Chapter Three-Flashback
I swallowed hard and turned around. “How do آپ know?” He kept his hand on my shoulder as he spoke “Bella 1) I think آپ kept your shield down when we were walking to the car. 2) I can`t filter the thoughts I hear so I’m sorry but I had no choice but to hear them. So is it true do آپ love me?”I looked at the ground nodded then I looked into his eyes and کہا “I love you” his hand moved from my shoulder to the back of my neck and he pulled me in closer to him. “I think I love آپ too.” I closed my eyes and pressed my lips against his. I put my arms around his neck and he kissed me back with as much force as mine had. He pulled away and stared me in the eyes “You`re gorgeous, do آپ know that and smart. I wait a long time to find someone like you....but I’m glad I did.” He kissed my neck then held me close to his chest. I closed my eyes and a memory I thought I had forgotten a long time پہلے flooded my mind.
Flashback
I was on my way ہوم from my friend’s party with my boyfriend-first and last- he`s drunk I`m not. I pull over cause he says he`s going to be sick. He gets out and walked to the side of the road and got sick. I walked over to him and ask him if he`s ok. He looks at me and I tell him to lie in the back seat. He got in and pulled me in. He tells me I`m gorgeous and smart. I tell him I`m only 16 and I`m not ready. He tells me he doesn`t care and that he wasn`t asking. He pushes me down and take`s my clothes off and he........raped me. My friend Alexia drove سے طرف کی and pulled over. Her boyfriend, Jason, pulled him off me and she helped me back to my house. She never told anyone and I tried to pretend that it didn`t happen at all.
End of Flashback
I started sobbing tearlessly into Edwards chest which didn`t go unnoticed, he rubbed small circles on my back “Bella, love, what`s wrong? Why are آپ crying? Please tell me.” I cried for a good ten منٹ before I could even think of something to say. “I don`t want to دکھائیں آپ یا tell آپ it`s horrible. I thought like so much else that maybe if I was lucky I would forget it. I guess آپ can never forget something so horrifying.” He lifted my chin with his finger and looked me right in the eye`s. “Bella I don`t care how bad it is I want to know what’s hurting آپ so I can help you.” I closed my eyes I wanted to دکھائیں him but that might be too much but I couldn`t tell him out loud. “I`m going to دکھائیں آپ but please don`t say anything to anyone about this.” He nodded slowly and took my hand.
I closed my eyes and opened my mind. I let the memory fill my mind. After just a few سیکنڈ after it started I felt Edwards grip on my hand tighten. When it was over he held me without saying a word. He ran his hands over my hair taking in deep breaths trying to calm down. “Edward I want to go home.” He looked at me and grabbed my hand and we walked the rest of the way to the car in silence.The ride was also silent.
When we got back Alice asked me what was wrong and I told her I`d tell her one دن but I wanted to take a shower. Even as the water hit me and the steam rolled off the walls I was cold. That didn`t happen often to vampires but I was. Someone knocked on the door. “Hello?” I heard the door open slowly and Alice walked. “Bella honey what happened earlier? I mean if آپ don`t want to talk about it I`ll go but......” She trailed off and I peeked out the side of the curtain. “Sit down Alice and I`ll tell you.” She smiled at me and sat on the floor. I turn the شاور off and ran a bath instead. She waited for me to open the curtain so we could talk and I did as soon as it was filled and my only exposed body parts were my head and arms. She grabbed my hand before I started and listen while I told her everything.
When I was done she looked like if she could she would be crying. I closed my eyes as I sobbed. She grabbed my hand one مزید time and before she left she hugged me. “I`m here if آپ ever want to talk about it. So is Rosalie, she`d understand too. Edward he hates seeing آپ sad. Oh and Bella thank آپ for sharing that with me.”
A/N: Hello ok I`ve been getting tons of school work so I`ll only be able to post a new chapter once یا twice a week. Sorry. Also sorry for the short chapter but I`m trying to find a way to get to one of the ideas in my head so I thought I would just give آپ a taste of her past.(Bella’s).I really want to know your thought on this chapter so Please R&R it helps a lot!
I swallowed hard and turned around. “How do آپ know?” He kept his hand on my shoulder as he spoke “Bella 1) I think آپ kept your shield down when we were walking to the car. 2) I can`t filter the thoughts I hear so I’m sorry but I had no choice but to hear them. So is it true do آپ love me?”I looked at the ground nodded then I looked into his eyes and کہا “I love you” his hand moved from my shoulder to the back of my neck and he pulled me in closer to him. “I think I love آپ too.” I closed my eyes and pressed my lips against his. I put my arms around his neck and he kissed me back with as much force as mine had. He pulled away and stared me in the eyes “You`re gorgeous, do آپ know that and smart. I wait a long time to find someone like you....but I’m glad I did.” He kissed my neck then held me close to his chest. I closed my eyes and a memory I thought I had forgotten a long time پہلے flooded my mind.
Flashback
I was on my way ہوم from my friend’s party with my boyfriend-first and last- he`s drunk I`m not. I pull over cause he says he`s going to be sick. He gets out and walked to the side of the road and got sick. I walked over to him and ask him if he`s ok. He looks at me and I tell him to lie in the back seat. He got in and pulled me in. He tells me I`m gorgeous and smart. I tell him I`m only 16 and I`m not ready. He tells me he doesn`t care and that he wasn`t asking. He pushes me down and take`s my clothes off and he........raped me. My friend Alexia drove سے طرف کی and pulled over. Her boyfriend, Jason, pulled him off me and she helped me back to my house. She never told anyone and I tried to pretend that it didn`t happen at all.
End of Flashback
I started sobbing tearlessly into Edwards chest which didn`t go unnoticed, he rubbed small circles on my back “Bella, love, what`s wrong? Why are آپ crying? Please tell me.” I cried for a good ten منٹ before I could even think of something to say. “I don`t want to دکھائیں آپ یا tell آپ it`s horrible. I thought like so much else that maybe if I was lucky I would forget it. I guess آپ can never forget something so horrifying.” He lifted my chin with his finger and looked me right in the eye`s. “Bella I don`t care how bad it is I want to know what’s hurting آپ so I can help you.” I closed my eyes I wanted to دکھائیں him but that might be too much but I couldn`t tell him out loud. “I`m going to دکھائیں آپ but please don`t say anything to anyone about this.” He nodded slowly and took my hand.
I closed my eyes and opened my mind. I let the memory fill my mind. After just a few سیکنڈ after it started I felt Edwards grip on my hand tighten. When it was over he held me without saying a word. He ran his hands over my hair taking in deep breaths trying to calm down. “Edward I want to go home.” He looked at me and grabbed my hand and we walked the rest of the way to the car in silence.The ride was also silent.
When we got back Alice asked me what was wrong and I told her I`d tell her one دن but I wanted to take a shower. Even as the water hit me and the steam rolled off the walls I was cold. That didn`t happen often to vampires but I was. Someone knocked on the door. “Hello?” I heard the door open slowly and Alice walked. “Bella honey what happened earlier? I mean if آپ don`t want to talk about it I`ll go but......” She trailed off and I peeked out the side of the curtain. “Sit down Alice and I`ll tell you.” She smiled at me and sat on the floor. I turn the شاور off and ran a bath instead. She waited for me to open the curtain so we could talk and I did as soon as it was filled and my only exposed body parts were my head and arms. She grabbed my hand before I started and listen while I told her everything.
When I was done she looked like if she could she would be crying. I closed my eyes as I sobbed. She grabbed my hand one مزید time and before she left she hugged me. “I`m here if آپ ever want to talk about it. So is Rosalie, she`d understand too. Edward he hates seeing آپ sad. Oh and Bella thank آپ for sharing that with me.”
A/N: Hello ok I`ve been getting tons of school work so I`ll only be able to post a new chapter once یا twice a week. Sorry. Also sorry for the short chapter but I`m trying to find a way to get to one of the ideas in my head so I thought I would just give آپ a taste of her past.(Bella’s).I really want to know your thought on this chapter so Please R&R it helps a lot!
Alec
The Cullens house
Nessie's POV
It was a few منٹ later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask آپ something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do آپ think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him سے طرف کی the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! Vampires and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! آپ may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
Nessie's POV
It was a few منٹ later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask آپ something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do آپ think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him سے طرف کی the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! Vampires and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! آپ may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
People wonder how I feel about being able to predict the future. Is it fun? Is it a curse?
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, لپیٹ, لفاف کریں it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, لپیٹ, لفاف کریں it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
