Dear Ex-Best Friend,
Hey.
It's been a while.
How are you?
I hope you're okay.
Do آپ remember me?
I used to be your best friend.
We used to hang out every weekend.
We'd make پاپ کارن, پوپکارن and watch movies.
We'd play games and make stupid ویڈیوز together.
We would sit outside and talk for hours.
And laugh until our sides hurt.
Do آپ remember that?
Do آپ remember when I took آپ to see Green Day?
یا all those parties we went to together?
Do آپ remember when we cried as we shared our darkest secrets?
یا when آپ کہا we'd اقدام in together, and put عملی حکمت posters all over the walls?
Do آپ remember how آپ کہا how proud آپ were of me? How thankful آپ were to have me in your life?
How we'd always be friends?
...
Do آپ remember that?
...
It's been over a سال now...
Since the last time we spoke.
I'm not angry.
I could never be angry at you.
I'm just confused.
I'm so, so confused.
Confused about how آپ suddenly decided to lie to me.
To make any excuse آپ could to not talk to me for weeks at a time.
To ignore me, to put everything else before our friendship, leaving me to cry myself to sleep every night for months because I was losing the person most important to me, and blaming myself for all of it.
I'm confused about how easily آپ threw me away.
How easily آپ broke my heart.
How easily آپ gave up everything we were.
Everything we would've been.
I'm confused about how everything we had could turn into nothing in a single instant.
How quickly my best friend could become a stranger.
...
I don't hate you.
I'm not angry.
آپ were there for me in my darkest times.
آپ were what kept me going.
آپ were the light at the end of the tunnel.
آپ were everything to me.
And I gave آپ all that I had.
And as I watched آپ throw our friendship away,
As I felt my life being drained away سے طرف کی the same person who gave it to me,
As the world lost its color and everything went numb,
I still couldn't hate you.
Even as I sit here with this gaping hole in my دل that can never be filled,
I could never hate you.
...
I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're succeeding at all your endeavors.
And I hope you're happy.
I wish آپ nothing but the best.
And if a دن comes where آپ need me again,
I will always be here.
-your ex-best friend
Hey.
It's been a while.
How are you?
I hope you're okay.
Do آپ remember me?
I used to be your best friend.
We used to hang out every weekend.
We'd make پاپ کارن, پوپکارن and watch movies.
We'd play games and make stupid ویڈیوز together.
We would sit outside and talk for hours.
And laugh until our sides hurt.
Do آپ remember that?
Do آپ remember when I took آپ to see Green Day?
یا all those parties we went to together?
Do آپ remember when we cried as we shared our darkest secrets?
یا when آپ کہا we'd اقدام in together, and put عملی حکمت posters all over the walls?
Do آپ remember how آپ کہا how proud آپ were of me? How thankful آپ were to have me in your life?
How we'd always be friends?
...
Do آپ remember that?
...
It's been over a سال now...
Since the last time we spoke.
I'm not angry.
I could never be angry at you.
I'm just confused.
I'm so, so confused.
Confused about how آپ suddenly decided to lie to me.
To make any excuse آپ could to not talk to me for weeks at a time.
To ignore me, to put everything else before our friendship, leaving me to cry myself to sleep every night for months because I was losing the person most important to me, and blaming myself for all of it.
I'm confused about how easily آپ threw me away.
How easily آپ broke my heart.
How easily آپ gave up everything we were.
Everything we would've been.
I'm confused about how everything we had could turn into nothing in a single instant.
How quickly my best friend could become a stranger.
...
I don't hate you.
I'm not angry.
آپ were there for me in my darkest times.
آپ were what kept me going.
آپ were the light at the end of the tunnel.
آپ were everything to me.
And I gave آپ all that I had.
And as I watched آپ throw our friendship away,
As I felt my life being drained away سے طرف کی the same person who gave it to me,
As the world lost its color and everything went numb,
I still couldn't hate you.
Even as I sit here with this gaping hole in my دل that can never be filled,
I could never hate you.
...
I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're succeeding at all your endeavors.
And I hope you're happy.
I wish آپ nothing but the best.
And if a دن comes where آپ need me again,
I will always be here.
-your ex-best friend
