Is It BAd?????????

Writing itself should have some purpose. آپ open your soul سے طرف کی putting all these feelings on the paper یا آپ release some bad, dark thoughts.
The deepest feelings inside your heart, written with passion, love and depth as well will make poetry blazing.

Poetry is meant to flow as the دل beats, آپ cannot follow a drum if آپ do not beat one yourself. Poetry has a soul, it thrives only if آپ thrive.

well poetry doesnt have to necesssarily have a concrete writing style. u seem like u write in a stream of conciousness, which is good. some of the best thoughts come out that way. the people that tell u that u arent really poet becuse u dont have deeper meaning are wrong. poems can be straightforward as well as abstract. u can try to write with deeper meaning but i say just stick to the way u feel most comfortable.