BAD TOUR

It was another دن without Michael. Wait until it's a year. My phone rung "Hello. This is depression you're calling. What آپ want?" I groaned "Hey , single lady. It's Danny." He answered. I quickly hung up the phone. It rung again "What do آپ want from me?" I moaned "I got something for آپ , babe." He کہا as I quickly woke up "First. I'm not your babe. Secondly. What did آپ get?" I asked as he chuckled "I'm coming over today." He whispered as I looked at the phone like: The fuck. I hung up and stayed in بستر drinking a glass of Whiskey as the door opened "Danny , what have آپ brought...

I looked around the warehouse. It was spacious and big with a broken windows and broken glass on door. There were rats scattering around the corners and nibbling on dead rats and squeaking. I looked up at one of the guys "My name's Carmine." He کہا as he took his چھری and softly caressed my cheek again , I looked the other way while he grabbed my face "Don't be such a bitch. I might cut off your pretty face." He pushed my head back while his assistant , brung a bucket of water "Here آپ go." He کہا as he gave Carmine the bucket. He dumped the water on me then untied me from the chair and...

I truly believe that each time he کہا that,he meant it.
He is one of the few reasons why I'm still alive.
He made me believe that I was not alone.
I believe he'd love me,no matter what I was,but he'd love me for who I am.
The reason why I'm writting this is because since early 2012,I have bulimia.
It was HELL,no matter what I did,I'd always finish the دن throwing up in the cold bathroom.
And I cut a few times,my body is a terrible mess,but my mind is even worse,although I almost don't throw up now
Today,I'm better,but still...not fully recovered.
THIS is a way of telling people that I LOVE MICHAEL,that...

The اگلے دن , I woke up to a phone call "Hello?" I کہا "Hey Nesha , it's me , Michael." I filled my spirit with life "Hey Michael. How آپ doing?" He giggled at my excitement "I'm doing good and you?" Michael sounded so sweet "Good. Just got up and I'm ready for the world. Just need to brush my teeth." I joked as he laughed "You're so silly." he کہا as I laughed "Are آپ coming over today?" I desperately needed to know "Hmmm. Yeah I'll come over today." He کہا as we کہا goodbye and hung up. I still felt butterflies in my stomach "I'm so in love." I کہا to myself as my phone rang and...

Michael just stood there in shock, now knowing that Janelle felt the same way. She looked at him and saw his eyes go wide a little.
"Um...Michael? آپ okay?" She asked.
He nodded a little. "I...I'm fine. I'm...I'm just shocked." He said.
"Shocked about what?"
"About...about what آپ just told me."
She blushed a little and so did he. "Oh..."
He looked away a little and looked back at her. "How long have آپ felt that way?"
"What?"
"How long have آپ liked me like that?"
She blushed more. "Oh w-well...I, uh...I've liked آپ since I first heard your voice...on Off The Wall."
"Really?"
She nodded and turned...

The boys and Joesph got ہوم and everyone greeted them."You're home! Yayy!!" Randy کہا hugging them."So... how was Motown?" Katherine asked."It was good" The four boys said."Yeah and Gordy listened to our song and then کہا it needed باس, گھنگھور to this part and then the song was better!" Michael said."That's wonderful!" Katherine replied."Mom, I got to tell آپ something" Michael کہا pulling his mom aside."What is it?" Katherine asked."It's about Mariah!" Michael said."Yeah, what about her?" Katherine asked excited."We're boyfriend and girlfriend and I kissed her and she kissed me back!" Michael...

That night i was up all night crying my eyes out I just couldn't believe this was happening to me i had just lost my best friend what was I going to do
The اگلے morning i had to get ready for work which i was not ready for i wanted to just call in sick but i knew that i couldn't do that i had to put this thing behind me until later when i could go to his house and talk to him.
as soon as i got to the record store i got to work so i could talk to Michael afterword.
while at the register counting the money my phone rang
"Hello." i کہا hoping it was Michael
"hey Baby." it was Jackie
"Hey babe whats...