January 12, 2007
It's been a long, long time since I have done this so bare with me. I have been getting sucked into that suite life of zack and cody دکھائیں ever since it started. I'm almost 13 years old.
It was early and I woke and went downstairs. Dad was sitting in a chair watching homes فلمیں of when I was his only chid. I layed on my belly on the floor. I کہا " dad can آپ start this over please". he said" ya sure I can, I love watching old ویڈیوز of you". It started again. In the video I was sitting in my highchair and I was one سال old. It was the دن dad was coming ہوم after being away for a few weeks. In the video the door slamed shut and dad walked inside an looked at me with a smile on his face. After the video ended I looked at my dad, I saw a tear roll down his face. "Why are آپ crying?" I asked. He کہا "I just miss the days when آپ were that young." I got up and hugged him. I told him "Every thing is going to be ok. Someday آپ will be able to experiance that with my kids." We both heard Prince coming down stairs. Dad quickly wiped the tears off his face and got up from his seat. Prince asked if he could skip ہوم schooling today. He کہا "I don't feel very good today." Dad felt his forhead and کہا آپ feel fine to me. He told Prince he had to do ہوم schooling because it was an important part of his life. Prince went upstairs mumbling something under his breath. Paris came downstairs with Blanket following her. Blanket sat down and pulled out a notebook with alphabet letters in it and started to recite the letters page سے طرف کی page. Dad asked, "Are آپ going to get your school work?" I said, "I couldn't sleep this morning so I finished it already. He said, "Good job!" and passed me the t.v. remote. I sat on the سوفی, لٹانا while he stood over Blanket and listened to him saying the different letters in the notebook. Every now and then I would hear my dad say, "Good job Blanket!" Paris was up in her room doing her school work and dad and I thought that Prince was doing his homework in his room. I went up to get something out of my room and I peeked into Pince's room and saw he was playing with legos. I went downstairs and said, "Dad, Prince is playing with legos." Dad ran upstairs to go check on him. As dad walked upstairs, I whispered "busted". Usually I'm the one who gets in trouble and it's rare to catch the other three in the act of misbehaving. Dad came back downstairs with Prince's Exbox 360 in his hands. I کہا "Dad what are آپ doing with that?" He said, "I took it out of his room." I said, "Did آپ even talk to him about what's going on?" Dad said, "Nope I just walked in and took it out of his room...
January 22
Dad is bringing us to Barne's and Noble today. To buy some books. We went inside the store with our masks on, something caught my eye. I seperated from my brothers and sister. Then all of a sudden a boy about my age passed سے طرف کی me and whispered, "Your dad's a freak". He kind of faked coughed and کہا "We all know what goes on in that bedroom of his." I turned around and punched him square in the face. He fell over and knocked three bookshelves over. My dad turned around to see what was going on, he walked a few steps. My back was facing towards him, but he was still about 12feet away. All of a sudden I heard him yell "ALANNA MICHAEL JACKSON!!!!" I never heard my dad yell so loud in my life. He came over and helped the boy to his feet. I saw my dad slip some money into the boys pocket, as the boy walked away he began to count the money. My dad looked at me and shot me a look, I knew I was in trouble. I pulled out the oldest trick in the book and begin to well up with tears. The car ride ہوم was a quite one and I went ہوم empty handed. I went upstairs around eight o'clock. While lying awake in my room dad came up and sat on the edge of the bed, and کہا "Why did آپ hit that boy today?". I explained what had happend and my dad was actually proud of me for standing up for him, althoug he added that violence is not the answer to problems. I was happy that I didn't get in trouble. I was so exhaused from the دن that I fell right asleep.
It's been a long, long time since I have done this so bare with me. I have been getting sucked into that suite life of zack and cody دکھائیں ever since it started. I'm almost 13 years old.
It was early and I woke and went downstairs. Dad was sitting in a chair watching homes فلمیں of when I was his only chid. I layed on my belly on the floor. I کہا " dad can آپ start this over please". he said" ya sure I can, I love watching old ویڈیوز of you". It started again. In the video I was sitting in my highchair and I was one سال old. It was the دن dad was coming ہوم after being away for a few weeks. In the video the door slamed shut and dad walked inside an looked at me with a smile on his face. After the video ended I looked at my dad, I saw a tear roll down his face. "Why are آپ crying?" I asked. He کہا "I just miss the days when آپ were that young." I got up and hugged him. I told him "Every thing is going to be ok. Someday آپ will be able to experiance that with my kids." We both heard Prince coming down stairs. Dad quickly wiped the tears off his face and got up from his seat. Prince asked if he could skip ہوم schooling today. He کہا "I don't feel very good today." Dad felt his forhead and کہا آپ feel fine to me. He told Prince he had to do ہوم schooling because it was an important part of his life. Prince went upstairs mumbling something under his breath. Paris came downstairs with Blanket following her. Blanket sat down and pulled out a notebook with alphabet letters in it and started to recite the letters page سے طرف کی page. Dad asked, "Are آپ going to get your school work?" I said, "I couldn't sleep this morning so I finished it already. He said, "Good job!" and passed me the t.v. remote. I sat on the سوفی, لٹانا while he stood over Blanket and listened to him saying the different letters in the notebook. Every now and then I would hear my dad say, "Good job Blanket!" Paris was up in her room doing her school work and dad and I thought that Prince was doing his homework in his room. I went up to get something out of my room and I peeked into Pince's room and saw he was playing with legos. I went downstairs and said, "Dad, Prince is playing with legos." Dad ran upstairs to go check on him. As dad walked upstairs, I whispered "busted". Usually I'm the one who gets in trouble and it's rare to catch the other three in the act of misbehaving. Dad came back downstairs with Prince's Exbox 360 in his hands. I کہا "Dad what are آپ doing with that?" He said, "I took it out of his room." I said, "Did آپ even talk to him about what's going on?" Dad said, "Nope I just walked in and took it out of his room...
January 22
Dad is bringing us to Barne's and Noble today. To buy some books. We went inside the store with our masks on, something caught my eye. I seperated from my brothers and sister. Then all of a sudden a boy about my age passed سے طرف کی me and whispered, "Your dad's a freak". He kind of faked coughed and کہا "We all know what goes on in that bedroom of his." I turned around and punched him square in the face. He fell over and knocked three bookshelves over. My dad turned around to see what was going on, he walked a few steps. My back was facing towards him, but he was still about 12feet away. All of a sudden I heard him yell "ALANNA MICHAEL JACKSON!!!!" I never heard my dad yell so loud in my life. He came over and helped the boy to his feet. I saw my dad slip some money into the boys pocket, as the boy walked away he began to count the money. My dad looked at me and shot me a look, I knew I was in trouble. I pulled out the oldest trick in the book and begin to well up with tears. The car ride ہوم was a quite one and I went ہوم empty handed. I went upstairs around eight o'clock. While lying awake in my room dad came up and sat on the edge of the bed, and کہا "Why did آپ hit that boy today?". I explained what had happend and my dad was actually proud of me for standing up for him, althoug he added that violence is not the answer to problems. I was happy that I didn't get in trouble. I was so exhaused from the دن that I fell right asleep.