I miss my great grandmama (yes i called her grandmama lol) she died when I was 10 years old so 4 all most 5 years ago. I was named after my great grandpapa Frank but my mom just added a ie to it. My grandmama was the one I could tell every thing to and she would never tell any one. He words to me before she died was "Frankie, آپ are diffrent and dont change for any one. I love آپ cuz the way آپ are. Dont ever let people put آپ down, dont take sh*t from any one, but most of all love your self as much as I love you." I keep thoughs words in my head 24/7. she was my life saver. When she pass't i wouldnt eat for a ماہ and I wasn't happy. But When my mum کہا "Just remember what grandmama کہا and آپ will be ok." I did and I am ok. With out the world my grandmama کہا to me i dont know what I would be to day....
I'm missing alot of people. My bestfriend,he'll dead for 8 months on the 25th.i miss him everyday.so i have two memorials on the 25th,my bf and MJ. My twin sis,we kind of got seperated and i only see her in school.we've never ever been apart and i feel im missing another part of me.i love and miss her sooo much. Michael jackson,he's one of the people i loved and still love with a love so true.he was like a father figure,you know and i relate to him مزید than i do my dad. My dad,well i love him,but i dont know him.he's a business genius but what i really want is a dad. My mum,i've never left her before,so i miss so bad. My little brother('blanket'),he's so cute and so adorable and i love him so much. My idiot brothers,we cant stand each other but i realised its how we دکھائیں our love. *breaks down*
