"uh its not what it looks like..."

You don’t know what آپ get yourself into, and the worst part is that آپ never can see یا feel how it hurts آپ until everything is over, until that moment when آپ go too far happens and آپ realize what آپ did. And so آپ promise that it’s over, but over time آپ go back to it, slowly and assuredly. Then you’re caught, یا آپ reach your again, and آپ say you’re done again. Then آپ say that you’ll make sure not to slip up, but eventually آپ do, and it becomes normal. And over time it’s all آپ can think about, and even if آپ don’t want to do it, آپ end up putting...