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posted by HaleyDewit
Baby,I've seen it all
Telling all your lies trying to make me fall
And I know you're only fake
Letting آپ inside was just one big mistake

You're still cold as ice
I can still hear the lies
I can see them in your eyes

And somehow I feel like I've been a fool
After all my prayers آپ still broke the rules
And now I see it was just all pretend
Now I know you're not my friend


Baby,you think آپ know
How it feels to be betrayed but let me show
آپ how it feels to hate
Don't start crying 'causr it's already too late

آپ still think I've let it go
Think I forgave آپ all your show
But I still wanna know

And somehow I feel like I've been a fool
After all my prayers آپ still broke the rules
And now I see it was just all pretend
Now I know you're not my friend


Baby,let me tell آپ
How it feels to be betrayed
I can't take it anymore
I'm crawling on the floor
Just listen to what I say

آپ still think I stand سے طرف کی you
آپ still don't have a clue
But I still need the truth

And somehow I feel like I've been a fool
After all my prayers آپ still broke the rules
And now I see it was just all pretend
Now I know you're not my friend

And somehow I feel like you're an ice queen
The most backstabbing کتیا, کتيا that I've ever seen
And baby,I think آپ just need to see
آپ shouldn't have fooled me
posted by animelove30
I sit on a park bench as I watch the happy children play. آپ pass me by. Your face catches my eye. Eyes of a beautiful chocolate brown staring back at me. آپ smile as my دل races. آپ walk over to me and sit down beside me. آپ tell me your name I tell آپ mine. آپ say آپ have to go. I sadly say goodbye and go back home. The اگلے دن I stare out my foggy window as the rain hits it softly. I hear a knock on my door. I curiously walk up to my door and see your face. I can't help the smile that appears. آپ wipe the smile away with the feel of your kiss. As آپ kiss me I feel as like I'm...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Okay,first and for all,I am not a Twilight fan.But this song popped in my head and once I have a melody and words I just have to write it down.I didn't plan this.Well,despite the fact that I don't like Twilight,I still think it's a good song. (I hope I don't sound arrogant now)Please read it and let me know what آپ think about it :) Even if آپ think it's crap.


I got it all under control
I can keep myself together
I’m not gonna break down
I know this is for the better
I know I must let آپ leave
But I’m not gonna stop these tears
I know I must let آپ walk away
But my دل will break anyway

‘Cause...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Boy, I hate you
Why آپ have to be the way that آپ are
If only آپ were different
It would make it much easier for me to اقدام on

I thought آپ finally belonged to the past
But who am I kidding, you’re a love that seems to last

My دل breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s getting مزید obvious everyday
I’m in love with you, again


It’s getting harder
To اقدام on without آپ every day
But آپ don’t even know me
I should just a life and go my own way

My دل breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s...
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posted by mitchie19
5.S L E E P O V E R M O D E

The doorbell rang. “Mariah! The pizza’s here,” Nikki shouted from downstairs.
Nikki Lim is my friend. She’d helped me pass my Chemistry test سے طرف کی teaching me how to solve the frikin’ formulas our adviser gave us and that was a relief. I went downstairs. “Here the money,” I handed it to him. “Thank you!” Nikki waved before I locked the door. Why’d we order pizza? It was my idea to have پیزا with Nikki while Aeyla and Norah went to town to celebrate some event down in Houston Street. This is a sleepover. I want to do something fun before I go to...
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posted by mitchie19
4. A NIGHT TO REMEMBER

“Hey,” Riley greeted. I waved at him. I sighed. My eyes got locked on his outfit.
He was wearing a black, with a hint of white stripes and a long sleeved polo and jeans.
My دل pounded. I was sweating bullets. “So,” I shoved my hands in my back pockets. “What do آپ want to do?” I asked him. He was still composing himself.
Then he smiled at me. “How about I’ll ask آپ that question?” he didn’t sound serious. I did either, I don’t know what I had planned to do and it’s not happening right now. “What? Wait, I’m supposed to treat you, right?”...
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posted by mitchie19
3. P H O N E C A L L

The phone rang about 9am I was the one who answered. Norah went to the store to buy groceries and my sister is upstairs still asleep. I picked up the phone, “Hello?” I spoke the word softly. “Mariah? This is your aunt Lourdes How are you?” She کہا happily. I didn’t expect her to call at this moment but I was surprised. “Hi Aunt Lourdes um, I’m fine. Why’d آپ call?” is the
why’d-you-call-thing the right thing to say to someone ten times older than me?
She didn’t mind me saying that.
“I told your mom that آپ are welcome to stay here for the summer....
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Life should be about the moment right?
Well I think that most of us agree that life mostly bites.

I mean آپ have your ups and downs,
and then the اگلے منٹ آپ cant turn that smile upside down.

'Everyones created equal' کہا our four fathers,
but if آپ look around, no one else thinks so why try, why bother?

I'm not saying life sucks یا that آپ should commit suicide,
it just feels that sometimes آپ wish آپ could just die.

People deal with there problems with smoking, drinking and of course drugs,
but mostly they go around acting like a damn thug.

You feel so alone, thinking its not fair,
that...
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posted by animelove30
I sit in the darkness as I stare up at the moon above me. I hear your voice and know I will be okay. Even if آپ are dead and gone آپ are always with me. When I cry آپ are with me. When I laugh آپ are with me. When I dream آپ are with me. When I can't find آپ I get scared. But moments later آپ there to hold my hand. Only I can see you. Your body may not be here but your spirit is with me. It feels as if آپ have never gone. Now I feel much better because I know now آپ can never be taken away from me again. I may die someday but don't worry because آپ are with me.

R.I.P - Grandma Rose


"I love you"
posted by starwarsfangirl
Your words may stay trapped
inside your own mind
but I can feel them
although they're confined.

I can read your face
as if it were a book
your mind is unpleasant,
as آپ simmer and cook.

آپ give into hatred
your temper boils over
and it's all done
in less than a blur.

Your words do sting
but it does not matter
for in the end
I will not shatter.

In the end
آپ will be the victim
of yourself
in the verbatim.

آپ are trapped,
آپ are your own
enemy; your own life
آپ have already blown.

It is sad, truly;
closing yourself off
with violence;
for now آپ may scoff.

In the end,
karma is our keeper
she is the ultimatum
of the Grim Reaper.
posted by starwarsfangirl
Phasing in
and phasing out
forgetting what
I originally sought.

Colors blur
and meld together
I dance so close
beside the heather.

I'm on the edge
of oblivion
I can't trust
What I've been seeing.

The world whirs around
I can't see straight
can آپ tell me
how I won this fate?

My thoughts
do vary from time to time
but they're always the same:
of my internal rhyme.

My life beats
to it's own accord
always repeating
it's crazy chord.

And so, to you
I'll depart my advice
perhaps to your life
it's good to add some spice.

-Starwarsfangirl
6/23/1
آپ smile when in pain,
your smile's bright even in the pouring rain!
Your smile shows your happiness
your smile shows your forgetfullness~
Your smile helps me up and stand,
your smile tells me I will never understand~

You always stay سے طرف کی my side,
when آپ say آپ can understand me I swell with pride.
When آپ talk to me,
you talk to me willingly.
When آپ look at me,
your eyes say I can act how I want and be free!

When آپ joke along side me happily,
I try not to ruin it when things get sappy...!
When we just take a breather while taking a walk,
we have one of those 'heart-to-heart' talks~
You don't focus...
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posted by mitchie19
2. B I G D A Y

One, two, three, go! I breathed. My right leg went first up the stairs and then my left leg.
This is it, this is really it. I squealed nervously. “Marhion Angeles Pearson, daughter of Mr. and Mrs. Pearson” the school directress announced. I went up the stage. The audience clapped.
I felt like a سٹار, ستارہ on a rise.
I saw Riley on the crowd, my eyes glued to him. Ah! I tripped. The audience gasp some stood up to see if I’m okay some of them laughed and snickered. ڈریک Cell, the school news anchor video taped my clumsiness, he smiled. I quickly stood up. My cheeks were red, I...
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posted by mitchie19
1. L E T T E R
Dear Mariah,
I and your father are expecting to leave for the upcoming season.
Your father got accepted as a manager of a company in United States and I have to be there to guide him. If you’re wondering whose going to take care of آپ Norah will be there. She’ll be with آپ for a while. Don’t worry me and your father will call آپ to check on آپ and Norah okay? And expect us that we won’t be there in your graduation and we will always be there to support you. I left your emergency money سے طرف کی the fridge and your money for expenses. Please save your money, we’ll use FedEx...
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Do آپ feel that warmth when آپ see them smile?
Do آپ feel sick when they kiss, do آپ feel vile?
Do آپ hold your emotions in,
do آپ pretend if آپ confess your feelings its like a sin?

Do آپ hate how they're too good for you?
Do آپ hate how someone else could always fill your shoes?
Do آپ hate how fate can be so cruel?
How آپ seem to always be the fool?
Do آپ hate it when آپ see them sad?
Do آپ feel so much rage it could drive آپ mad??
Do آپ feel sick when آپ see them hurt?
Do آپ hate how آپ can't do anything and feel like dirt?

When they get angry at آپ what do آپ do?
Do آپ feel like...
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posted by ilovekud
Every four years the two-headed monster rises from its pit, and we have a choice between this head یا that. Their party line separation is a phantasm haunting reason. It's a choice between this diseased hand یا that diseased hand. We are criminals who defy law. They are criminals who defy freedom. Endless heads of a bureaucratic hydra, and so the smiling wounds we draw across each neck. While they lounge in the decadence of their capitols and dream up new rules of social conduct, we shall sink a چھری in every Caesar, we shall aim our rifles and آگ کے, آگ at every president, every senator, every statesman. Wake up. There won't be any change. In the sewer of capitalism, only the scum will rise.
In this dark world that gets darker سے طرف کی the minute, we can only rely on your self,

And no one else. آپ start to fade in and out, آپ can barely hear your self call for help!

Your vision blurring, your words slurring, your دل thumping, your last منٹ here are coming.

You see no one, hear no one, and now your done. Your done with the lies, with the good byes. Your done with the hurtful words, done with hearing those mournful words.

You go limp and cold, your time is ending when your not that old. آپ know your leaving, but your still having a hard time believing.

The darkness closing in, all...
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posted by inexplicable
I would never have thought that I would ever be here again.
But it still had come to that anyway. I was in the first floor of my old school which I have attended four years پہلے again. It was still the same. Only the doors were painted newly the corridor, the walls. I heard noises from the gymnasium. I circulated to the third floor to look whether the theater group listed there today. I passed سے طرف کی the keep fit room, where I still had had lessons four years پہلے once and I had got back the feeling for a short moment to be I myself. How it still have been me four years پہلے and HE was the only one...
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Chapter 2:
“Gagh, I can't stop thinking about him. He consumes my thoughts morning, noon, and night, all because he hasn’t showed up for class in two damned weeks. I hope he’s okay; I don’t know what the sappy dream was for, but I sure as hell hope he’s not hurt...”



I bolted right up in my bed, cold sweat dripping down my neck, and gasping for air.
Once my breathing was normal, I rested my head in my hands and exhaled deeply. That’s the third time this week, I thought, shaking my head of the strange تصاویر of me and Forrest as a couple.
I attempted to climb from my بستر but forgot...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I don’t know what’s playing in your mind
I can only base your story on what آپ write
If this is really آپ and this is not some kind of mask
Than I have a سوال for you, if it’s not too much to ask

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet آپ don’t wanna see
The damage آپ have caused
The دوستوں آپ have lost
‘Cause آپ took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted


You don’t know what has been going on
You don’t realize all the things آپ کہا were wrong
If this is who آپ are and you’re not hiding your inner truth...
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