now standing on last دن of سال
i look back and see smiles and tears
somedays it was new too
somedays our mailboxes were filled with greetings
greetings of arrival of 01/01/2011
دن سے طرف کی دن we got used to
night سے طرف کی night we got close
so many starts so many ends
so many left so many got friends
learnt so much taught so much
learnt to smile learnt to give
learnt to die learnt to live
with loads of hugs and kisses
bye bye 2011
اگلے time we'll say
"damn our دل still misses
THE 2011"
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.they wanted a longer مضمون :P
i look back and see smiles and tears
somedays it was new too
somedays our mailboxes were filled with greetings
greetings of arrival of 01/01/2011
دن سے طرف کی دن we got used to
night سے طرف کی night we got close
so many starts so many ends
so many left so many got friends
learnt so much taught so much
learnt to smile learnt to give
learnt to die learnt to live
with loads of hugs and kisses
bye bye 2011
اگلے time we'll say
"damn our دل still misses
THE 2011"
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.they wanted a longer مضمون :P
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Life's like a rollercoaster,
Don't waste the ride.
Live it up all the way,
because today's your last day
What would آپ do?
Would آپ cry a little, scream a little, think it's all pretend.
یا go into silence until the very end...
Would آپ love the ones آپ hate the most یا be the person آپ hide?
Would آپ pretend that you're ok but really scream inside?
Would آپ try and keep the sun from setting as your last دن ends?
Knowing you'll never see it rise...
Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else آپ say as آپ close your eyes.
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what can I do?
I'm self-centered, self-induldged, self-absorbed, hateful, short-tepered, implusive, in a complete state of denial, confused and lonely, yet I don't try to think.
a creature of the night
a princess of darkness
I long for light
colors
but all is midnight
and my only companions are the moon and the darkness
thought it comforts me when no one can
I wish to be out of darkness for once
to be clear, understood, unquestioned, and loved.
but who am I to ask for this?
who am I to want this?
is that what makes me human?
why?
all I want to know is why?
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Step, creak, step, creak! the floor boards speak to me as I slowly tremble on its hard, splintery wood. Each step feels so daring. I feel danger crawling up my dangling spine. Thump, thump, my دل tries to refuse to my wishes of moving forward. Nothing has happened so far.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the نشست as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My دل starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing سے طرف کی my house.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the نشست as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My دل starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing سے طرف کی my house.