My life has been pretty "OK" for the past few years. It hasn't been awesome, and it hasn't been horrible. JakeE finally cracked and committed suicide. I just hate him for doing that. I went through the same problems he did, آپ don't see me going and killing myself. I just hate to think about it. Also, JakeS died because of the cancer. If he would've just taken his medication. Besides all that, most of my دوستوں have been getting settled down and married. Sayu and Jade, Riley and Dayton, Cassie and Bradley. And Paige has a 2-Year-Old son with that Max guy. And that dickwad Toby is in jail for dealing illegal drugs. That's what he gets for being a jerk. Ehh.... but I don't will be getting better.

I hear my alarm blast at 6 in the morning. I'm, standing on my own two feet. Somewhere hanging in between. My life and the death of me I didn't want to get up, so I just let it play. Cuz no one is getting out alive. All the سونا on Earth, it won't buy time. So we might as well give up the fight. Live it up tonight. No one's getting out alive! "Ugh..." I turn off the music. I couldn't believe I still love Ke$ha. Posters all over my room. Yeah, she cam out with new songs over the years, but I like the songs that came out when I was a kid. "Time to start a new day..." I say. I got up and walked to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I put the toothpaste of the toothbrush and began to brush. "Eww." I groaned. It was that bubblegum flavored toothpaste I absolutely hated. "I thought I told Luke not to buy this." I said. "Oh well." I continued to brush despite the horrible taste. I had to look my best because Paige was coming into town. She may be a famous pop star, but she was still one of my friends. Luke, and I were going to meet her and Max for lunch. I walked into the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ to see that Luke burned the food......again. He wasn't the best cook. "Heh.. Sorry Gabe." He said. "It's alright, I don't have time to eat anyway. I have to get to work." I paced back and forth, getting dressed, brushing hair and crap. I ran out the door, and started the car. Where do I work? I work at the amusement park I went to as a kid. I work the most terrifying ride there....The Cyclone. I remember watching Lana, Eddie, Paige, and Max get on it that one day. Max almost puked his brains out. I also worked at a radio station, but that's only at nights.

Few منٹ later, I got to the park, checked in, and started my shift. It's kinda fun watching people's expression from when they get on, to when they get off. At one point, I saw this huge group of kids. They reminded me of how me and my دوستوں use to hang out. "Hey! Start the ride!" A kid yelled at me. "Oh, sorry." I کہا and started the ride. After seven hours of work, I rush ہوم to get changed and get Luke. We were supposed to meet Paige at some Chinese Restaurant at 2:30. We got there just in time. "We're looking for a young girl, with her husband and a two-year-old son." Luke told the waitress. She pointed to Paige's میز, جدول and we walked over. She seemed happy to see us. "Hi guys!" She exclaimed. She gave us big hugs and then we sat down. "I'm so happy to see you!" She said. "Same here." Luke replied. "Oh! Let me introduce آپ guys. As آپ know, this is Max, my husband." She کہا pointing to the guy sitting اگلے to him. "And this our son Jacob." Paige کہا with a smile, while giving her son a small cookie. She looked so different. Her hair didn't have the قوس قزح at the tips, and she had gotten rid of all of her piercings. Except for her earrings. Hollywood seems to have changed her. "So how have آپ guys been?" Paige asked. "It's been alright I guess," I said. "Have آپ guys heard about Jake?" Paige's face went from a smile, to a frown. I'm guessing she had. Luke saw all the depression, so he changed the subject quickly. "So! Who else are آپ going to visit?" Luke asked. She immediately sprang up. "Well tomorrow, I'm going to see Boxxy! Then Maddie, and I'm gonna check up on Veto and make sure he's treating Valencia right. And I'm also going to see how Cassie and Brad are. Then.....then I'm back to California." Paige answered. That's what I should do. I should go see how all of my دوستوں have been doing these past 6-7 years. All of a sudden Jacob started crying. "I'm so sorry." Paige apologized. "Max, sweetie. His diaper is dirty, can آپ go change him?" She asked Max. "Of course." He said. He grabbed a diaper from the diaper bag, grabbed Jacob, and headed towards the bathroom. We all ate our orders then went home. And I've decided what to do. I'm going to see how my دوستوں are doing! Maybe my life is looking up.

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Aftermath of SDARN, so know what happens when Gabe is an adult? Stay tuned and fight out!

Song: Out Alive سے طرف کی Ke$ha