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Chapter 1
The new girl
The first thought that came to Phire's mind of the new ہوم she was ment to live in for the اگلے four years was how strange. Her new hometown looked like something from a movie یا a magazine.
If Phire hadn't known that she was in Open fields she probably would have mistaken this for L.A. یا even Hollywood.
Everywhere Phire looked there was always something there. Whether it was stores یا houses یا even forests, it all looked perfect. What was funny was that Open Fields didn't even have a single farm. Nothing personal to the place but with a name like Open Fields come on it has to have at least one farm.
But Phire was pleased to see a huge acre of grassland all though they had to go through a beautiful but creepy forest with a space big enough to fit a huge car.
All though Phire was suprised to see a ساحل سمندر, بیچ house in the middle of it and got confused when her mother parked in front of it.
"Welcome to our new home"her mom کہا and laughed as
Phire's eyes widened as big as snowglobes.
"This is a house"
"Our house"
"It looks like a ساحل سمندر, بیچ house"
"I guess so"her mom کہا as she got out of the car.
"Guess" Phire muttered under her breath as she got out of
the car too.
To Phire it was lik her dream house, it looked unreal but yet it stood right in front of her. And the house was secluded from any unwanted attention as there was trees surrounding the acre. There were a few spaces the trees didn't take, it was a
big enough for cars to pass through.
And the house was just perfect! It was painted a different color on each دیوار and all were her پسندیدہ colors.
A beautiful porch stood there with a small میز, جدول and chairs on one side and the other was piled with their old furniture. To
Phire it looked alien اگلے to this house.
The inside was just as perfect as the outside. It felt like a mansion. Phire's dream house didn't disappoint her once. Her room was huge, even with a queen sized bed! And to add to her excitement she had a balcony looking over the place. She could even she the ساحل سمندر, بیچ all the way here, which was really lose to the house.
A beach! Could this get any better!
Grinning Phire took the elastic band off her wrist and put it in her شاہبلوت, شاہ بلوط brown hair as she walked down the stairs.
Even though رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا went on silence nothing could ruin Phire's mood. She was so happy she could-
"Oh Sapphire school starts in two days"
"School!"
"Yes Sapphire school"her mom کہا sternly "you didn't think آپ could skip could you"
"Well-"
"Your fourteen your going to school, end of discussion"
آگ کے, آگ shut her mouth quickly and ate her food. The feeling she had before she got here settled in again.
What if she didn't make any friends? یا she was a teacher's
pet? Anything could happen.
The اگلے دن Phire woke up to a note that simply کہا "out
shopping,foods in the fridge یا go get something Love Mom"
Ha! Phire thought "your only fourteen" my butt. If آپ treat
your daughter like this your not the best mom.
But still Phire go a lot of free space and she was مزید
mature than most fourteen سال olds.
Phire put on a tank سب, سب سے اوپر and shorts than took her bike and set off on her own in the strange new town. Everything was just so darn peaceful here. She felt startlingly calm and happy, like she would in La La land.
After eating breakfist at a close restaurant Phire decided to
do some sightseeing.
She went to the ساحل سمندر, بیچ that was close to her house and
stopped سے طرف کی a store looking ساحل سمندر, بیچ house.
She bought a few twenty bucks it would be nice to use some. She started looking at the shells they were مزید exotic than the seashells at home. They very ...alluring.
"Attracts many tourists" کہا a very silky voice behind her.
Phire turned around to face a very beautiful girl with آگ کے, آگ red hair.
The girl head out her hand "Andromeda"
"Sapphire but call me Phire"
"Cool your new here aren't you"
"Is is that obvious"
"That and I know most every one here"
"Yeah that could have دیا me away"
Andromeda laughed "are آپ going to Cyche high"
"Yeah"
"Well so am I maybe we might have the same classes"
"I hope that way I'll know at least one person"
"I know moving's hard I've had to اقدام at least four times"
"That must of sucked"
"It did"
"But ارے I'm here for you"
"Thanks"
"No problem" Andromeda کہا as she started walking away
"see آپ around new girl"
Smiling Phire took a shell and went to pay for it. Her دل feeling much lighter than before.
Chapter 1
The new girl
The first thought that came to Phire's mind of the new ہوم she was ment to live in for the اگلے four years was how strange. Her new hometown looked like something from a movie یا a magazine.
If Phire hadn't known that she was in Open fields she probably would have mistaken this for L.A. یا even Hollywood.
Everywhere Phire looked there was always something there. Whether it was stores یا houses یا even forests, it all looked perfect. What was funny was that Open Fields didn't even have a single farm. Nothing personal to the place but with a name like Open Fields come on it has to have at least one farm.
But Phire was pleased to see a huge acre of grassland all though they had to go through a beautiful but creepy forest with a space big enough to fit a huge car.
All though Phire was suprised to see a ساحل سمندر, بیچ house in the middle of it and got confused when her mother parked in front of it.
"Welcome to our new home"her mom کہا and laughed as
Phire's eyes widened as big as snowglobes.
"This is a house"
"Our house"
"It looks like a ساحل سمندر, بیچ house"
"I guess so"her mom کہا as she got out of the car.
"Guess" Phire muttered under her breath as she got out of
the car too.
To Phire it was lik her dream house, it looked unreal but yet it stood right in front of her. And the house was secluded from any unwanted attention as there was trees surrounding the acre. There were a few spaces the trees didn't take, it was a
big enough for cars to pass through.
And the house was just perfect! It was painted a different color on each دیوار and all were her پسندیدہ colors.
A beautiful porch stood there with a small میز, جدول and chairs on one side and the other was piled with their old furniture. To
Phire it looked alien اگلے to this house.
The inside was just as perfect as the outside. It felt like a mansion. Phire's dream house didn't disappoint her once. Her room was huge, even with a queen sized bed! And to add to her excitement she had a balcony looking over the place. She could even she the ساحل سمندر, بیچ all the way here, which was really lose to the house.
A beach! Could this get any better!
Grinning Phire took the elastic band off her wrist and put it in her شاہبلوت, شاہ بلوط brown hair as she walked down the stairs.
Even though رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا went on silence nothing could ruin Phire's mood. She was so happy she could-
"Oh Sapphire school starts in two days"
"School!"
"Yes Sapphire school"her mom کہا sternly "you didn't think آپ could skip could you"
"Well-"
"Your fourteen your going to school, end of discussion"
آگ کے, آگ shut her mouth quickly and ate her food. The feeling she had before she got here settled in again.
What if she didn't make any friends? یا she was a teacher's
pet? Anything could happen.
The اگلے دن Phire woke up to a note that simply کہا "out
shopping,foods in the fridge یا go get something Love Mom"
Ha! Phire thought "your only fourteen" my butt. If آپ treat
your daughter like this your not the best mom.
But still Phire go a lot of free space and she was مزید
mature than most fourteen سال olds.
Phire put on a tank سب, سب سے اوپر and shorts than took her bike and set off on her own in the strange new town. Everything was just so darn peaceful here. She felt startlingly calm and happy, like she would in La La land.
After eating breakfist at a close restaurant Phire decided to
do some sightseeing.
She went to the ساحل سمندر, بیچ that was close to her house and
stopped سے طرف کی a store looking ساحل سمندر, بیچ house.
She bought a few twenty bucks it would be nice to use some. She started looking at the shells they were مزید exotic than the seashells at home. They very ...alluring.
"Attracts many tourists" کہا a very silky voice behind her.
Phire turned around to face a very beautiful girl with آگ کے, آگ red hair.
The girl head out her hand "Andromeda"
"Sapphire but call me Phire"
"Cool your new here aren't you"
"Is is that obvious"
"That and I know most every one here"
"Yeah that could have دیا me away"
Andromeda laughed "are آپ going to Cyche high"
"Yeah"
"Well so am I maybe we might have the same classes"
"I hope that way I'll know at least one person"
"I know moving's hard I've had to اقدام at least four times"
"That must of sucked"
"It did"
"But ارے I'm here for you"
"Thanks"
"No problem" Andromeda کہا as she started walking away
"see آپ around new girl"
Smiling Phire took a shell and went to pay for it. Her دل feeling much lighter than before.
I'm setting here looking at a paused ویژن ٹیلی screen and i soon think to myself is that the way that our life is life when we are put on hold.
If tht's the case then why are we not able to do the work that we have been meant to do forever,
how can the people in our lives trust us for the decisions that we make in our daily lives that we live.
are we really meant to be th people that we are meant to be یا are we just passing through this earth with no-where to go but down, that is what i think about when i see a paused tv.
so what do آپ think about this journal entry that i just wrote آپ need to think about what i کہا and give me your best anwsers that آپ can give.
thnx erie مورگن maples
If tht's the case then why are we not able to do the work that we have been meant to do forever,
how can the people in our lives trust us for the decisions that we make in our daily lives that we live.
are we really meant to be th people that we are meant to be یا are we just passing through this earth with no-where to go but down, that is what i think about when i see a paused tv.
so what do آپ think about this journal entry that i just wrote آپ need to think about what i کہا and give me your best anwsers that آپ can give.
thnx erie مورگن maples
Why, do things have to be so hard
In life?
Why can't things be easy
And everyone could just enjoy
Their short lives.
Betrayed
سے طرف کی an old friend
سے طرف کی an old boyfriend
It feels like the whole world
Has gone on the enemy's side
Why do things have to be so complicated?
Tears are rolling down my cheek
As life goes on,
That's what I do.
Because I feel unused, unhelpful, abandoned.
Life goes on
And even though I try
To shrug off the troubles I have had in the past,
Smiling,
Inside, I am extremely hurt
Stabbed سے طرف کی my own friends
I am deserted
Even though I smile
I am hurt
I am betrayed.
In life?
Why can't things be easy
And everyone could just enjoy
Their short lives.
Betrayed
سے طرف کی an old friend
سے طرف کی an old boyfriend
It feels like the whole world
Has gone on the enemy's side
Why do things have to be so complicated?
Tears are rolling down my cheek
As life goes on,
That's what I do.
Because I feel unused, unhelpful, abandoned.
Life goes on
And even though I try
To shrug off the troubles I have had in the past,
Smiling,
Inside, I am extremely hurt
Stabbed سے طرف کی my own friends
I am deserted
Even though I smile
I am hurt
I am betrayed.
Hate.Disappointment.Regret.They all make up some of the worst thing in our lives...then why can't we just give it up?Give it up and just throw all our problems away?The answer is simple because this,this is reality not a fairytale یا some fiction story,where the writer can just have their way over their characters like puppets.No.Not at all in reality does one have their way to control their life یا the lies that people tell them.There's no stopping your troubles in life یا changing the regret you've made in the past ...it's life.
such a waste, my life whole life is a fake!...but im sure ive been a thorn inside of you...that's torn at آپ for years. but, sometimes i can taste how کڑوا, تلخ i've become...& its مزید then i can bare. sometimes i pray for someone to blow me away. just make it quick, but let it burn...so i can feel the pain thats torn at me for years. i can't be held responsable, 'cause this is all so new to me. can i...leave my pain behind?
the sercomstances of one's birth are irrelavent. its what آپ DO with the gift of life, that determends who آپ are. the pain آپ feel...its normal. let it go.
آپ think?
yes. آپ need to forgive and forget.
i can't...
آپ can.
but i can't just do nothing...
it's not nothing!
i cant just...forget.
it's hard to forgive, and its hard to forget, but it's easy to do nothing...
you're right...
the sercomstances of one's birth are irrelavent. its what آپ DO with the gift of life, that determends who آپ are. the pain آپ feel...its normal. let it go.
آپ think?
yes. آپ need to forgive and forget.
i can't...
آپ can.
but i can't just do nothing...
it's not nothing!
i cant just...forget.
it's hard to forgive, and its hard to forget, but it's easy to do nothing...
you're right...