آپ don't now how much it hurt when I heard آپ say"yea, im going out with___". While آپ کہا those words my دل broke, I felt like i'd been slaped in the face. All I could do was leave because if I stayed I know that I would've broken down and cried with آپ standing there. آپ know what hurted the most though? It wasn't that آپ had forgotten what i had told آپ the دن before, about how much I liked آپ and how if آپ asked again we could give it a try, no that was part of the pain.What hurt the most though was that آپ saw the hurt and anger in my face and آپ just didn't care آپ acted as if آپ didn't give a fuck about me یا wat i thought. As I cried in the bathroom I though about all the funny and special moments we'd shared and debated weather you're even worth all the pain. Now i don't now wat to do should I just forget about آپ and اقدام on یا should I fight for your love. I seriously don't now anymore, آپ always make me laugh but at the same time آپ cause me a lot of pain. I do now one thing though, I still love آپ and I think I always will.
---Michelle♥
