ارے Guys, It's me , Ellen.
And here, this is where I feel like I am family.
I feel like I don't ever belong. But when I'm with آپ guys, It's like I'm... Welcome.
I think I am hideous but my دوستوں say otherwise.
I may be the one that tries to cheer everyone up at school but I have my own problems too.
I am going through a really tough time right know and it is a struggle to be OKAY. I am sorry about complaining about my problems like this but it just makes me feel better to tell آپ guys. I need to tell آپ guys something very important. I may not be the most depressed person but i sure as hell am not the strongest. I am weak and I will acknowledge that but I cannot take in all of the pain and suffering that is going on in your life. I am weak like that. I am incredibly sorry if I offended you. EVER. But i did not come here to point fingers. I came here to say THANK YOU. Thank آپ all for putting up with my weirdness (Mallory and Alli) and my complaints, and my stories. Thank آپ for being there at my hardest points in time, Thank آپ for shedding a tear for me. Thank آپ for being my sister یا brother when I needed it most. Thank آپ for being my guardian angel regardless of what i have done. Thank آپ for staying سے طرف کی my side. Thank آپ for making me laugh, for making me cry. Thank آپ for letting me be me and thank آپ for welcoming me. Thank آپ for taking me in when it was raining outside. Thank آپ for pulling me out of black hole of worries, sadness and depression. Thank آپ for standing up for me like an older sibling. But most of all. THANK آپ FOR BEING MY DREAM FAMILY. I Love you. And Thank you...
Especially Alli, Sydney, Mallory, Annie, SG, and Daniel. I love آپ guys and I don't know what i would do without آپ in my life.
Sincerly,
A heartfelt Writer. Ellen Love~
And here, this is where I feel like I am family.
I feel like I don't ever belong. But when I'm with آپ guys, It's like I'm... Welcome.
I think I am hideous but my دوستوں say otherwise.
I may be the one that tries to cheer everyone up at school but I have my own problems too.
I am going through a really tough time right know and it is a struggle to be OKAY. I am sorry about complaining about my problems like this but it just makes me feel better to tell آپ guys. I need to tell آپ guys something very important. I may not be the most depressed person but i sure as hell am not the strongest. I am weak and I will acknowledge that but I cannot take in all of the pain and suffering that is going on in your life. I am weak like that. I am incredibly sorry if I offended you. EVER. But i did not come here to point fingers. I came here to say THANK YOU. Thank آپ all for putting up with my weirdness (Mallory and Alli) and my complaints, and my stories. Thank آپ for being there at my hardest points in time, Thank آپ for shedding a tear for me. Thank آپ for being my sister یا brother when I needed it most. Thank آپ for being my guardian angel regardless of what i have done. Thank آپ for staying سے طرف کی my side. Thank آپ for making me laugh, for making me cry. Thank آپ for letting me be me and thank آپ for welcoming me. Thank آپ for taking me in when it was raining outside. Thank آپ for pulling me out of black hole of worries, sadness and depression. Thank آپ for standing up for me like an older sibling. But most of all. THANK آپ FOR BEING MY DREAM FAMILY. I Love you. And Thank you...
Especially Alli, Sydney, Mallory, Annie, SG, and Daniel. I love آپ guys and I don't know what i would do without آپ in my life.
Sincerly,
A heartfelt Writer. Ellen Love~
In the beginning, that's the word everyone feels whenever they think of someone special.
Love is the word that brings people happiness.
It gives them life, meaning, hope and faith because one man and one woman, thinks that they're always going to be together.
But in the end, love is nothing. Nothing compared to hatred یا hurt. Love only causes pain to those who want to be loved.
Love is breaking someone's دل whenever آپ hear that person say, "I don't love you."
Love brings tears to those who are broken.
Love always has something else with it.
Sometimes it brings pain.
Hurt.
Regret.
Melancholy.
Burdens.
All those things are what love has brought. Though some people fight for their love, evillness came raging back until it overwhelmes آپ with such force.
It's normal. It's life. It sometimes feels just right.
Love sometimes comes with a dream, but leaves with a nightmare.
What I don't understand is how a person can tell you so many lies and never feel bad about it.
Falling in love is like jumping off a really tall building. Your head tells you, "Idiot, you're going to DIE!" But your heart tells you, "Don't worry Pretty Girl you can FLY."
You can't make the same mistake twice, the second time. It's not a mistake, it's a CHOICE.
You should know by now that when I smile and say "Yeah, I'm fine." It's a code for: "NO! I'm not OKAY and I feel like my world is CRASHING DOWN AROUND ME!"
Eventually, you stop caring. Eventually it stops being the most important thing in your life.
