CHAPTER 18
It has been 2 days, 3 hours, and 25 منٹ and 3 seconds. Since I have been sitting here, thinking. Thinking of everything that has happened the last few days. I have killed both the سیکنڈ most powerful vampires in our world. I killed Jane and Alec. I still feel as though I failed. I failed my family. I failed my daughter. Though these days that I have been thinking I have been sitting in my room as still as a statute, not moving یا breathing. Scared that realty will come down fast and harder then I would like it to.
“Bella, honey, what are آپ thinking?” My beloved asked. It has been the first time anyone has talked scene we came in this room. I don’t mind the silence. I miss it even.
“Nothing” I stated. I know I am lying but I don’t want to worry him and everyone down stairs. Who with no doubt are listening to every word for answers? I feel as though I should tell him but I can’t bring myself to do it. “Nothing at all” I کہا again with مزید convened then last time.
“Bella, don’t lie to me. I have known آپ for almost for 8 years. Don’t آپ dare lie to me. All it’s going to do it destroy us. So please Bella, just talk to me.” He said. He had a string of worry in his voice. Though Edward was always hiding it and covered it with a light hint of a teasing tone.
“Edward, are آپ sure آپ want to know?” I asked hoping he would say no but he shakes his head yes. So I go into explain everything. Well kind of everything. “Fine. آپ asked for it.” I Sighed. Then begin. “I feel as though I failed آپ and my daughter, my own daughter. Who I wasn’t there for, instead I was battling the most ridiculous vampires in this lifetime. I failed this family. I feel as though I don’t deserve to be in this family. I don’t belong in this family. آپ guys are saints compared to me. God, I killed the most powerful vampires one سے طرف کی one. I also still have Aro and I have this weird feeling as though I may have to fight them just to follow through with the deal. I also have to make sure I find someone that will do a good job of being leader instead of having to be taken down later down the road.” I took a deep breath. This really wasn’t needed. “Edward, I am a monster. There is no taking back that I am. I am the one who killed two people not in even a few days ago. I am the one who is willing to kill Aro and everyone else who gets in the way of my family even if it kills me in the progress. Worst of all I am the worst mother, wife, also the worst person and also worst person to be in a family with.” I stated all of this in less than a منٹ rant. I was upset with myself. I was mad at myself. I just wanted to crawl in بستر and sob and cry the tears I will never be able to shed. He was going to convene me I didn’t do anything and say I am wrong but I don’t believe him. “Edward Mason Cullen, don’t آپ dare.” I yelled. “Just don’t آپ dare tell me I am wrong and that nothing I کہا was right.” I screamed. “Don’t آپ DARE!!!” I seethed. I could tell just سے طرف کی the look in his eyes that he was planning on doing just that. “Please Edward. Just don’t.” I stated. I fell into his arms and sobbed for everything and anything.
“Bella, I know آپ don’t want to say anything but I feel as though it’s my job to say something. I also know it’s my job to care and help. Bella, آپ have not failed. آپ have won. آپ have won back our freedom and our time to spend endless time together with OUR daughter and OUR family because of you. Bella, آپ belong with our crazy, messed up family. Yes indeed آپ have killed Jane and Alec but that doesn’t make آپ a crazy monster. It makes آپ the wife that I love and makes آپ the amazing mother آپ are. It makes آپ the daughter and sister –in –law that they love. Yes, I wouldn’t be surprised if آپ had to take down Aro and آپ won. Though let us help آپ when it comes to that part. Please? “He took a breath and looked at me and held me tighter. “ Bella Cullen, آپ are no monster because your number one reason for fighting was for your family. I would have done the same if I knew what was going on” He said. He stared down at and started laughing. “We would all do that if need be. Don’t ever forget that. Don’t allow yourself to forget that آپ are not alone. That آپ have a whole big family downstairs and آپ have Neisse and I. I will always be سے طرف کی your side. If آپ let me.” He stated and he kissed me. We were soon interrupted Emmett.
Yeah Bells were all here for you. No matter what kind of trouble آپ are in. آپ got to help. Even though what آپ did out there was killer. It was amazing. آپ got to teach me how to do some of that crap آپ did.” I laughed and کہا maybe. “Oh, no maybes. I get a defiantly from آپ missy. I understand آپ are stubborn as hell. God, did we just realize how stubborn آپ were when آپ pushed us all away. Though just because آپ as stubborn as hell that doesn’t mean I won’t beat your ass.” He was standing in front of me with his arms out for a hug and I ran into them. He was my big teddy برداشت, ریچھ that was my big brother that I knew had until now.
“Thanks Emmett. That was good to hear from you.” I said. With the love had for my پسندیدہ brother –in-law coming out thickly.
“Your welcome, Bells. Now how about آپ come down stairs and explain what the hell happened.” Emmett said. I looked at Edward in a silent look asking if it would be okay and if he would come with me. He just nodded and picked me up and ran down the stairs into the living room bring me down also.
“GUYS!” I yelled. “We need to talk everyone meet up in the living room.” I yelled. I walked over to the coach where my daughter was sitting and I grabbed onto her not letting go just letting her cry and sob into my shirt.
“I am so sorry honey” I said. “I love آپ baby girl” I کہا and hugged her again. Edward sat down اگلے to us and wiped away the tears falling down her cheeks.
10 منٹ later
Everyone filled into the room taking any نشست available. I took a deep breath before I looked at everyone and saw confusion and a million other expressions but the one that stand out the most is love and concern and relief and worry. Once everyone realized I was ready all hell broke loose.
It has been 2 days, 3 hours, and 25 منٹ and 3 seconds. Since I have been sitting here, thinking. Thinking of everything that has happened the last few days. I have killed both the سیکنڈ most powerful vampires in our world. I killed Jane and Alec. I still feel as though I failed. I failed my family. I failed my daughter. Though these days that I have been thinking I have been sitting in my room as still as a statute, not moving یا breathing. Scared that realty will come down fast and harder then I would like it to.
“Bella, honey, what are آپ thinking?” My beloved asked. It has been the first time anyone has talked scene we came in this room. I don’t mind the silence. I miss it even.
“Nothing” I stated. I know I am lying but I don’t want to worry him and everyone down stairs. Who with no doubt are listening to every word for answers? I feel as though I should tell him but I can’t bring myself to do it. “Nothing at all” I کہا again with مزید convened then last time.
“Bella, don’t lie to me. I have known آپ for almost for 8 years. Don’t آپ dare lie to me. All it’s going to do it destroy us. So please Bella, just talk to me.” He said. He had a string of worry in his voice. Though Edward was always hiding it and covered it with a light hint of a teasing tone.
“Edward, are آپ sure آپ want to know?” I asked hoping he would say no but he shakes his head yes. So I go into explain everything. Well kind of everything. “Fine. آپ asked for it.” I Sighed. Then begin. “I feel as though I failed آپ and my daughter, my own daughter. Who I wasn’t there for, instead I was battling the most ridiculous vampires in this lifetime. I failed this family. I feel as though I don’t deserve to be in this family. I don’t belong in this family. آپ guys are saints compared to me. God, I killed the most powerful vampires one سے طرف کی one. I also still have Aro and I have this weird feeling as though I may have to fight them just to follow through with the deal. I also have to make sure I find someone that will do a good job of being leader instead of having to be taken down later down the road.” I took a deep breath. This really wasn’t needed. “Edward, I am a monster. There is no taking back that I am. I am the one who killed two people not in even a few days ago. I am the one who is willing to kill Aro and everyone else who gets in the way of my family even if it kills me in the progress. Worst of all I am the worst mother, wife, also the worst person and also worst person to be in a family with.” I stated all of this in less than a منٹ rant. I was upset with myself. I was mad at myself. I just wanted to crawl in بستر and sob and cry the tears I will never be able to shed. He was going to convene me I didn’t do anything and say I am wrong but I don’t believe him. “Edward Mason Cullen, don’t آپ dare.” I yelled. “Just don’t آپ dare tell me I am wrong and that nothing I کہا was right.” I screamed. “Don’t آپ DARE!!!” I seethed. I could tell just سے طرف کی the look in his eyes that he was planning on doing just that. “Please Edward. Just don’t.” I stated. I fell into his arms and sobbed for everything and anything.
“Bella, I know آپ don’t want to say anything but I feel as though it’s my job to say something. I also know it’s my job to care and help. Bella, آپ have not failed. آپ have won. آپ have won back our freedom and our time to spend endless time together with OUR daughter and OUR family because of you. Bella, آپ belong with our crazy, messed up family. Yes indeed آپ have killed Jane and Alec but that doesn’t make آپ a crazy monster. It makes آپ the wife that I love and makes آپ the amazing mother آپ are. It makes آپ the daughter and sister –in –law that they love. Yes, I wouldn’t be surprised if آپ had to take down Aro and آپ won. Though let us help آپ when it comes to that part. Please? “He took a breath and looked at me and held me tighter. “ Bella Cullen, آپ are no monster because your number one reason for fighting was for your family. I would have done the same if I knew what was going on” He said. He stared down at and started laughing. “We would all do that if need be. Don’t ever forget that. Don’t allow yourself to forget that آپ are not alone. That آپ have a whole big family downstairs and آپ have Neisse and I. I will always be سے طرف کی your side. If آپ let me.” He stated and he kissed me. We were soon interrupted Emmett.
Yeah Bells were all here for you. No matter what kind of trouble آپ are in. آپ got to help. Even though what آپ did out there was killer. It was amazing. آپ got to teach me how to do some of that crap آپ did.” I laughed and کہا maybe. “Oh, no maybes. I get a defiantly from آپ missy. I understand آپ are stubborn as hell. God, did we just realize how stubborn آپ were when آپ pushed us all away. Though just because آپ as stubborn as hell that doesn’t mean I won’t beat your ass.” He was standing in front of me with his arms out for a hug and I ran into them. He was my big teddy برداشت, ریچھ that was my big brother that I knew had until now.
“Thanks Emmett. That was good to hear from you.” I said. With the love had for my پسندیدہ brother –in-law coming out thickly.
“Your welcome, Bells. Now how about آپ come down stairs and explain what the hell happened.” Emmett said. I looked at Edward in a silent look asking if it would be okay and if he would come with me. He just nodded and picked me up and ran down the stairs into the living room bring me down also.
“GUYS!” I yelled. “We need to talk everyone meet up in the living room.” I yelled. I walked over to the coach where my daughter was sitting and I grabbed onto her not letting go just letting her cry and sob into my shirt.
“I am so sorry honey” I said. “I love آپ baby girl” I کہا and hugged her again. Edward sat down اگلے to us and wiped away the tears falling down her cheeks.
10 منٹ later
Everyone filled into the room taking any نشست available. I took a deep breath before I looked at everyone and saw confusion and a million other expressions but the one that stand out the most is love and concern and relief and worry. Once everyone realized I was ready all hell broke loose.
This scene is very revealing because we can see the bracelet that Jacob gave Bella plus the bite mark left سے طرف کی James and finally the ring, too.
Remember that this ring is very special because it belonged to Elizabeth Masen, the biological mother of Edward, so it has a lot of sentimental value.
The ring is gorgeous, with tons of diamonds. It shows the true love that Edward has for Bella, and that he wants to spend eternity with her.
Of course, the ring scene in the book and movie is one of the most romantic and emotional of the Twilight series.
how i finished the beginning of this sentance:
jacob black:
sucks
has rabies
is mental
is on steroids
tried to steal bella
failed at stealing bella
hates edward
is stupid
is retarded
couldn't be a human
is a dog
is sooooooooooooooooo-ooooooooooo-oooooooo-ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
retarded i can't even say how stupid he is and he should never تاریخ renesmee and is a big fat lozer who wont ever تاریخ a cool girl and to prove it he forced bella to kiss him. wat a lozer...:)
i hate jacob
team edward... <3
jacob black:
sucks
has rabies
is mental
is on steroids
tried to steal bella
failed at stealing bella
hates edward
is stupid
is retarded
couldn't be a human
is a dog
is sooooooooooooooooo-ooooooooooo-oooooooo-ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
retarded i can't even say how stupid he is and he should never تاریخ renesmee and is a big fat lozer who wont ever تاریخ a cool girl and to prove it he forced bella to kiss him. wat a lozer...:)
i hate jacob
team edward... <3
At first the فہرست included Gus وین Sant, Sofia Coppola, and Bill Condon discovered سے طرف کی Hollywood insider Nikkie Finke who writes for Deadline Hollywood. Then the name Stephen Daldry surfaced discovered سے طرف کی the LA Times. Right after that MTV (there seems to be a pattern here, you’ll see in a minute) asked The Runaways director, Floria Sigismondi, if she were interested and she gave a polite and non-committal answer.
Now enter M. Night Shyamalan, director of the upcoming The Last Airbender that stars Jackson Rathbone. MTV put the سوال to him, and to our surprise M. Knight (can we call him just Knight?) was a apparently پرستار of the first movie…who knew?
“”I would’ve loved to be– I love the series, and Catherine [Hardwicke's] movie, it was one of my پسندیدہ فلمیں of that year,” he said. “Really, I thought tonally, it was a perfect movie. I called her up after I saw ‘Twilight’ and was like ‘That was amazing.’ So I’m a big fan.”
i like the movie ebcause its fantastic and romance
.. i love the love stories in فلمیں :)
andd for this..and the actor play their roles good :)
what آپ think about edward,bella,jacob,alice,rosalie,emet, and for the others :)
what is your favourite twilight vampire??
why آپ like your favourite vampire?
do آپ read the books?
do آپ lovve the books?
what is your favourite book from twilight
what آپ think about edward and bella like a couple??
what آپ want to write about the movie,write here
give the ideas,and if آپ want suggest some play for twilight in this club :)
and invite آپ دوستوں ;d :) to write in the مضمون
.. i love the love stories in فلمیں :)
andd for this..and the actor play their roles good :)
what آپ think about edward,bella,jacob,alice,rosalie,emet, and for the others :)
what is your favourite twilight vampire??
why آپ like your favourite vampire?
do آپ read the books?
do آپ lovve the books?
what is your favourite book from twilight
what آپ think about edward and bella like a couple??
what آپ want to write about the movie,write here
give the ideas,and if آپ want suggest some play for twilight in this club :)
and invite آپ دوستوں ;d :) to write in the مضمون
10 Ways to Annoy Carlisle Cullen
10. Tell him only to address آپ in a cute English accent.
9. Call him Carlisle, but be sure to pronounce the “s”. When he corrects you, give him a weird look and tell him the “q” is silent.
8. Ask if blondes really do have مزید fun.
7. Inquire as to what he actually does on his night shift on the hospital, with all the pretty nurses in the ER.
6. Instead of telling him to “get lost” in an argument, tell him to swim to France.
5. When he annoys you, respond with “times have changed, old man”.
4. Ask what type of superhuman power compassion is – what does he do in a fight? Love thy enemy to death?
3. Leap out from behind the ڈیسک in his study when he isn’t expecting it and spray him with Holy Water.
2. Call him McSteamy یا McDreamy.
And the Number One way to annoy Carlisle Cullen?
1. Run around the Emergency Room screaming “I’ve been bitten! I’ve been bitten!”
10. Tell him only to address آپ in a cute English accent.
9. Call him Carlisle, but be sure to pronounce the “s”. When he corrects you, give him a weird look and tell him the “q” is silent.
8. Ask if blondes really do have مزید fun.
7. Inquire as to what he actually does on his night shift on the hospital, with all the pretty nurses in the ER.
6. Instead of telling him to “get lost” in an argument, tell him to swim to France.
5. When he annoys you, respond with “times have changed, old man”.
4. Ask what type of superhuman power compassion is – what does he do in a fight? Love thy enemy to death?
3. Leap out from behind the ڈیسک in his study when he isn’t expecting it and spray him with Holy Water.
2. Call him McSteamy یا McDreamy.
And the Number One way to annoy Carlisle Cullen?
1. Run around the Emergency Room screaming “I’ve been bitten! I’ve been bitten!”
9. “Superstitious old man.” (Page 239)
8. “Pretty crazy stuff, though, isn’t it? No wonder my dad doesn’t want us to talk about it anymore.” (Page 126)
7. “So do آپ think we’re a bunch of superstitious natives یا what?” (Page 126)
6. “I guess I just violated the treaty.” (Page 126)
5. “You wouldn’t happen to know where I could get my hands on a master cylinder for a 1986 Volkswagen Rabbit?” (Page 120)
4. “I swear the old man is losing his mind.” (Page 490)
3. “Can آپ believe my dad paid me twenty bucks to come to your prom?” (Page 490)
2. “I don’t think a tank could take out that old monster.” (Page 120)
1. “So, should I tell him آپ کہا to butt the hell out?” (Page 492)
Grade: A+
The “Twilight” sourpuss looked much less awkward than usual in a stunning strapless midnight blue Monique Lhuillier gown. Kristen topped off her look with a classy diamond bracelet سے طرف کی H. Stern.
Anna Kendrick
Grade: B+
The Best Supporting Actress nominee originally selected a blue dress for her Oscars debut, but had a change of دل and opted to wear an Elie Saab Couture off-the-shoulder blush گاؤن, gown instead. Love the dress, but we’re not too sure about the chunky shoes!
Taylor Lautner
Grade: A-
The “Twilight” heartthrob popped his signature lopsided pose in a Dolce & Gabbana ensemble.