To many people, موسیقی is nothing but a few metaphors with a catchy tune and good background music. To me, موسیقی is my life, my passion and my universe. It's the medicine I consume to let go of my pain. It's the only thing I listen to, to forget the past. The only thing I need to survive.
I've gone through a LOT already in the few years of life I've lived so far. I've been close to dying twice, and I've also been heartbroken and used. I've been betrayed سے طرف کی the one I thought I loved most. I was mocked and laughed at سے طرف کی the same person as well. But I get over the pain سے طرف کی listening to موسیقی and singing along with the song.
موسیقی makes me feel like I still have a chance. Like I can do whatever I want to with my life. It makes me feel like I have gained power and control. It gives me the strength I need to اقدام on, the strength I need to live. I cannot possibly imagine a دن without rocking out to my favourite songs. I can't even dream of not listening to music. It makes me feel like I have a life worth living.
I feel like موسیقی was always there for me, even when the world turned against me. When I was mocked at, used, called names and abused. It was there for me when I wanted to let the darkness take over my soul. It's like موسیقی entered the dark empty room as a glowing white light, waiting for me to follow it and get my hopes back.
موسیقی will always be there for me. No matter what happens, I know I can count on موسیقی to bring back meaning to life.