im not a normal teen am i?

ok ok yea its true im not a normal teen i have a dirty mind i kno about adulty toys & my mom didnt kno about them until she wuz in her 30's & i kno all about S3X & other things my parents & sister think im a sick person & theyre right wut do i do i want 2 b a better daughter & a less gross sick 1 i look up dirty things 2 hehehe Y AM I LIKE THIS idk if it wuz the way my parents raised me یا wut i also have a cussing problem GRRR plz help