I saw something I wanted to see مزید of~
When آپ looked at me with those eyes I felt آپ were tresspassing
looking down into my heart.
Seeing what secrets lied there,
It was so terrifing, yet libaerating!
I couldn't look away I saw آپ had your own secrets...
And I wanted to heal those broken beautifull eyes,
Thats the دن آپ cursed me,
thats the دن those lovely eyes broke me down so badly that I wanted to cry!
آپ made me want to be the one to heal you,
I wanted to stay in those eyes...
I wanted آپ to be سے طرف کی my side, be mine and mine only...
When آپ look at me directly, down to my soul,
آپ seem to look at me with something,
so mysterious, so scary, so beautifull...
I hope it would be love....
but I know its not.
I can't help but look at آپ with love,
آپ seem to not notice...
maybe thats for the best but...
I feel this growing pain of آپ not there,
of your FRIENDSHIP only,
I feel pain.
I hate this, I don't hate آپ though.
Never could, never will.
Wish I did, wish I will.
But my دل aches for you, my دل calls to you,
It may be kinda mushy but your always on my mind!
With those heavenly eyes~
When آپ look me in the eyes I feel that love swell up,
and find myself in total bliss wanting to stay there...
forever...
When I see your heavenly eyes...
~B
The دن is Ending
The sun is Setting
All is over
But i am sad
My دل is still grey
My دوستوں are mad at me
And i am still sad
I go to sleep
But i can not stop thinking of what i have done
Will my دوستوں ever Forgive me
And i am still Sad
I Have hurt a friend and Choked another
What have i done
And i am still sad
Why have i done this why
I have been tricked
Betrayed even
سے طرف کی the Evil one
I must get him
Pay him for what he has done to me
When i have done so my دوستوں will be happy
And so will i
The sun is Setting
All is over
But i am sad
My دل is still grey
My دوستوں are mad at me
And i am still sad
I go to sleep
But i can not stop thinking of what i have done
Will my دوستوں ever Forgive me
And i am still Sad
I Have hurt a friend and Choked another
What have i done
And i am still sad
Why have i done this why
I have been tricked
Betrayed even
سے طرف کی the Evil one
I must get him
Pay him for what he has done to me
When i have done so my دوستوں will be happy
And so will i
Make My دل Beat
Uncontrolably
i Hate How You
Make Me Blush When
i See You
i Hate How You
Make Me Say The Stupidest Things When
i Talk To You
i Hate How You
Make Me Jealous When
i See آپ With Another Girl
i Hate How آپ
Make Me Care
About You
it's To Bad
i Do...
... Other Wise
i Would Tell This
To Your Face.
i'd Tell You
"i Hate You.
i HAte آپ So Much,
That i Love You."
But You'd Probably
Laugh At My Face
ANd i'd
Never see You...
...Again.
I still cry.
Why did آپ leave me like this?
Why did آپ have to die?
Now my life is a crisis
آپ knew آپ would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep آپ from being blue
But آپ resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell
I make myself bleed, like آپ did
I starve myself, like آپ did
I hid my feelings like آپ did
Now, Will I die like آپ did?
Maybe if آپ would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath
So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude تبصرے please...
~OfmiceandDes
Why did آپ leave me like this?
Why did آپ have to die?
Now my life is a crisis
آپ knew آپ would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep آپ from being blue
But آپ resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell
I make myself bleed, like آپ did
I starve myself, like آپ did
I hid my feelings like آپ did
Now, Will I die like آپ did?
Maybe if آپ would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath
So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude تبصرے please...
~OfmiceandDes
Anywhere,
With one another.
We were always
Together,
آپ کہا forever.
When we came to
High school,
I tried to hold
On to you.
آپ come to talk,
once in a while,
But I only give,
آپ a smile.
I always listen to the
Same melody,
And آپ keep appearing
In my memory.
I think of آپ every
single day,
But your face seem to
quickly fade away.
I give out hopes and wishes
Just to see آپ one last
time,
But I can only see آپ in my
Mind.
آپ will always live in my
Heart,
And nothing will ever tear
us apart.
I'm trying not,
To cry,
All I wanted to do
Was say goodbye.
It hurts knowing that you're not here anymore
If I think back it hurts even more,cause then I remember again what I've lost
All I have left from آپ are the fun and beautiful memories,but they're not so real like آپ were
My thoughts wander,trying to find yours,but you're to far away for me to reach
I try to think how it would've been if آپ wre still alive but you're resting now
My tears are sad,but also happy because I'm lucky to have known you
A great person in life one who loved to have a great time
Now you're flying with the angels,but one دن we'll fly together and have those great times again
To give it all away
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw
Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer
Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure
The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be سے طرف کی my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num
Please آپ cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave
Pain fills me
Getting hit سے طرف کی the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall
Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well
I call for you
But all آپ do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down
All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry
They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw
Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer
Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure
The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be سے طرف کی my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num
Please آپ cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave
Pain fills me
Getting hit سے طرف کی the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall
Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well
I call for you
But all آپ do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down
All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry
They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright
when i wake my eyes start to water
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be brave for my brothers and sisters
we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my دل fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be brave for my brothers and sisters
we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my دل fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u
