i better make charlie some رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا in a while.After a few منٹ alice knocked at the door.
"Bella its alice"she کہا loud enough so that i could hear her.
"Come in"i کہا to her in a worried voice.I was sitting on the sofa.She came in and sat on the sofa اگلے to me,she looked at me then put her arms around me.
"Whats wrong?"she asked,she must not hae seen i and carlisle didnt tell her.
"I'm pregnant....edwards the dad even ask carlisle"i کہا to her i looked at her.Her mouth was open eyes wide she looked totally shocked.Then she huged me tighter.
"I dont know what to say sorry and congratulations i guess"she کہا in an insure voice.
"How will edward react i am going to tell him tomorrow"i کہا to her.Her eyes went blank then she gasped then looked at me.
"What"i کہا to her.
"He is going to be shocked"she کہا but i could see there was مزید because she looked sad.I was about to ask what else she saw but then i felt sick again.I ran to the sink and was sick again.
"Dont worrie bella i will stay with you"she کہا in a caring voice.
"Thank you"i کہا after i cleaned myself.
Alice helped me make charlies رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا then said:
"Can آپ ask charlie if i can sleep i dont like being here without permision at night unlike edward"she کہا smiling.
"Ya thats fine"i کہا smiling to her then charlie walked in.
"Hi dad"i کہا as he walked into the kitchen.
"Hi bella how are you?"he asked.
"I'm fine"i کہا i couldnt tell him i was pregnant until i told edward.
We sat down eating alice aid she already ate so she just sat at the table.
"Um dad can alice sleep tonight seens as its friday"i کہا to him
"Ya thats fine nice to have آپ here"he کہا to me smiling.
At around 10 o'clock charlie went to بستر and me and alice sat on the sofa's.
"Its okay bella everything will be okay,i will always be here for آپ no matter what happenes are what anyone says"she کہا to me comforting me.I smiled up at her she is so nice to me she is like a sister,i fell asleep with my head on alice's shoulder.
I woke up and charlie was gone and alice was making breakfast.I walked into the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ and sat at the table.
"Good morning"i کہا to her.
"Good morning to آپ too how do آپ feel?"she asked as she put breakfast on my plate.
"Fine i dont feel sick until i am actually going to be sick"i کہا as i ate an egg.
"Well i better go ہوم edward will be back i will tell him to come over ya"she کہا as she stood up.
"Yes please"i کہا to her.
"Thanks for last night"i کہا to her as she walked to the door.
"Its okay bella cya later"she کہا then left.
I finished my breakfast then went upstairs and got changed,i sat in the front room waiting for edward to come.I started thinking what i am going to tell him.Then there was a knock at the door,i went and opened it.It was edward he looked sad really sad i wonder did alice tell him.
"Hi"i کہا to him.
"Hello"he کہا to me in a garded voice.
"Come for a walk with me"he کہا to me,i nodded then we started walking we walked into the woods then he stoped.
"My family i have to leave"he کہا without looking at me.It was like i had been slaped.
"People are noticing that carlisle is not aging and it is time for my family to go anyway"he کہا this time to my face.
"You cant leave me"i chocked out,he cant he کہا he loves me he just کہا it yeaterday i am carrying his child.
"Bella i dont what you"he کہا in a sturn voice looking at me.
"You dont love me"i whispered in disbalife why is he doing this to me.
"I mean nothing to آپ do i?"i کہا now getting angry.
"No آپ do mean something to me it's just ....your not right for me"he کہا through his teeth.
"I'm not right for you,your the vampire"i nearly shouted at him.He looked down.
"Im sorry bella"he کہا then he turned around but before he ran off i said:
"I'm pregnant"in an angry voice while looking away.What will he say now.


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