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thanks.. hope آپ enjoy it was really hard to write this..thanks <3 love meg
Aro looked me up and down. A wicked smile taking over his dark expression. “ hello young friend how can i help you?” he muttered pleasantly. Rising up from the سونا guild chair at the end of the room. Caius and Marcus sat silently- scrutinising me. Their minds concentrating mainly on my eye colour. I کہا nothing to Aro as he approached me. “ آپ are part of Carlisle’s coven? Correct?” he asked- him also observing my eyes closely. A responded with one stern nod. My body and mind not allowing me to respond in any other way. My mind was hardly there- nothing in my body functioning- my lungs, my دل – all my internal organs completely removed – now i was hollow- but not just hollow- it was as if acid had taken its place- every part of me ached and burned.
“so what is it that آپ enquire from us on this day? What is your name?” i looked up at his face, His skin chalky and translucent. “Edward” The words made a gusting sound from my lips, the three minds in the room took in my tortured expression, the emptiness of my voice- the dead look in my eyes. Aro looked at his brothers for a second, then the floor- then he turned his vile red eyes in my direction. “ has Carlisle told آپ about my gift?” he asked in a fake sense of politeness- his mind bent around a way to kill me as quickly as possible if i pose a threat. I nodded again- and held my hand out in front of my torso. He nodded a slight smile crossing his face, his brittle skin touched mine- watching my everythought that had ever crossed my mind.
My gift allowed me to view them also- the ancient perception of my mothers face, my first memory of carlilse- Aro’s mind enjoying the کڑوا, تلخ memory of my vigilante days, the crimson in my eyes. The memorys of alice’s gift came then- Which i regretted instantly- Aro dwelled upon her, he was viewing her as an acquisition. Then popped up bella. Reliving everything through his mind was probably the most excrutiating thing i could have ever imagined. Him now experiencing the feeling of her in my arms in the meadow,the first time i caught her scent in biology, the warmth and taste of her lips the first time i kissed her, the pain of seeing her mangled and broken after james’s attempt at murdering her. It was nothing close to the pain i was feeling at living back these memories. He looked at me wearily as i felt my knees buckle.
I would never experience any of these things again. Never see her blush, stroke the beautifull delicate skin across her cheekbones. Never hold her in my arms- and feel her soft breathing against my chest i would never get to save her life. I drowned in the pain- my bella, my poor bella. Aro let go of my hand. Already knowing what i wanted he walked over to his brothers but was back in front of me within seconds.
“ so what is it that آپ desire Edward?” he asked. His voice almost stabbing me. I lifted my head up – knowing my face would already portray exactly what it was i wanted “i want” i کہا not sure if i would be able to finish “to die” i said. My fists clenching as i read his mind. “ and why is that?” he said. “i have lost something. That it is not possible to live without” i کہا the words burning like acid as they flew from my mouth.
He nodded and started to دائرے, حلقہ me. Like a vulture- feeding from the misery and pain that circled through my body. “ a human girl”he said. And i nodded once. His thoughts pondering around why i could possibly be drawn to her. I glared at him. A growl escaping my lips he put too hands in front of himself palms facing towards me “ apologies. Im afraid im not good at controlling my thoughts my young friend. I should probably have seen in coming. Carlilse’s opinion of humans always baffled me”. He laughed slightly. My fists clenched tightly “ i should have known eventually one of his coven would end up falling in love with one of them. Still its still very much a suprise “ he said.
As if he was discussing reading a good book. He walked up to me and put his hand on my shoulder standing in front of me- it took all the streghnth in my body not to shrug it off. “ please wait through there Edward whilst i ponder your request with my brothers. I nodded and walked away. Knowing the اگلے few منٹ would be pure torture. Praying that they would say yes
thanks.. hope آپ enjoy it was really hard to write this..thanks <3 love meg
Aro looked me up and down. A wicked smile taking over his dark expression. “ hello young friend how can i help you?” he muttered pleasantly. Rising up from the سونا guild chair at the end of the room. Caius and Marcus sat silently- scrutinising me. Their minds concentrating mainly on my eye colour. I کہا nothing to Aro as he approached me. “ آپ are part of Carlisle’s coven? Correct?” he asked- him also observing my eyes closely. A responded with one stern nod. My body and mind not allowing me to respond in any other way. My mind was hardly there- nothing in my body functioning- my lungs, my دل – all my internal organs completely removed – now i was hollow- but not just hollow- it was as if acid had taken its place- every part of me ached and burned.
“so what is it that آپ enquire from us on this day? What is your name?” i looked up at his face, His skin chalky and translucent. “Edward” The words made a gusting sound from my lips, the three minds in the room took in my tortured expression, the emptiness of my voice- the dead look in my eyes. Aro looked at his brothers for a second, then the floor- then he turned his vile red eyes in my direction. “ has Carlisle told آپ about my gift?” he asked in a fake sense of politeness- his mind bent around a way to kill me as quickly as possible if i pose a threat. I nodded again- and held my hand out in front of my torso. He nodded a slight smile crossing his face, his brittle skin touched mine- watching my everythought that had ever crossed my mind.
My gift allowed me to view them also- the ancient perception of my mothers face, my first memory of carlilse- Aro’s mind enjoying the کڑوا, تلخ memory of my vigilante days, the crimson in my eyes. The memorys of alice’s gift came then- Which i regretted instantly- Aro dwelled upon her, he was viewing her as an acquisition. Then popped up bella. Reliving everything through his mind was probably the most excrutiating thing i could have ever imagined. Him now experiencing the feeling of her in my arms in the meadow,the first time i caught her scent in biology, the warmth and taste of her lips the first time i kissed her, the pain of seeing her mangled and broken after james’s attempt at murdering her. It was nothing close to the pain i was feeling at living back these memories. He looked at me wearily as i felt my knees buckle.
I would never experience any of these things again. Never see her blush, stroke the beautifull delicate skin across her cheekbones. Never hold her in my arms- and feel her soft breathing against my chest i would never get to save her life. I drowned in the pain- my bella, my poor bella. Aro let go of my hand. Already knowing what i wanted he walked over to his brothers but was back in front of me within seconds.
“ so what is it that آپ desire Edward?” he asked. His voice almost stabbing me. I lifted my head up – knowing my face would already portray exactly what it was i wanted “i want” i کہا not sure if i would be able to finish “to die” i said. My fists clenching as i read his mind. “ and why is that?” he said. “i have lost something. That it is not possible to live without” i کہا the words burning like acid as they flew from my mouth.
He nodded and started to دائرے, حلقہ me. Like a vulture- feeding from the misery and pain that circled through my body. “ a human girl”he said. And i nodded once. His thoughts pondering around why i could possibly be drawn to her. I glared at him. A growl escaping my lips he put too hands in front of himself palms facing towards me “ apologies. Im afraid im not good at controlling my thoughts my young friend. I should probably have seen in coming. Carlilse’s opinion of humans always baffled me”. He laughed slightly. My fists clenched tightly “ i should have known eventually one of his coven would end up falling in love with one of them. Still its still very much a suprise “ he said.
As if he was discussing reading a good book. He walked up to me and put his hand on my shoulder standing in front of me- it took all the streghnth in my body not to shrug it off. “ please wait through there Edward whilst i ponder your request with my brothers. I nodded and walked away. Knowing the اگلے few منٹ would be pure torture. Praying that they would say yes
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the دل which will stop beating soon, the دل which was the reason for me to live, the دل which she had دیا to me to keep محفوظ just like how I had دیا her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the دل which will stop beating soon, the دل which was the reason for me to live, the دل which she had دیا to me to keep محفوظ just like how I had دیا her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what آپ think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what آپ think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when آپ say one of the تبصرے -and you've probably کہا one of the تبصرے مزید then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure آپ can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so مقبول if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my دوستوں just don't understand lol). How many do آپ think آپ can fill, تبصرہ below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what آپ think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure آپ can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so مقبول if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my دوستوں just don't understand lol). How many do آپ think آپ can fill, تبصرہ below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what آپ think please.
So these are, سے طرف کی far, my پسندیدہ quotes from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD