"hush, child, darkness will rise from the deep and carry u out in2 sleep. child, darkness will rise from the deep and carry u out in2 sleep..." i sang in2 the darkness as i walked thro the forests i knew once..."Guileless son, I'll shape your belief. And you'll always know that your father's a thief. And آپ won't understand the cause of your grief, But you'll always follow the voices beneath..."

I should start this story at the beginning...by saying this. there was a prophecy in my kingdom....of a son who would die 4 the right his mother was denied. I was born princess. Yes, I was also human at 1 time 2. u kno Alice in Wonderland? Well the story was based off of the universe...or whatever u wanna call it...that I was born, raised, and am supposed 2 rule in. my brother, however, managed 2 get it 1st...
the Red Queen is dead, and the White Queen rules her part...but the Black Queen seems 2 b ignored...probably best. Mother is only in it 4 the money...and control. She's the Queen of Spades....she married the King of کلب 2 expand her rule and riches.
Don't b fooled, she was with him long b4 she married him...i was 7 when they got married but...he also had a son who was a half سال younger then I, meaning I was still suppose 2 b heir. SUPPOSE 2 b...mind u, it didn't happen. Grandmother had died only 2 years b4 and so she took rule. B4 then, we were close as any mother and daughter ought 2 b but...once she got power I was ignored...by her, anyways.
Father wouldn't ignore me...no matter how I tried. He beat me with whatever he could use...half the time he locked me in the prison and chained me 2 a wall...especially during parties and holidays....I never knew the meaning of a present 4 a birthday یا Christmas یا anything else...no feasts...I knew of only darkness and pain...bruises...as I grew up in what looked like a peaceful and lavish palace...it was really nothing مزید then a giant prison cell 2 me...father and Jordam, my brother.....they worked 2gether, and mother took little notice. I let darkness b my lullaby, hate was the melody and rage the beat.
I saw nothing of the kingdom I was 2 eventually rule....and loath with every fiber of my being and existence. I thought I was still going 2 rule...I was a delusional 14-year-old with that being all I had left 2 look آگے 2. Around my birthday my brother was married 2 the most beautiful woman in the kingdom...Lizzula. “U'r not fit 2 rule a kingdom, child.” Mother laughed. “Jordam will take rule and u will stay with us, should anything happen 2 him. After all, no1 would want 2 marry u....look at u, u'r covered in scars and ur pale skin in bruised.”
Not 2 weeks after that, on my birthday, he betray her loyalty...
I was laying in my bed, bleeding from father's last beating...and I was weak. Jordam walked in and I thought it was going 2 b another beating that I was 2 weak 2 put up a fight against...2 weak and 2 numb...but that wasn't it. There was something else in his eyes....something I'd hoped I'd never c...
From that night on...it was the same...and I had a son...then I was banished from the kingdom because I wouldn't tell who the father was. I wouldn't dare...it would only get me beat harder...hurt worse...and I'd rather b cold then hurt and most likely killed...plus, no1 would believe me...because he was the 'perfect child' and the 'angel' of the kingdom....he was pulling all the right strings...and he got exactly what he wanted...he got me banished
So I left...but not b4 taking 2 a potion's maker who was a friend of mine. He gave me a gift, a potion 2 make me an animal of my choice....4 the rest of my life. I thanked him and ran, naming the child after the potion maker...Mordred. He was the only 1 that was nice 2 me since mother took rule...always...
I ran until I couldn't run anymore...until I passed out. When I woke, there were 3 cats grinning at me. They were Cheshires...and that's when I decided that's the animal I wanted 2 b. however, I couldn't drink the whole vile. I needed my son 2 b hidden 2...so I drank a little over half and gave the rest 2 him. That's how we ended up being not quite animal but not quite human...and we were happy for just over a year...
Then Egg-Head came and took me....fortunately Mordred was bak with the other Cheshires...and the 1st 3 were with me, and followed without him knowing it. U kno what happened after that....I'm 19 now...and still searching 4 my son.
However, he will kno me when we meet...because of his lullaby and my voice...he will always kno his father's a thief and he will follow the voices guiding him...I kno he will. Each دن I wait 2 find him...and when he's old enough we will go bak...and we will only come bak with their heads on a platter. That is my goal...I will take bak what was rightfully mine and I will also make sure he doesn't die...and I will never treat him like I was treated...and make sure when he has kids he makes sure they're treated right 2...i will not make the same mistakes they did...