آپ have a dark view on the world. آپ need to have a مزید positive view of it. آپ can't hate everyone and everything when آپ haven't met everyone and/or everything.
Life and the current state of the world is screwing آپ up, and آپ know it's out of your control, so you're angry at those who may be responsible. Either that, یا hormones. Teenagers have a lot of mood-swinging hormones nowadays.