Chapter 14
`”jake!” I cried and ran up to him.
“I know everything nessie, and we’re going to try to save ur family” jake told me.
“its too late to ssave it they’re divorced” I told him
“there’ alwaay still a chance” jake told me. And I nodded..
“but first wheres ur mother?” sam asked me.
“she’s near carlisles” I told him.
“she’s not there”he told me.
“what do آپ mean shes not there? I just saw her there aa couple منٹ ago” I told them.
“when I went to carlisle’s house, he کہا that she stepped ouside and didn’t come back” jake told me.. a worried expression spread my face. I looked toward my house and sprinted towards it. Ivan, jke and the pack followed me. I walked through the door, with all the werewolfs and ivan behind me.i smelled her scent and followed it. It led upstairs, ddown the hall, and into my room.then atlast it led my dest. On the dest was a note with my nameon it, I opened it and read it to myself
‘nessie, im really sorry I have to do this to u, because I know how it feels. Nessie, please forget me, I know its going to be hard but please do it for me, for urself. I think its going to be better for آپ with your father. Please behave. I didn’t imagine this being like this, but things change and I quess we have to keep them like that. Look on ur bed. I left u something. Now this is the first time ur going to use a wand so please becareful I give it to u for ur own safety, and a ہار with some mysterious powers in it I hope u can unlock them and have fun with them. Now I cant believe im saying this to my own daughter, bye.
_your mother, bella
After I read it I went to my بستر and found a silver wand and a necklace. I grabbed itin my hand and started at it in the mddle of it was a bright red circle. Ivan came to me and huged me
“I know u’ll get through this, u’re strong” Ivan told me.
“u’re right I am strong and I can et through, maybe this had to happen, my mother believes in me , she knows I’ll survive. I think”I told them. I got off the بستر and huggedeveryoneand کہا good bye’s I وین was sitting on my chair سے طرف کی my بستر I got my pajamas and went to change. I know my my mother wants me to forgert, but she’ll be always in my دل no matter how hard im going to try ro forget. I came out from the bathroom with my pajamas on and went under thde covers and lyed there thinking. Ivan layed سے طرف کی me and I put my head on his chest.
“this was probably the roughest دن in ur life” ivan told me.
“thanks for reminding me” I hold him
“ u welcome baby”
“I still cant believe he would dothat to us” I told him. But inside me a little part of me knew that would happen. Butnow, from this دن on I’ll br different I’ll let the wizard me out and be who I really am. یا atleast I hpe to the wizard me for the first time.whether my father likes it یا not.
“things happen nesssie” ivaN TOLD ME .
“I know” I told him.
“go to sleep sweetie” he told me and I smiled.
“I hope آپ never do that to me” I whispered but I knew he could hear me.
“I would never hurt آپ I would rather die than make آپ cry” he told me. I smiled at him and went to sleep . I had a mixed up dream.
In the dream:
I was walking سے طرف کی grandpa carlisles house.my father and mother were sitting on the swings laughing. I enjoyed that scene, but then my uncle Emmett jumped on me and I fell down.
“wanna wrestle?” he asked me but even though I کہا no he pretended it was a yes.
“uncle Emmett please im trying to look at something.” I told him he stopped and looked at the directions wer I was looking.
“hey love birds stop talking already u have the eternity left to do that” uncle Emmett yelled to them. My mother looked at himand grabbed a bunch of گھاس in her hand, and put her hand behind her back.
“Emmett comehere let me tell آپ a secret” she told meuncle Emmett walked up to her. She jumped on him and got the گھاس that she had in her hand and stuffed it in uncle Emmett mouth.
“now don’t interrupt” she told him and that made me laugh.
“come on bella the گھاس is just to nastygive it to ur dog” he told her. Jake walked from behind me and grabbed and and swayed me around.
“jake I missed آپ so much” I told him with a laugh.
“its been only a day” he told me”
“u don’t miss me?” I asked him with a sad face.
“of course I do ur the only thing iwant in my life I want to spend every منٹ I have with you”
“aww jake that’s so cute” uncle Emmett TEASED.
“UNCLE EMMETT DO U NEED مزید GRASS?!” I YELLED TO HIM
“NO THANK YUOU BUT I WANT A FIGHT!” HE YELLED.
“YOU WANYT A FIGHT? U’LL GET ONE” UNCLE JASTER کہا UNDER HIS VOICE. I GUESS UNCLE EMMETT WASN’T READY BECAUSE UNCLE JASPER WON.
THE DREAM ENDED.
“IVAN WOKE ME UP WITH A LIGHT KISS
“MORNING” HE TOLD ME.
“I LOVE U” I TOLD HIM.
“I LOVE آپ MORE” THEN I LOOKED AT THE clock it was 9 am. I jumped on my feet.
“we’re late!” I yelled.
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`”jake!” I cried and ran up to him.
“I know everything nessie, and we’re going to try to save ur family” jake told me.
“its too late to ssave it they’re divorced” I told him
“there’ alwaay still a chance” jake told me. And I nodded..
“but first wheres ur mother?” sam asked me.
“she’s near carlisles” I told him.
“she’s not there”he told me.
“what do آپ mean shes not there? I just saw her there aa couple منٹ ago” I told them.
“when I went to carlisle’s house, he کہا that she stepped ouside and didn’t come back” jake told me.. a worried expression spread my face. I looked toward my house and sprinted towards it. Ivan, jke and the pack followed me. I walked through the door, with all the werewolfs and ivan behind me.i smelled her scent and followed it. It led upstairs, ddown the hall, and into my room.then atlast it led my dest. On the dest was a note with my nameon it, I opened it and read it to myself
‘nessie, im really sorry I have to do this to u, because I know how it feels. Nessie, please forget me, I know its going to be hard but please do it for me, for urself. I think its going to be better for آپ with your father. Please behave. I didn’t imagine this being like this, but things change and I quess we have to keep them like that. Look on ur bed. I left u something. Now this is the first time ur going to use a wand so please becareful I give it to u for ur own safety, and a ہار with some mysterious powers in it I hope u can unlock them and have fun with them. Now I cant believe im saying this to my own daughter, bye.
_your mother, bella
After I read it I went to my بستر and found a silver wand and a necklace. I grabbed itin my hand and started at it in the mddle of it was a bright red circle. Ivan came to me and huged me
“I know u’ll get through this, u’re strong” Ivan told me.
“u’re right I am strong and I can et through, maybe this had to happen, my mother believes in me , she knows I’ll survive. I think”I told them. I got off the بستر and huggedeveryoneand کہا good bye’s I وین was sitting on my chair سے طرف کی my بستر I got my pajamas and went to change. I know my my mother wants me to forgert, but she’ll be always in my دل no matter how hard im going to try ro forget. I came out from the bathroom with my pajamas on and went under thde covers and lyed there thinking. Ivan layed سے طرف کی me and I put my head on his chest.
“this was probably the roughest دن in ur life” ivan told me.
“thanks for reminding me” I hold him
“ u welcome baby”
“I still cant believe he would dothat to us” I told him. But inside me a little part of me knew that would happen. Butnow, from this دن on I’ll br different I’ll let the wizard me out and be who I really am. یا atleast I hpe to the wizard me for the first time.whether my father likes it یا not.
“things happen nesssie” ivaN TOLD ME .
“I know” I told him.
“go to sleep sweetie” he told me and I smiled.
“I hope آپ never do that to me” I whispered but I knew he could hear me.
“I would never hurt آپ I would rather die than make آپ cry” he told me. I smiled at him and went to sleep . I had a mixed up dream.
In the dream:
I was walking سے طرف کی grandpa carlisles house.my father and mother were sitting on the swings laughing. I enjoyed that scene, but then my uncle Emmett jumped on me and I fell down.
“wanna wrestle?” he asked me but even though I کہا no he pretended it was a yes.
“uncle Emmett please im trying to look at something.” I told him he stopped and looked at the directions wer I was looking.
“hey love birds stop talking already u have the eternity left to do that” uncle Emmett yelled to them. My mother looked at himand grabbed a bunch of گھاس in her hand, and put her hand behind her back.
“Emmett comehere let me tell آپ a secret” she told meuncle Emmett walked up to her. She jumped on him and got the گھاس that she had in her hand and stuffed it in uncle Emmett mouth.
“now don’t interrupt” she told him and that made me laugh.
“come on bella the گھاس is just to nastygive it to ur dog” he told her. Jake walked from behind me and grabbed and and swayed me around.
“jake I missed آپ so much” I told him with a laugh.
“its been only a day” he told me”
“u don’t miss me?” I asked him with a sad face.
“of course I do ur the only thing iwant in my life I want to spend every منٹ I have with you”
“aww jake that’s so cute” uncle Emmett TEASED.
“UNCLE EMMETT DO U NEED مزید GRASS?!” I YELLED TO HIM
“NO THANK YUOU BUT I WANT A FIGHT!” HE YELLED.
“YOU WANYT A FIGHT? U’LL GET ONE” UNCLE JASTER کہا UNDER HIS VOICE. I GUESS UNCLE EMMETT WASN’T READY BECAUSE UNCLE JASPER WON.
THE DREAM ENDED.
“IVAN WOKE ME UP WITH A LIGHT KISS
“MORNING” HE TOLD ME.
“I LOVE U” I TOLD HIM.
“I LOVE آپ MORE” THEN I LOOKED AT THE clock it was 9 am. I jumped on my feet.
“we’re late!” I yelled.
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Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the دل which will stop beating soon, the دل which was the reason for me to live, the دل which she had دیا to me to keep محفوظ just like how I had دیا her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the دل which will stop beating soon, the دل which was the reason for me to live, the دل which she had دیا to me to keep محفوظ just like how I had دیا her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what آپ think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what آپ think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when آپ say one of the تبصرے -and you've probably کہا one of the تبصرے مزید then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure آپ can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so مقبول if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my دوستوں just don't understand lol). How many do آپ think آپ can fill, تبصرہ below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what آپ think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure آپ can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so مقبول if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my دوستوں just don't understand lol). How many do آپ think آپ can fill, تبصرہ below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what آپ think please.
So these are, سے طرف کی far, my پسندیدہ quotes from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD