they looked at me like i was saying something that they didnt understand. i felt bad, but i didnt know why. maybe my father was right that me and jake will never be together. but maybe i would be better off being just friends. i still didnt understand what love really feels thats what hurts me. my parents felt love in high school too but still.
"you guys okay?" i asked them. i was worried, because they froze.
"you guys!!!" i shouted. and this time they unfroze.
"what?" they asked at the same time.
"so do آپ guys want to hang out?" i asked them.
"not with him" jake said.
"jake آپ chose be دوستوں with him and me یا dont be دوستوں with me and him" i told him. it was actually a hard disicion to make.i couldnt do it but i think he can pick the right one.
"nessie-" i cut him off,
"save it jake" i told him. i looked at my watch and noticed that time passed really fast, and that it was really late. i went to my car and this time i took eric. i drove to erics house but he didnt get out of the car.
"um, nessie my parents r out of town for 3 monthsa i was wondering if i can stay at urs" i he asked. i knew my parents wouldn't let. they wont even let a new werewolf my me they're even afraid to have jake سے طرف کی me. but living with a werewolf that i barely know is a definite no. but there was a tiny chance though.
"um, i dont know if my parents will let, but there's a chance" i told him. we drove off to my house. my uncle, my father, and my other uncle were all watching a football game. which usually never happened.
"um granpa carlisle" i called him.he was the one i had to ask about something like that he didnt care if آپ were a vampire a werewolf یا watever.
"yes sweetie?" he asked me
"um remember eric?"
"yes of course"
"can he stay here for a while since his parents r out of town and he doesnt have the keys to the house"
"nessie آپ have to ask our parents"
"grandpa thats y i came to u they will never let and its ur house so please, i dont want to leave him outside"
"i dont know nessie"
"i know how much آپ love helping people, and u wont help a werewolf?"
" nessie ur parents barely let u be سے طرف کی jacob and they know him so very long"
"this house i full of vampire and thy wont protect me if something happens?"
"of course we would nessie" he کہا .
"then thats a yes?"
"where is he going o sleep?"
"on th سوفی, لٹانا in my room" i told him and he gave up and nodded. i took eric upstairs to my room to my room. i left him thee to take a shower. i went down stairs to get something to eat. my aunt alice and my mom were in the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ fighting about something.
"what are آپ guys fighting about now?" i asked them. every time i come ہوم they fight about little stuff like what color to paint a room and stuff like that. aunt alice looked me .
"what have آپ done with your clothes?" aunt alice asked me. then i looked at my clothes it was with mud all over. i got an سیب, ایپل and started eating it.
"does it look like i've been in the woods?" i asked her.
"yeah, مزید like آپ were playing around with a pig" aunt alice said.
"thanx" i told her and i laughed. but she didnt.
"nessie eat something good not just an apple" my mom کہا and took the سیب, ایپل away. m stomach growled.
"okay, what do we have to eat?" i asked my mom.
" i think your father made some spaghetti" she said.
"that man shouldn't be even allowed in the kitchen." i told my mom. so i didnt eat anything and went into my room. jake was already out of the شاور and on my laptop.
"what r u doing?" i asked him.
"im on myspace" he said. oh snap i forgot to check mine.
"scoot over i need to check mine" i told him.
"no" he said.
"ugh, its mine and i need to use it go watch some tv downstairs with my uncle.
"ill pass, here check it fast" he told me. i took the laptop and went to myspace. i got ten friend requests and all of them were from guys.
"deny them" eric told me.
"y is that?" i asked him.
"thats saying" he told me . i clicked accept on half and deny on the other half. then i gave him the laptop and i went to sleep. eric was sleeping on the سوفی, لٹانا سے طرف کی the door. in the morning aunt alice woke me up and eric with her squeaky voice.
"wake up time for school!" she yelled. i got up right away because i already knew what she is going to do if u didnt get up. spill a bucket of freezing water on you. eric didnt get up so she spilled a bucket of freezing water on him.
"hey!!" he shouted. and i laughed. i went to the bathroom, took a شاور and cant out. eric was wearing the same clothes.
"eric dont u have a different pair of clothes?" i asked him.
"no only at home" he told me.
"aunt alice can آپ get eric a pair of new clothes?" i asked her.
"of course ill get ur fathers" she said. eric put my father's clothes on and they were exactly the same size, i was actually surprised.
"aunt alice ill drop سے طرف کی jacobs house after school alright?" i asked her. she nodded. i got my پرس, تھیلی and eric got his backpack and we got into my car. we drove to school i parked the car and we got out. we were heading toward the school when eric grabbed my waist.
"yeah, um i dont think so" i told him and took his hand off. jake was standing there with an angry face. i could feel that something bad is going to happen.
"you guys okay?" i asked them. i was worried, because they froze.
"you guys!!!" i shouted. and this time they unfroze.
"what?" they asked at the same time.
"so do آپ guys want to hang out?" i asked them.
"not with him" jake said.
"jake آپ chose be دوستوں with him and me یا dont be دوستوں with me and him" i told him. it was actually a hard disicion to make.i couldnt do it but i think he can pick the right one.
"nessie-" i cut him off,
"save it jake" i told him. i looked at my watch and noticed that time passed really fast, and that it was really late. i went to my car and this time i took eric. i drove to erics house but he didnt get out of the car.
"um, nessie my parents r out of town for 3 monthsa i was wondering if i can stay at urs" i he asked. i knew my parents wouldn't let. they wont even let a new werewolf my me they're even afraid to have jake سے طرف کی me. but living with a werewolf that i barely know is a definite no. but there was a tiny chance though.
"um, i dont know if my parents will let, but there's a chance" i told him. we drove off to my house. my uncle, my father, and my other uncle were all watching a football game. which usually never happened.
"um granpa carlisle" i called him.he was the one i had to ask about something like that he didnt care if آپ were a vampire a werewolf یا watever.
"yes sweetie?" he asked me
"um remember eric?"
"yes of course"
"can he stay here for a while since his parents r out of town and he doesnt have the keys to the house"
"nessie آپ have to ask our parents"
"grandpa thats y i came to u they will never let and its ur house so please, i dont want to leave him outside"
"i dont know nessie"
"i know how much آپ love helping people, and u wont help a werewolf?"
" nessie ur parents barely let u be سے طرف کی jacob and they know him so very long"
"this house i full of vampire and thy wont protect me if something happens?"
"of course we would nessie" he کہا .
"then thats a yes?"
"where is he going o sleep?"
"on th سوفی, لٹانا in my room" i told him and he gave up and nodded. i took eric upstairs to my room to my room. i left him thee to take a shower. i went down stairs to get something to eat. my aunt alice and my mom were in the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ fighting about something.
"what are آپ guys fighting about now?" i asked them. every time i come ہوم they fight about little stuff like what color to paint a room and stuff like that. aunt alice looked me .
"what have آپ done with your clothes?" aunt alice asked me. then i looked at my clothes it was with mud all over. i got an سیب, ایپل and started eating it.
"does it look like i've been in the woods?" i asked her.
"yeah, مزید like آپ were playing around with a pig" aunt alice said.
"thanx" i told her and i laughed. but she didnt.
"nessie eat something good not just an apple" my mom کہا and took the سیب, ایپل away. m stomach growled.
"okay, what do we have to eat?" i asked my mom.
" i think your father made some spaghetti" she said.
"that man shouldn't be even allowed in the kitchen." i told my mom. so i didnt eat anything and went into my room. jake was already out of the شاور and on my laptop.
"what r u doing?" i asked him.
"im on myspace" he said. oh snap i forgot to check mine.
"scoot over i need to check mine" i told him.
"no" he said.
"ugh, its mine and i need to use it go watch some tv downstairs with my uncle.
"ill pass, here check it fast" he told me. i took the laptop and went to myspace. i got ten friend requests and all of them were from guys.
"deny them" eric told me.
"y is that?" i asked him.
"thats saying" he told me . i clicked accept on half and deny on the other half. then i gave him the laptop and i went to sleep. eric was sleeping on the سوفی, لٹانا سے طرف کی the door. in the morning aunt alice woke me up and eric with her squeaky voice.
"wake up time for school!" she yelled. i got up right away because i already knew what she is going to do if u didnt get up. spill a bucket of freezing water on you. eric didnt get up so she spilled a bucket of freezing water on him.
"hey!!" he shouted. and i laughed. i went to the bathroom, took a شاور and cant out. eric was wearing the same clothes.
"eric dont u have a different pair of clothes?" i asked him.
"no only at home" he told me.
"aunt alice can آپ get eric a pair of new clothes?" i asked her.
"of course ill get ur fathers" she said. eric put my father's clothes on and they were exactly the same size, i was actually surprised.
"aunt alice ill drop سے طرف کی jacobs house after school alright?" i asked her. she nodded. i got my پرس, تھیلی and eric got his backpack and we got into my car. we drove to school i parked the car and we got out. we were heading toward the school when eric grabbed my waist.
"yeah, um i dont think so" i told him and took his hand off. jake was standing there with an angry face. i could feel that something bad is going to happen.
آپ know Robert's song, Never Think, is on the Twilight soundtrack, right? Well my dad overheard me listening to the song and کہا he has NO TALENT.
I don't geddit. He says the bands I listen to have no talent. I say Robert has tons of talent, but some people just don't SEE it. I think he's great for the role of Edward, and his voice is awesome, but I guess it's the way he sang for the recording.
Anyways, I want to let all of آپ know is that my dad will never change his tastes. I hate that. He'll keep bothering me because I'd ended my Jonas Brothers' Stage. He'll bother me because my sister listens to Hannah Montana/ Miley Cyrus. Why does he bother me further when I stay in the Twilight Stage?!!! I saw how big this fanspot is, and whoa, if my dad saw this, he'd lay off.
*Giggle*
I love Twilight, and hopefully, that'll NEVER change. Oops, baby brother on the prowl.
See ya!
I don't geddit. He says the bands I listen to have no talent. I say Robert has tons of talent, but some people just don't SEE it. I think he's great for the role of Edward, and his voice is awesome, but I guess it's the way he sang for the recording.
Anyways, I want to let all of آپ know is that my dad will never change his tastes. I hate that. He'll keep bothering me because I'd ended my Jonas Brothers' Stage. He'll bother me because my sister listens to Hannah Montana/ Miley Cyrus. Why does he bother me further when I stay in the Twilight Stage?!!! I saw how big this fanspot is, and whoa, if my dad saw this, he'd lay off.
*Giggle*
I love Twilight, and hopefully, that'll NEVER change. Oops, baby brother on the prowl.
See ya!
EDWARD'S مٹر, مصری چنا COAT
''Everybody wants to know where his مٹر, مصری چنا کوٹ came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture یا color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final design on a combination of other styles of مٹر, مصری چنا coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
''Everybody wants to know where his مٹر, مصری چنا کوٹ came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture یا color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final design on a combination of other styles of مٹر, مصری چنا coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I کہا while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run یا race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank آپ guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward کہا very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a سال یا so okay and آپ guys can leave if آپ want to . But I am Going to start سے طرف کی asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when آپ come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are آپ leaving یا staying" i کہا " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I کہا while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run یا race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank آپ guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward کہا very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a سال یا so okay and آپ guys can leave if آپ want to . But I am Going to start سے طرف کی asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when آپ come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are آپ leaving یا staying" i کہا " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
ارے ... This is my first fanfiction :D so if its not good just give me some constructive critism to make it better. Thanks (:
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
When she walked into the dull room i did not notice at first. But suddenly a gush of wind blew her sweet and beutiful scent tingling down my throat. Never had i felt such pain and anguish yet the thrill of a new adventure. She clumsily walked over to the نشست opposite me and offered a big smile. This was when i could have killed her, this innocent girl looking at me through the locks of her deep brown hair. Her eyes looked deeply and yet shallowly into mine. This was the moment when i knew i could not ravish her. This was the moment i started to fall in love. The mystery of Love.
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im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
consider me warned i have been scorn to breach a life i envisioned for us
i will not mourn anymore. my دل conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what آپ have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have lost all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as آپ did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could آپ leave did آپ not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always love you
i will not mourn anymore. my دل conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what آپ have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have lost all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as آپ did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could آپ leave did آپ not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always love you