Gwen's pov!
I woke up to the sound of soft گٹار playing. i smiled in my sleep and looked over at Trent سے طرف کی the window playing his guitar. "sorry,did i wake you?"he stopped playing. "not at all."i walked over and sat in his lap. "you aren't mad about what happened yesterday are you?"he asked nervously. "i cant stay mad at آپ forever."i put a hand on his cheek. "you could.."he mumbled. i leaned him down slightly and locked lips with him. "i`m still a little shaken up about it,but that doesn't mean i don't love آپ anymore."i whispered. he put his arms around my waist and held me close. i put my forehead on his and he began snuggling his head on mine like lions hug. i did the same to him with my eyes closed. "good morning,i was wondering when آپ two would make up."Maria walked in and smiled. "i thought i locked the door.."Trent کہا under his breath. "i suppose not..but i need to tell آپ guys something."she sat down on the bed. "what is it?"i asked,nervous of the answer. "well..the Elders-."Trent cut her off. "what the fuck do they want?"he hissed. "they would like to speak to you. if آپ don't come,they wont make it easy."she said. Trent's eyes turned red and he began growling with his mouth closed. "i`m sorry,but they do as they wish."she got up and walked away. i sighed and looked down at the floor. "hey,why so down?"he lifted my chin up. "i just don't want anything to happen again..i mean the last time was bad...i don't want it to get worse."i said. he wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tight. "its going to be okay,i promise."he smiled. "if آپ say so.."i looked away. we walked down to the breakfast buffet and i just stared at my food. "are آپ okay?"Trent asked me. "i`m...fine."i moved my fork around in the food. "this isn't like آپ at all."Maria said. "well maybe i`m too depressed to eat."i stormed upstairs. "babe,is something wrong?"Trent ran up to me. "nothing at all."i folded my arms across my chest. "you seem ticked off at something..did Maria offend you?"he asked. "no.."i held back my tears. "then what is it?"he sat beside me. i started breathing heavily because my tears choked me. "babe?"he tried to look me in the eyes. "its just so damn depressing that we don't know if we're going to live the اگلے day."i completely broke down. he held me close. "why cant i just die..?"i whispered into his shoulder. he looked me straight in the eyes. "don't say that about yourself."he said. "why? i cant even have a life without trying to get killed."i sobbed. "i promise آپ it will get better."he wiped my tears away with his thumb. "n-no it wont. i promise آپ that."i کہا angrily. he wrapped his arms around me and held me as i cried uncontrollably. "i don't know why we cant have a family without so much stress."i whispered. "we will,don't be stressed."he held me tighter. i tried calming down,but it didn't work. Trent went downstairs and came back up with a muffin. he put it in my hands and i ate it slowly. "feel better?"he kissed my forehead. "i guess.."i said. "do آپ think you're ready یا do آپ need a little مزید time to calm down?"he asked sweetly. "i think i`m fine."i used a tissue to wipe away my running make-up. "okay,you tell me when you're ready to go back downstairs."he smiled. after i finished wiping off my make-up and crying a little bit more,i decided to walk down with Trent. "i`m really sorry if i offended you."Maria said. "it wasn't you."i said. "are we ready to go to the Elders?"she asked. "i suppose."Trent کہا not so enthusiastic. all of us walked outside to Chuck's limo and drove off to hell. i had a feeling i was going to break down again. i thought of the things that made me happy..which i found that hard to do. "you feeling okay?"Trent asked me from my thinking. "i`m not to sure."i said. he wrapped an arm around me and i lied my head on his shoulder and looked out the window. i began thinking of this song that i thought was depressing. it's what is really happening right now. So far away سے طرف کی Avenged Sevenfold. how do i live without the ones i love? time still turns the pages of the book its burned. place and time,always on my mind. i have so much to say,but you're so far away. i sighed and kept thinking about what might happen. will i loose Trent یا the baby? یا possibly both? the limo pulled up in a gravel drive way in front of a mansion. we walked inside and Domovi was the first to greet us. "welcome."he smiled. Trent's reaction started to change quickly. i saw his nails turn into claws. i took his hand softly into mine and he turned calm again. "what did آپ bring us here for?"Trent asked,trying to keep his cool. "we want to make a decision with you."Domovi said. Trent's eye twitched slightly. "about?"Trent hissed. "if آپ don't come clean to us killing you."Rusalka said. "and what happens if i don't?"Trent growled. "then we'll kill your mate."Domovi held a چھری to my neck. Trent hissed at Domovi with his mouth open,showing his long fangs. when Trent started to walk towards Domovi,he pressed the چھری harder against my skin. i was scared he might slit my throat if i moved. Trent was pissed right now. he moved an inch closer and Domovi slit my neck slightly and blood began squirting out. i fell to my knees and began coughing. Trent came to my side and put a tissue on the cut. "do we understand each other?"Domovi hissed. Trent sighed of defeat. "fine..you have a deal."he shook his hand. i felt my life just die before me. i cant believe Trent is agreeing to die. "good,we'll see آپ tomorrow."Domovi chuckled and walked away. i looked at Trent with a depressed look. "i have no other choice.."he whispered and looked down at his feet. the drive ہوم in the limo was silent. no one spoke,no one moved. we just sat there in silence. we finally arrived at the hotel. i walked up to the hotel room with Trent,still not breaking down. i sat on the بستر and tears started to whelm up in my eyes. no,these tears aren't worthy. Trent shut the door and sat beside me. i was so upset right now to even speak and i believe so was he. tears started to slowly fall out of my eyes. the man i have always wanted,is going to die. why does it always have to be me? i felt arms لپیٹ, لفاف کریں around me from behind. i looked at Trent and he was smiling a weak smile. i collapsed into his arms with tears. "p-please don't go."i cried. "i wish i could stay.."he cried silently into my hair. this was my last دن to spend with Trent. we began making out with tears falling out of our eyes. i buried my face into his bare chest. "i don't want آپ to go."i sniffed. "i don't want to leave آپ all alone with the baby."he said. "then don't go."i looked up at him. "i have no other choice..i don't want آپ to get hurt."he blinked his tears. "and i don't want آپ to die."i started to tear up again. he held me close to his bare body. his warm,exposed skin up against mine,warming me up. "i love you.."i whispered into his neck. "i love آپ too."he cried into my shoulder. i have never been so دل broken in my life. my love is going to die tomorrow and he wont even get to see the baby. that made me cry harder. i`m gonna take care of the child on my own. i hugged him tighter,not wanting to let go. "be right back."he started to walk off towards the bathroom but i grabbed his arm. "will آپ be back soon?"i looked him in the eyes. "i promise."he brushed his lips against mine and walked into the bathroom. i lied back on the بستر and i heard the tub running water. he walked back in and helped me up off the bed. he carried me into the bathroom and gently sat me down in the tub filled with bubbles. he sat beside me and laid his head on my stomach. this was very relaxing. in a hottub like bath with bubbles surrounding آپ with the man آپ love snuggled up on you. he lit some candles with his finger and crawled up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me passionately. the sounds of kissing filled the room. "her lips,her lips i could kiss them all دن if she let me. her laugh,her laugh she hates but i think it's so sexy. she's so beautiful and i tell her everyday."he sang into my ear and nibbled it. i put my face close to his and our lips were a few inches away. "one last bite?"i whispered. he smiled and began to kiss my neck,making me moan of pleasure. he glides his tongue up and down my neck softly to find a place to bite. he presses his lips to my neck and sinks his teeth into my neck and began drinking. this was the most intimate bite i ever gotten,besides when he gave me that bite when we 'cuddled.' he stopped drinking from me and kissed me. for some odd reason i think his lips taste good after he just got done biting me. we took turns washing each other and went back into the room and lied down on the bed. "to bad we cant do any of that stuff.."he stammered. "oh well."i played in his hair. he turned on his side and he began kissing me. i pulled the blanket over us and continued to make out with him. i began breathing in his ear,just to tease him. he shut his eyes tight. i giggled and rubbed around his groin. "why must آپ tease me?"he whined. "because i think its fun."i said. "oh,would آپ like me to tease you?"he کہا playfully. "you cannot."i laughed. "why not?"he licked my neck. "i کہا not to."i placed my hands on his chest. "okay,dear."he pecked me on the lips. "aren't آپ a little sad آپ wont be able to see the baby?"i asked sadly. "i`m devastated. i always wanted a child..and i guess that will never happen."he sighed. i hugged him close. "i`m so sorry."i cried a little. "i want to give آپ something."he whispered. "what's that?"i asked. he got up and walked over سے طرف کی his گٹار and picked up a ہار with a black گٹار pick on it. he walked over and put it around my neck. "i had that گٹار pick for years..and i wanted آپ to have it."he smiled. "that's very sweet of you."i hugged him. "my pleasure."he said. i took my ہار that he gave me on our first تاریخ and put it on his neck. he looked at it then at me. "something to remember me by."i spit my tongue out at him. "sounds cool."he held the دل in his hand. "i will always love you."i sat in his lap and hugged him. "me too babe."he whispered. "could آپ play me a song with the گٹار pick آپ gave me?"i asked. "sure."he smiled and got his guitar. i took off my ہار and gave it to him. he played one of my پسندیدہ songs. Lonely no مزید سے طرف کی Rob Thomas. "you'll never be alone."i whispered. "i will when i die."he grew sad. "no,not unless آپ keep your ring."i put a hand on his cheek. a smile crept onto his face. "one مزید song?"i struck a few strings of his guitar. "okay,one more."he chuckled. he played the song آپ and i سے طرف کی Santana. "you know i'd always fly with آپ to heaven."i kissed his cheek. "if only آپ could..lets get some sleep darling."he put the گٹار pick ہار back on me. "okay."i lied beside him. "i just want آپ to know i love آپ and our child."he said. "i love آپ too."i smiled. "don't ever feel alone if i die. i will always be looking after you."he whispered. "oh Trent."i hugged him,crying. he held me close and never let go. he lied down,still not letting me go. "goodnight love."he rubbed my back. "night."i sniffed,trying to calm my crying. in a few منٹ یا so,i quieted down and put my face into his chest and fell asleep in his arms.