My steps crunch on the gravel track
Why did آپ leave me? why did آپ go?
A sudden sadness begins to attack
All I want is an answer all I want is to know.
I begin to تلاش the fog and dark trees
For the spot I'm longing for
As soon as I find it I fall to my knees
And I don't care whose watching me anymore.
I stare at the gray slab of stone
That is all I have left of you
I begin to sob felling so alone
It doesn't seem fair it just can't be true
I can't bring myself to leave this place
And soon all that's left is the winter winds cry
I run away at a ghostly pace
Good-bye.
Why did آپ leave me? why did آپ go?
A sudden sadness begins to attack
All I want is an answer all I want is to know.
I begin to تلاش the fog and dark trees
For the spot I'm longing for
As soon as I find it I fall to my knees
And I don't care whose watching me anymore.
I stare at the gray slab of stone
That is all I have left of you
I begin to sob felling so alone
It doesn't seem fair it just can't be true
I can't bring myself to leave this place
And soon all that's left is the winter winds cry
I run away at a ghostly pace
Good-bye.
Inside the darkness of my tortured mind
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living سے طرف کی the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my کڑوا, تلخ existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living سے طرف کی the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my کڑوا, تلخ existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
if the love of your life died,
what would آپ do if they died a terrible death,
would آپ get revenge,
would آپ hate everyone,
would آپ become a murderer in return,
would آپ cry your life away,
یا would آپ take your life away?
What would آپ do,
if your best friend committed suicide,
what would آپ do if they died terribly,
would آپ laugh because no tears will come,
would آپ cry until it is all over,
would آپ do the same,
would آپ run away,
یا would آپ just throw it all away?
What would آپ do,
if آپ were hit سے طرف کی a car,
what would آپ do if آپ were dying,
would آپ feel sorry for yourself,
would آپ cry until the end,
would آپ remember everything آپ have ever done,
would آپ call your mom,
یا would آپ hate the person until your life has gone away?
What would آپ do,
when everything ends for آپ یا a friend?
What would آپ do?
Here is another poem. It is a bit dark but the truth is always darker than it seems.
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My دل is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen سے طرف کی the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am lost in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to نگلنا me forever
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My دل is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen سے طرف کی the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am lost in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to نگلنا me forever
There are times when our loss makes us to feel happy
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if دل is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with love that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if دل is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with love that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
Dedicated to a friend of mine, may he and his family and everyone who knew him know that he now is with God
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Only knew آپ for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
آپ always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
آپ always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
آپ just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew آپ would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
آپ and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
آپ ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never کہا goodbye
I wish i could of کہا goodbye
For آپ are here
No more
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In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss آپ and آپ will never be forgotten
____________________________________________________
Only knew آپ for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
آپ always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
آپ always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
آپ just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew آپ would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
آپ and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
آپ ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never کہا goodbye
I wish i could of کہا goodbye
For آپ are here
No more
__________________________________________________
In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss آپ and آپ will never be forgotten