I saw something I wanted to see مزید of~
When آپ looked at me with those eyes I felt آپ were tresspassing
looking down into my heart.
Seeing what secrets lied there,
It was so terrifing, yet libaerating!
I couldn't look away I saw آپ had your own secrets...
And I wanted to heal those broken beautifull eyes,
Thats the دن آپ cursed me,
thats the دن those lovely eyes broke me down so badly that I wanted to cry!
آپ made me want to be the one to heal you,
I wanted to stay in those eyes...
I wanted آپ to be سے طرف کی my side, be mine and mine only...
When آپ look at me directly, down to my soul,
آپ seem to look at me with something,
so mysterious, so scary, so beautifull...
I hope it would be love....
but I know its not.
I can't help but look at آپ with love,
آپ seem to not notice...
maybe thats for the best but...
I feel this growing pain of آپ not there,
of your FRIENDSHIP only,
I feel pain.
I hate this, I don't hate آپ though.
Never could, never will.
Wish I did, wish I will.
But my دل aches for you, my دل calls to you,
It may be kinda mushy but your always on my mind!
With those heavenly eyes~
When آپ look me in the eyes I feel that love swell up,
and find myself in total bliss wanting to stay there...
forever...
When I see your heavenly eyes...
~B
My dad is dead.
My mom is in prison.
and me,siting alone
in the darkness.
so don't even bother with me.
I cry in the dark سے طرف کی my brother.
He says will mom ever come back.
i کہا no she'll never forgive us.
my brother's eyes fill with tears
my life is now useless for all i know
i sit there sighing and breathing heavily
as the smoke of the city streets fills my lungs
i soon become weak
i lay on the stine cold gravel
some say im dying
and others say i was supposed to die
where does the life start
and the hoplesness end?
where do the fun times
dissapear to?
why can't i look into your eyes
and see your happiness?
why do آپ have to steal mine?
the answer to these سوالات are simple
آپ have no love for me
yet آپ lead me on,
pretend آپ do
آپ want me i know,
but for what?
the happiness
i can not see in your eyes
is not because its not there
but because آپ suck mine away.
آپ leave my eyes dull and empty
shadows of what i once was
the person i long to be now
one of the loved
-Megan
and the hoplesness end?
where do the fun times
dissapear to?
why can't i look into your eyes
and see your happiness?
why do آپ have to steal mine?
the answer to these سوالات are simple
آپ have no love for me
yet آپ lead me on,
pretend آپ do
آپ want me i know,
but for what?
the happiness
i can not see in your eyes
is not because its not there
but because آپ suck mine away.
آپ leave my eyes dull and empty
shadows of what i once was
the person i long to be now
one of the loved
-Megan
And the pretty still calm lake.
The calm wind blowing in my face.
Oh, look two young deer having a race.
Look at those bees in a beehive up in that tree.
While a تیتلی perches on my knee.
The sweet smell of dozens of fresh flowers.
Look!
A beautiful rose!
And a small blue bird.
There it goes.
As I hum, the mockingjay is my echo.
Oh no it’s ALMOST time to go.
The گھاس is as green and fresh as lime.
As I look at my watch wondering if it’s time to go.
Sadly, yes it’s time.
As I watch from a distance a برداشت, ریچھ behind a درخت scratching it’s back.
Uh-oh I think it’s going to attack!
I go run away.
Hoping I can come back another day.
The forest is sometimes dangerous, but it’s beautiful, calm, and quiet.
But I wish I didn't have to say goodbye this way. :(
Love
(poems from my mind)
1.[have آپ ever?]
Have آپ ever wondered?
Have آپ ever feared?
Have آپ ever questioned?
یا were آپ always scared?
2.[like a toy]
Have آپ ever heard of love?
یا happiness and joy?
No آپ didn't,
Because to you, everything is like a toy.
3.[my stupid mind]
I am so tired,
Of hearing these words in my mind.
Sometimes, I wish i can just fall,
And go deaf and blind.
4.[a Christmas poem]
Christmas is on the way,
So merry Christmas!
What else can i say?
(a poem that i read from the internet)
Sick of crying,
Tired of trying,
Yes, I am smiling,
But inside, I am dying.
(a poem that my closest friend wrote for me, it may be my پسندیدہ poem of all time)
God gave us two eyes to see,
Two legs to walk the street,
Two ears to let us hear,
And two arms to defend ourselves and not to fear.
But why did he give u only one heart?
Maybe because somewhere in this world there is the other part,
That we should look for and when we find never tare them apart.
1.[have آپ ever?]
Have آپ ever wondered?
Have آپ ever feared?
Have آپ ever questioned?
یا were آپ always scared?
2.[like a toy]
Have آپ ever heard of love?
یا happiness and joy?
No آپ didn't,
Because to you, everything is like a toy.
3.[my stupid mind]
I am so tired,
Of hearing these words in my mind.
Sometimes, I wish i can just fall,
And go deaf and blind.
4.[a Christmas poem]
Christmas is on the way,
So merry Christmas!
What else can i say?
(a poem that i read from the internet)
Sick of crying,
Tired of trying,
Yes, I am smiling,
But inside, I am dying.
(a poem that my closest friend wrote for me, it may be my پسندیدہ poem of all time)
God gave us two eyes to see,
Two legs to walk the street,
Two ears to let us hear,
And two arms to defend ourselves and not to fear.
But why did he give u only one heart?
Maybe because somewhere in this world there is the other part,
That we should look for and when we find never tare them apart.
conor your my angel
conor your my heart
i love آپ lots and lots
right from the start
conor آپ know i love
conor آپ know i care
i love آپ lots and lots
even though its not fair
conor your my heaven
conor your my sky
i love آپ lots and lots
i just dont know why
conor آپ my dream
conor your my wish
i love آپ lots and lots
i love آپ conor.
conor آپ my life
conor your my clouds
i love آپ lots and lots
i wish آپ were here
just to see your gorgeous face
conor i think آپ cool
conor i think آپ great
i love آپ lots and lots
its just the way it is......
conor your my heart
i love آپ lots and lots
right from the start
conor آپ know i love
conor آپ know i care
i love آپ lots and lots
even though its not fair
conor your my heaven
conor your my sky
i love آپ lots and lots
i just dont know why
conor آپ my dream
conor your my wish
i love آپ lots and lots
i love آپ conor.
conor آپ my life
conor your my clouds
i love آپ lots and lots
i wish آپ were here
just to see your gorgeous face
conor i think آپ cool
conor i think آپ great
i love آپ lots and lots
its just the way it is......
