"I'm gunna miss you. When will I see آپ again?" Michael asked. "Soon, Michael. I promise. Very soon."As released each other's grip, we looked at each other for one last time for the night. Without even thinking, I noticed we were leaning into each other slowly and Michael wasn't looking into my eyes anymore. He was staring at my lips.
I closed my eyes knowing what was going to happen. Once when my eyes shut, I felt Michael's sweet, soft, smooth lips against mine. Michael kissed me so slowly, smoothly and passionately that I didn't want him to stop. Just the way he caressed my lips with his was breathtaking. I knew I was enjoying myself Michael seemed to enjoy it too because I felt one of his hands starting slowly going up and down my back as his other hand pulled my body closer to his. All I did was keep one of my arms around his neck and caress the side of his face. We kissed for about two منٹ but it felt like forever. We stopped for a سیکنڈ and then Michael pulled my face closer to his to give me one مزید quick kiss.
After he gave me the last kiss, all we could do was stare at each in shock. "Uh. . . I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kissed you. I am so very sorry." Michael was being apologetic, I couldn't get a word in. "Michael! Stop. I'm alright. آپ don't have to apologize." I was trying to get him to stop because why should he apologize for something I enjoyed? "You're not mad? I thought آپ would be mad at me." "Michael, if I didn't want آپ to kiss me, do آپ really think I would have let آپ kiss me for that long?" "No. I guess not." I giggled "Well. . .Michael, I'm glad آپ kissed me. If we could I would have kissed آپ longer than that." "Well, why can't we? Couldn't آپ just tell آپ driver that you're staying?" I didn't think about that.
"Hello?" Ethan, my driver, answered. "Hey, Ethan. I am so very sorry. There is a change of plains. I'm staying the night with Mr. Jackson. Again, I'm really sorry." "But what are آپ going to do for clothes?" Ethan asked. Not even accepting my apologies. "I'll be fine, Ethan. I let آپ know when to come and get me. Thank you. Bye." I hung up with Ethan and looked at Michael with a smile on both of our faces and wrapping my arms around his neck again.. "So, you're staying the night, huh?" Michael had a look on his face دکھانا that he was pleased to know I was staying while keeping his arms around my waist. "Yep. I am staying right here with you."
Michael then kissed me again and held me as close as he could. This time he felt comfortable with it because he knew I was okay and I wanted him to kiss me. But I guess Michael got really comfortable with it because I noticed that he picked me up and had my legs around him and he carried me to his بستر and laid me down. We stopped and got completely on the بستر with Michael on سب, سب سے اوپر of me. I started to caress this side of his face again and just stare in his eyes. He lightly kissed my lips, then the side of my cheeck and then started to kiss my neck.
I realized that he started to lift up my شرٹ, قمیض while slightly and gently grinding against me. "Wait, Michael. Stop." He looked at me and asked,"What's wrong? Did I do something?" "Should we really do this? I mean, we just found out that we like each other. Are we truly ready?" "I am. I've been waiting for this moment. Taylor, even though I didn't know it was you, I have loved آپ for a long time and I have wanted this moment to come." I wasn't sure what I wanted. I love Michael but am I ready? Am I ready to give myself to Michael? "I'm sorry. I guess I'm just shocked that this is happening." "So do آپ want to?" Michael had a look of hope but understanding. "Yes. I want to. Come here." I giggled and kissed Michael again.
After a little bit, Michael and I were under his covers with nothing on except I kept on my bra. Michael looked at me and asked me,"Are آپ absolutely sure want to do this?" I had to think to make sure I did. "Yes. I want to." "Okay. آپ ready?" "Mmm hmm." Michael then started off real slow and easy. I think he was still nervous even though he wanted to do this. He kept his head in my shoulder. I don't think he wanted me to see his face. "Are آپ okay?" "Just fine. Just keep going. You're doing fine." I was totally okay and knew that I wanted this. Michael started to go a little bit harder and slightly faster but still slow. "Oh, God. Michael. Mmm. Oh my, God." Michael started to kiss my neck again and then back to my lips. We kissed the whole time we were under the sheets but there were still sounds coming out of me and Michael
After about 10 minutes. . .
"I think I love you." Michael said. He laid his head on my chest with his arm wrapped around me and my arms wrapped around him while I stroked his hair. "If آپ do, I love you, too. I love آپ very much." I kissed the سب, سب سے اوپر of his head before he looked at me. "You do? آپ love me back?" "Of course I do. What girl wouldn't love you?" Michael placed his head back on my chest. "I've just never been loved سے طرف کی anyone like آپ before. I have never felt so happy with anyone since we were seperated. I wasn't lying when I کہا that I really missed you." "Even though we just found out about us loving each other," I kissed the سب, سب سے اوپر of his head again and made him look at me. "I love you." He smiled at me and gave me one last passionate kiss. Michael then laid his head, once again, back on my chest fell asleep. After watching him for a few منٹ I fell asleep as well.
I closed my eyes knowing what was going to happen. Once when my eyes shut, I felt Michael's sweet, soft, smooth lips against mine. Michael kissed me so slowly, smoothly and passionately that I didn't want him to stop. Just the way he caressed my lips with his was breathtaking. I knew I was enjoying myself Michael seemed to enjoy it too because I felt one of his hands starting slowly going up and down my back as his other hand pulled my body closer to his. All I did was keep one of my arms around his neck and caress the side of his face. We kissed for about two منٹ but it felt like forever. We stopped for a سیکنڈ and then Michael pulled my face closer to his to give me one مزید quick kiss.
After he gave me the last kiss, all we could do was stare at each in shock. "Uh. . . I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kissed you. I am so very sorry." Michael was being apologetic, I couldn't get a word in. "Michael! Stop. I'm alright. آپ don't have to apologize." I was trying to get him to stop because why should he apologize for something I enjoyed? "You're not mad? I thought آپ would be mad at me." "Michael, if I didn't want آپ to kiss me, do آپ really think I would have let آپ kiss me for that long?" "No. I guess not." I giggled "Well. . .Michael, I'm glad آپ kissed me. If we could I would have kissed آپ longer than that." "Well, why can't we? Couldn't آپ just tell آپ driver that you're staying?" I didn't think about that.
"Hello?" Ethan, my driver, answered. "Hey, Ethan. I am so very sorry. There is a change of plains. I'm staying the night with Mr. Jackson. Again, I'm really sorry." "But what are آپ going to do for clothes?" Ethan asked. Not even accepting my apologies. "I'll be fine, Ethan. I let آپ know when to come and get me. Thank you. Bye." I hung up with Ethan and looked at Michael with a smile on both of our faces and wrapping my arms around his neck again.. "So, you're staying the night, huh?" Michael had a look on his face دکھانا that he was pleased to know I was staying while keeping his arms around my waist. "Yep. I am staying right here with you."
Michael then kissed me again and held me as close as he could. This time he felt comfortable with it because he knew I was okay and I wanted him to kiss me. But I guess Michael got really comfortable with it because I noticed that he picked me up and had my legs around him and he carried me to his بستر and laid me down. We stopped and got completely on the بستر with Michael on سب, سب سے اوپر of me. I started to caress this side of his face again and just stare in his eyes. He lightly kissed my lips, then the side of my cheeck and then started to kiss my neck.
I realized that he started to lift up my شرٹ, قمیض while slightly and gently grinding against me. "Wait, Michael. Stop." He looked at me and asked,"What's wrong? Did I do something?" "Should we really do this? I mean, we just found out that we like each other. Are we truly ready?" "I am. I've been waiting for this moment. Taylor, even though I didn't know it was you, I have loved آپ for a long time and I have wanted this moment to come." I wasn't sure what I wanted. I love Michael but am I ready? Am I ready to give myself to Michael? "I'm sorry. I guess I'm just shocked that this is happening." "So do آپ want to?" Michael had a look of hope but understanding. "Yes. I want to. Come here." I giggled and kissed Michael again.
After a little bit, Michael and I were under his covers with nothing on except I kept on my bra. Michael looked at me and asked me,"Are آپ absolutely sure want to do this?" I had to think to make sure I did. "Yes. I want to." "Okay. آپ ready?" "Mmm hmm." Michael then started off real slow and easy. I think he was still nervous even though he wanted to do this. He kept his head in my shoulder. I don't think he wanted me to see his face. "Are آپ okay?" "Just fine. Just keep going. You're doing fine." I was totally okay and knew that I wanted this. Michael started to go a little bit harder and slightly faster but still slow. "Oh, God. Michael. Mmm. Oh my, God." Michael started to kiss my neck again and then back to my lips. We kissed the whole time we were under the sheets but there were still sounds coming out of me and Michael
After about 10 minutes. . .
"I think I love you." Michael said. He laid his head on my chest with his arm wrapped around me and my arms wrapped around him while I stroked his hair. "If آپ do, I love you, too. I love آپ very much." I kissed the سب, سب سے اوپر of his head before he looked at me. "You do? آپ love me back?" "Of course I do. What girl wouldn't love you?" Michael placed his head back on my chest. "I've just never been loved سے طرف کی anyone like آپ before. I have never felt so happy with anyone since we were seperated. I wasn't lying when I کہا that I really missed you." "Even though we just found out about us loving each other," I kissed the سب, سب سے اوپر of his head again and made him look at me. "I love you." He smiled at me and gave me one last passionate kiss. Michael then laid his head, once again, back on my chest fell asleep. After watching him for a few منٹ I fell asleep as well.
Katherine Jackson tells TMZ she knows of NO evidence to support the conspiracy theory that people connected with the Michael Jackson Estate killed the singer.
A number of people, including LaToya Jackson, have suggested there was a conspiracy to kill Michael, and LaToya has کہا she believes Estate honchos were involved.
Katherine tells TMZ ... "It is only natural for people who loved Michael, including family members, to be suspicious about the circumstances surrounding Michael’s untimely death. So far I have not seen one shred of evidence that anyone associated with Michael’s estate conspired to kill him.
She continues, "If such evidence ever comes to my attention I will be the first to bring those facts to light. No one loved Michael مزید than I loved him, but no one should be falsely accused, as Michael was, of a crime they did not commit."
A number of people, including LaToya Jackson, have suggested there was a conspiracy to kill Michael, and LaToya has کہا she believes Estate honchos were involved.
Katherine tells TMZ ... "It is only natural for people who loved Michael, including family members, to be suspicious about the circumstances surrounding Michael’s untimely death. So far I have not seen one shred of evidence that anyone associated with Michael’s estate conspired to kill him.
She continues, "If such evidence ever comes to my attention I will be the first to bring those facts to light. No one loved Michael مزید than I loved him, but no one should be falsely accused, as Michael was, of a crime they did not commit."
The mega-lawyer who successfully defended Michael Jackson in his molestation case is coming out swinging at Dr. Murray's defense team -- blaming MJ's death squarely on Murray because the singer was "not suicidal."
Thomas Mesereau went on MSNBC today -- and stated, "The defense lawyers have to do something and what they're gonna try and do is reflect attention away from their client and onto Michael Jackson."
He adds, "The reality is Michael Jackson was not suicidal, he was not self-destructive in the way they're trying to say, and hopefully their defense will not succeed."
For the record, Mesereau's "suicidal" statement is not accurate -- because according to our sources, the defense will argue that Michael MAY have accidentally killed himself after trying to self-administer Propofol ... but he was not suicidal.
Perhaps Mesereau's strongest تبصرہ -- "I'm sorry that the defense is going to have to bash Michael Jackson to try and divert attention from their guilty client."
Thomas Mesereau went on MSNBC today -- and stated, "The defense lawyers have to do something and what they're gonna try and do is reflect attention away from their client and onto Michael Jackson."
He adds, "The reality is Michael Jackson was not suicidal, he was not self-destructive in the way they're trying to say, and hopefully their defense will not succeed."
For the record, Mesereau's "suicidal" statement is not accurate -- because according to our sources, the defense will argue that Michael MAY have accidentally killed himself after trying to self-administer Propofol ... but he was not suicidal.
Perhaps Mesereau's strongest تبصرہ -- "I'm sorry that the defense is going to have to bash Michael Jackson to try and divert attention from their guilty client."
Show some respect by him. Let's say NO.
The owners of the Neverland Ranch -- the former ہوم of Michael Jackson -- want to turn the property into a teenage موسیقی haven.
TMZ has learned Colony Capital wants to develop a business plan to turn Neverland into a small موسیقی institute -- similar to The Juilliard School in NYC. The plan is to teach teens all aspects of music, including writing and performing.
Colony wants to turn the property into a campus, in which scores of teenagers -- rich and poor -- can learn the trade that made Michael Jackson a legend.
There are two big stumbling blocks. The first is making sure Santa Barbara County will sign off on such a project.
The سیکنڈ -- and bigger issue -- is whether Colony Capital can use Michael Jackson's name to promote such an institute. TMZ has good news for Colony .... sources directly connected with the Michael Jackson Estate tell us, "It's an interesting idea and we'd be open to it."
TMZ has learned Colony Capital wants to develop a business plan to turn Neverland into a small موسیقی institute -- similar to The Juilliard School in NYC. The plan is to teach teens all aspects of music, including writing and performing.
Colony wants to turn the property into a campus, in which scores of teenagers -- rich and poor -- can learn the trade that made Michael Jackson a legend.
There are two big stumbling blocks. The first is making sure Santa Barbara County will sign off on such a project.
The سیکنڈ -- and bigger issue -- is whether Colony Capital can use Michael Jackson's name to promote such an institute. TMZ has good news for Colony .... sources directly connected with the Michael Jackson Estate tell us, "It's an interesting idea and we'd be open to it."
Not that we're trying to flatter ourselves, but don't people in Bahrain get TMZ?
AQ Business Consultants has filed a petition in the Michael Jackson Estate case, asking the judge for permission to belatedly file a creditor's claim, on grounds it didn't know there was a time in asking for money.
AQ claims it helped Michael refinance $320,000,000 in loans, for which it was entitled to a $3.2 million fee. AQ claims it's still owed $1.2 mil.
The deadline for filing a claim has passed, but AQ claims it didn't get proper notice.
Howard Weitzman, the lawyer for the Estate, tells TMZ, "I don't believe the claim has any merit but they're late in filing regardless."
But here's the thing ... TMZ is big in Bahrain, so what's the deal?
AQ Business Consultants has filed a petition in the Michael Jackson Estate case, asking the judge for permission to belatedly file a creditor's claim, on grounds it didn't know there was a time in asking for money.
AQ claims it helped Michael refinance $320,000,000 in loans, for which it was entitled to a $3.2 million fee. AQ claims it's still owed $1.2 mil.
The deadline for filing a claim has passed, but AQ claims it didn't get proper notice.
Howard Weitzman, the lawyer for the Estate, tells TMZ, "I don't believe the claim has any merit but they're late in filing regardless."
But here's the thing ... TMZ is big in Bahrain, so what's the deal?
Katherine Jackson told Oprah Winfrey ... it was Dr. Conrad Murray himself who broke the news that Michael Jackson was dead.
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On an episode of "Oprah" airing today, Katherine explained how everyone at the hospital was reluctant to tell her what happened to her son.
She says Dr. Murray took so long in explaining things ... she had to cut him off, saying, "'Well, what happened? How is he? Did he make it?' And he said, 'No, he's gone.'"
See also
* Katherine Jackson's Partner -- My Bad!
* Katherine Jackson's Partner Backtracks on 'New' Song
* Rift in Michael Jackson's Family Over Song
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On an episode of "Oprah" airing today, Katherine explained how everyone at the hospital was reluctant to tell her what happened to her son.
She says Dr. Murray took so long in explaining things ... she had to cut him off, saying, "'Well, what happened? How is he? Did he make it?' And he said, 'No, he's gone.'"
See also
* Katherine Jackson's Partner -- My Bad!
* Katherine Jackson's Partner Backtracks on 'New' Song
* Rift in Michael Jackson's Family Over Song
Dr. Conrad Murray won't just face the judge in his manslaughter case on Monday -- we're told an army of MJ شائقین plans a little surprise of its own ... in the protest department.
A rep for Justice4MJ -- the پرستار group planning the demonstration -- tells TMZ that scores of Jackson شائقین plan to attend ... and it's all going down on the freeway overpass near the L.A. courthouse.
We're told when the hearing ends ... the protesters plan to march from the courthouse -- then quickly تقسیم, الگ کریں for the overpasses as Murray makes his exit. They will bid Dr. Murray adieu as he drives off -- probably not in the friendliest of ways.
But we're guessing the protest is the least of Dr. Murray's worries.
A rep for Justice4MJ -- the پرستار group planning the demonstration -- tells TMZ that scores of Jackson شائقین plan to attend ... and it's all going down on the freeway overpass near the L.A. courthouse.
We're told when the hearing ends ... the protesters plan to march from the courthouse -- then quickly تقسیم, الگ کریں for the overpasses as Murray makes his exit. They will bid Dr. Murray adieu as he drives off -- probably not in the friendliest of ways.
But we're guessing the protest is the least of Dr. Murray's worries.
The company suing the Michael Jackson estate for $300 million over the Jackson family کنسرٹ that never took place just got two strikes against it, and the pitcher was a federal judge.
The judge on Tuesday threw out two of the three claims AllGood Entertainment filed against the estate, AEG and Frank Dileo.
The suit claims Dileo, MJ's alleged former manager, made a deal with AllGood that Michael would perform at a Jackson Family کنسرٹ before doing any other gigs. سے طرف کی launching the London series of concerts, AllGood claims Jackson breached his deal and cost AllGood a bundle.
But a federal judge ruled AllGood's claim for fraud and tortious interference (i.e., intermeddling) was bogus. All that is left of the lawsuit is a breach of contract claim.
The estate claims Dileo never had authority to make a deal with AllGood.
The judge on Tuesday threw out two of the three claims AllGood Entertainment filed against the estate, AEG and Frank Dileo.
The suit claims Dileo, MJ's alleged former manager, made a deal with AllGood that Michael would perform at a Jackson Family کنسرٹ before doing any other gigs. سے طرف کی launching the London series of concerts, AllGood claims Jackson breached his deal and cost AllGood a bundle.
But a federal judge ruled AllGood's claim for fraud and tortious interference (i.e., intermeddling) was bogus. All that is left of the lawsuit is a breach of contract claim.
The estate claims Dileo never had authority to make a deal with AllGood.
Dr. Conrad Murray had requested lifesaving equipment and back-up help for Michael Jackson from the promoter of the London concerts -- AEG -- but the company never came through, according to a new complaint filed سے طرف کی Joe Jackson.
TMZ broke the story -- Joe was gunning for AEG سے طرف کی filing complaints with the California Medical Board and another agency, alleging the کنسرٹ promoter abused Jackson in a way that led to his death -- and he's just filed with the Medical Board.
Joe claims days before Jackson's death Murray had requested a دل resuscitation machine and a nurse in several e-mails making the request, but AEG never provided it.
According to the complaint, Joe is accusing AEG of co-opting Murray's medical judgment سے طرف کی enticing him with a huge salary -- in effect engaging in the "unlawful practice of corporate medicine."
Besides the CPR machine, Murray also asked for saline, catheters, needles and a gurney.
AEG and Murray had no comment.
TMZ broke the story -- Joe was gunning for AEG سے طرف کی filing complaints with the California Medical Board and another agency, alleging the کنسرٹ promoter abused Jackson in a way that led to his death -- and he's just filed with the Medical Board.
Joe claims days before Jackson's death Murray had requested a دل resuscitation machine and a nurse in several e-mails making the request, but AEG never provided it.
According to the complaint, Joe is accusing AEG of co-opting Murray's medical judgment سے طرف کی enticing him with a huge salary -- in effect engaging in the "unlawful practice of corporate medicine."
Besides the CPR machine, Murray also asked for saline, catheters, needles and a gurney.
AEG and Murray had no comment.
